Th|nKyin

b4 flying to beijing~

2010-05-19T13:56:00.002+08:00

i'm still scared of flying..

always cant seem to shake off the feeling smth bad is going to happen when ever i go overseas.. haha reminds me of ussop.. i have the cant-get-on-plane-n-into-another island disease.. though i'm like super excited to go overseas everytime..

oh ya.. another thing.. my birthday.. feels weird.. maybe as i get older the more i don't feel excited about this day.. 越老越不想庆祝.. maybe cos i wanna forget this is the day i grew older? haha but still v thankful for all the best wishes~ 我会好好的~ 哈哈

LOVE MY FAMILY N FRIENDS! (: (must say this b4 i go overseas everytime.. hurhur)

- oops going to be late -

五月天歌词生活化用法

2010-04-20T16:40:00.009+08:00

found this accidentally when i was searching for 一棵苹果's 歌词.
just think it's really cute and funny.. haha brighten up my mugging days..

*note*- please enlarge the webpage to read the chi words.. eg. press ctrl n scroll your mouse middle button.. lol

...老朋友聚会:如果能有一天再一次重返光荣,记得找我,我的好朋友
...失恋的时候:我从不怕爱错就怕没爱过
...打手机总是占线，要对身边的人说：八戒这个猪头手机老是不通。
...酒席上当然就要说：这杯你饮呼干，这杯我饮呼干
...小朋友们要记住，妈妈要你洗手时，应该回答：我的手越肮脏，眼神越是放光！
...还有翻墙时:我不怕千万人阻挡,只怕自己投降
...想分手了：我和你最后就到这，你对我已经没感觉
...拆房子的时候：那高墙将要倒下
...觉得生活美好时：活着其实很好，再吃一棵苹果
...夏天太热时：最后我开始武装自己
...爱情失利时：为啥米为啥米为啥米为啥米又搁是我伤心
...电影放完了：全剧终，看见满场空桌椅，灯亮起
...午饭时间：午餐是吃饭还是吃面
...打桌球：也许我这一杆又没办法进球
... 回家一进门：冰箱上有字条桌上有菜电锅里面有饭
...有人问你问题：不知道不明了``````
...停电：黑暗中期待光线
...做数学题：越是努力揣摩越是搞不懂
...近视眼：你眼（心）中一定有座浓雾的湖泊任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透
...听过五月天以后：爱过的那些歌曲,有一天再也不听
...还有考试靠作弊刚好及格时——我混故我在
...化妆时——画上我的本性淡紫色眼影粉色双唇的喃喃自语
...不想还给别人东东的时候被骂很火——还你我不稀罕的东西
...老妈更年期——前一秒明明心情糟这一秒突然变好
...和爷爷去超市买特价——他说要嘛滚回家里去要嘛就拼
...开心的时候：心情好心情坏怎么开始怎么办
... 同桌想心事的时候：没有关系你的世界就让你拥有不打扰是我的温柔
...愤怒的时候：别惹我别惹我我忍了很久
...赞同老师观点的时候：我同意可是我泪如雨下
...东西掉了的时候：多想要找到你多想要能飞檐走壁
...等人的时候：下定决心我决定用恒星的恒心等你等你
...考砸的时候：所以我说就让它去我知道潮落以后一定有潮起
...许诺的时候：勾勾手盖手印这一刻有约定
... 郁闷的时候：我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
...被父母唠叨的时候：能不能不要说其实我不是不懂
...遇上红灯的时候：有没有一个希望让我去闯
...孤单的时候：哪一个人爱我将我的手紧握
...心情很烦的时候：我不爽为何那么多猪头
... 上班迟到的时候：为什么要给我一颗跳动的心脏却忘了给我飞翔的翅膀
...看到自己喜欢的球队：这是全天下最完美的阵容
...天气好热：那地上无声蒸发我的泪
...无目的的逛街：时间它虽然重要也不必抓的太牢
...放血大抢购：用力的浪费再用力的后悔
... 在路上遇到盲人：天边风光身边的我都不在你眼中
...被人追：逃走我只能逃走
...别人问你的特长：柔道插花街舞调酒这些我都学过
...崇拜上帝：你要是落泪滴世界都要下雨
...别人都考高分自己不及格：当我和世界不一样那就让我不一样
...等人时候:我知道我知道,我全部都知道,我就是受不了
...迟到的时候是：你看着表，我笑的尴尬
...自认为是宇宙无敌超级大帅哥时：我比五月天还帅
...还有别人问路时：穿过那片茫茫人海下个路口直走或转弯
...医生开刀时：如果要让我活，让我有希望的活。

bold ones are my faves.. but really i'll 不小心 bold everything.. hahaha cos everyth is so appropriate..

adding one more:
被妈妈发现我偷吃夜宵：是谁说半夜不能吃便当~~~

anymore suggestions? i don't rmb which lyrics belong to which song la.. just have some 印象 for most of them.. hurhurhur maybe can play a guess the song game.. if i rmb all the songs n tunes i think will be funnier.. each situation to a song~ ^^

- don't know who will read this post though lol -

nightmare~~

2009-12-21T09:50:00.002+08:00

i dreamed of at least 2 scary dreams just now.. scaryyy~~

1st one is of vampires.. don't know why i had the dream.. but it was so vivid n super scary.. the location is at my ahgong house.. then dunno why my family tried to catch a vampire but fail end up need to stop the vampire from knowing we are in the house then close all the windows n dram the curtains to prevent them from coming in.. i had to force myself awake to stop dreaming about it.. scaryyy..

then after than there's a stupid bird keep chirping at my window there.. then i dreamed of the bird building a nest on top of my window.. then its kids(baby birds) keep dropping down to eat something that was scattered by someone(forgot who's the idiot) at the window ledge.. super disgusting.. the baby birds look like insects.. yuck.. but i also woke up half way.. lucky..

3rd dream! i dreamed i woke up.. then it's already 1+pm when i'm supposed to meet pot they all at 11am.. scare me la!! then i v ganjiong in the dream and then i convince myself it is a dream and go back to sleep.. then i really woke up n realised it's a dream.. hahaha.. sometimes bad things happen to you and you'll wish everything is only a dream.. but usually i only think that everything is a dream in my dream.. ok if anyone get what i mean.. haha

changed blogskin but this one v obvious made by same person as my previous blogskin.. the tagboard no time to do.. maybe next time.. n maybe i will try to figure out how to add the comments page..

wahh going to be late le..

- a return to blogsphere? heh -

je sui en france!

2009-07-11T05:43:00.002+08:00

i'm in france! ok it's kinda stupid.. but i have to type that.. since it's my last night here alr.. haha last night post 1st post about france.. good.. except.. i havent really...... pack my luggage.. ooops =X

i'll miss this place.. ALOT! ppl are like that.. only will miss smth when u're leaving/losing it.. but i will be back.. in the future! hahahaa

love my room so much!

prob will miss the freedom here.. haha..

ok la.. will update more about this trip once i'm back in sg.. now.. go pack!

au revior! bon nuit! n bonjour singapour in 2 days!

- feels sad -

korea part 2!!

2009-07-08T21:59:00.023+08:00

since i have a lil time(procrastinating to study for my french test tml.. haha) i shall cont my prev post..

korea! yeah pot.. i missed south korea alot looking at those pics too..

after everland.. we went some mountain..
our room for the night.. with a kitchen n all.. but don't really like the place..
the resort we stayed in
the mountain
going into the temple
one of my fave whole family pic! (:

the temple
drinking for the 'spring water' ?

haha posing with the buddha

on the way down from the temple:
i love this pic! like so romantic.. (:
the kids have an excursion there.. they all have the same hairstyle!
have to take the pics secretly.. haha.. the same bangs and plastic rim glasses..

went to the hot spring at the resort after that:

went to the farm for the atv ride(which is nth fantastic =x)

this amuses the hell out of me.. hahaha
she needs a second rescue! haha tian dear.. i worry abt ur driving test.. (:

eeewwww sheeps:

hahas.. with the exception of papa n mama.. i think all 4 of us have a terrified expression on our faces though we're smiling.. HAHA.. esp me.. the sheep eat so violently! by the time my pic was taken.. they'd alr finished =.= ahha.. my photo is the funniest.. posing with an empty bowl..

ok enough of sheeps.. we're making cheese!:

pour the milk in
stir at.. i dunno low or high temp.. should be low la..

putting in flowers for the decoration

add the churned milk

squeeze the water out
tong xin xie li! anyways thnk we used too much strength cos the cheese we make is quite.. firm.. how to describe? hmmm like those tao pok instead of soft tofu.. aiya ok ignore me..
tada~ the finished product!

to eat it:
take a piece of cracker(maybe u cannot see from the pic)
den a piece of cheese
take another piece of cracker n scoop some jam on top
add together(like a hamburger)
n then eat it! yummy!
eat with wine.. this wine is nice!! i like it better than those i drink in france.. =X

off to another resort for the night:
kitchen which we didn't use
our bed/living room

can see we really love the place.. haha really it's nice!

sleeping with tatamis:

it's not the most comfortable bed.. but it's alright.. quite an experience.. don't mind sleeping in it again..

i'll skip the korea folk village photos.. v sian of uploading photos to blog.. v slow..

kimchi making and korean wear:
haha b4 we start let's have a pic.. lol

i like this pic.. hehe

grp photo!

last hotel and our 战利品：
hotel room is small ):
clothes! mostly not mine la.. lol
the facial stuff! gosh.. but alot is buy for others la.. haha the luggage is a free gift from face shop.. imagine we go in empty handed and come out with a luggage.. funny

au revior!(i dunno byebye in korean! ): )

at the airport:
making our last souvenirs..

our proud art pieces! haha mine's the ugliest..

truth is.. i wanted to spend a lil time blogging.. ended up using 2hrs! gosh.. want to end with these few pics.. which is my deepest regret in korea.. ):

the story begins with the peach drink i bought during my 1st night in jeju.. cos the weather is cold i didn't drink in during the 2 nights i was in jeju.. n i brought it with me to the korea main land.. hence it began its trip with us through the 6 days..

at the 1st mountain resort
at the 2nd mountain resort
at the last hotel....

and its final resting place:
cos i put it in the fridge i forgot about it and didn't bring it with me as i leave the hotel and korea.. SO SAD! it accompanied me for the whole trip! T.T

don't care.. i'm gng to hunt down the stupid drink in sg n drink it.. ):

ok i shld go off.. au revior!

- tired -

korea!! (part 1)

2009-06-23T06:39:00.017+08:00

saranghaeyo.. hahaha

ok a really back-dated post about my trip to korea.. i totally enjoyed the trip.. (:

*clears some cobwebs off my blog 1st*

havent been blogging! kinda busy.. ok la. also too lazy.. finally uploaded the korea pics into this comp.. so might as well write smth now(while waiting for my laundry).. lol

so tired!! lazy to blog alr..

ok shall go through some stuff which i rmb about korea.. hmmm.. 1stly.. their toilet v weird.. don't let u throw toilet ppr in.. cos think the whole country is saving water.. the flush is too small.. haha.. but ok la.. not much of a problem..

cant rmb anything else for the moment.. shall update if i recall anyth.. oh no i should have blogged long ago.. now i cant rmb a th! not a good sign..

wee looking at the pictures makes me feel like i'm back there.. hais.. good memories.. (:

rice cake museum
pink toilet
and the nicest long xu tang! really v nice.. if anyone going korea must go back this stall in insadong to buy! (:

this is one of the funniest shots.. haha.. doesn't he look like some chuan1 yue4 shi2 kong1 beggar? hahaha my bro says the funniest thing.. say that he really suit the image to the tee.. professional lol

starbucks in korea..
n nice flowers!

going to jeju!

trying to hold the dragon rock!
getting luck from the tu3 di4 gong gong..

wah runn!
supporting the building
hahaha funny pose
yay! miniature eiffel!
LOVE! (: i'm so going to go holidays with them again.. (:

finally reached to top of sunrise peak!
view from the peak

erms there're some unsightly pics of me falling down on my way down.. so *censored* lol

we went for some jet boat ride after that.. it was super fun!

before
before
after! ahboy was splashed the most
after!

ok.. i take back my words abt the beggar photo.. THIS IS the funniest photo! wahahahas

at the teddy bear museum:
he's thinking.....
helping the bear to sell stuff.. we're good workers! lol
most expensive bear!

at everland:

on the cable car or what u call that..
the roses smell super nice!

this viking ship is the 1st of the 2 rides we took
on the way to take the tallest rollercoaster in korea!
this one! looks so big n scary.. ard 70deg slope.. looks like it come out from rollercoaster tychoon the game we used to play..
queuing!

the ride was.. ok la.. haha come down liao of cos say that la.. but think anyone who go MUST play this.. very fun! hehe

anyways i think i need to slp.. too tired.. so going to split this post into parts 1 and 2..

ciaossu!

- memories treasured forever -

2009-05-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

have been neglacting my blog for ages.. not that i have nothing to blog about.. just that i have too many distractions.. everytime i login.. i will end up doing another thing.. surf net or play games or watch show.. by the time i return to this window.. i need to sleep already.. haha

these days.. should be very busy and troubled with report and everything.. and true la.. really sick of looking at the msword report everyday.. that's y my progress is damn slow.. T.T sometimes when things are going smoothly for me.. i get the feeling that 'it's too good to be true.. surely something bad will pop up..' and then i cant stop worrying that something bad is about to happen.. and have this tense feeling.. which is.. quite stupid since i'm making myself worry when nth happen.. n when things really happened.. somehow i think i feel more relieved.. though quickly will be replaced by depression.. cos.. the problems usually bigger than i expected.. =.= ok i shall forget all about my problems for now.. like the stupid report i'm supposed to do.. haha listen to some songs!

sodagreen - 日光

this songs somehow reminds me of the mountains.. like u're weeding ur fields or plucking tea leaves in the hills den sing one.. haha

郭静 - 在树上唱歌

this song.. very obvious la.. singing on top of the tree..

anyways both song give me sort of the same feel.. like folk song.. then can sing in the nature.. hahas.. anyways both quite nice!

gng to watch tv le..

ciaossu!

- i believe in 船到桥头自然直 -

the title heading the words so small cant see......

2009-04-22T18:58:00.002+08:00

i find this girl's voice a bit similar to 青峰.. not only i say.. mary(in 933) also said.. hahas.. but now i listen again to the mv.. not really that similar la.. her voice abit more 沙？ btw i think the song not bad too.. this is her 2nd album.. nv heard of her b4 though.. listening to her songs in prev album on youtube.. the voice last time like not as 沙 n.. even more unlike 青峰's.. haha conclusion.. i have bad ears..

on a side note.. her hairstyle.. quite weird.. talking abt weird hair.. did anyone watch campus superstar finals last last week.. yoga's hair.. wah.... =X rated top on my list of artistes with ugly hair.. at the moment.. hope he dun get worse.. haha

- off to dinner -

牙关

2009-04-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

我從來不會想說如果時光可以倒流的這種話
因為時光如果真的可以倒流
這一切就不會那麼的珍貴

heard this song on radio today.. cos was rushing to go lunch.. didn't listen finish.. suddenly feel like listening to it again.. seldom play this song on radio nowadays.. but i think.. it's so nice.. (:

many things happened in the days or weeks i didn't blog.. haha.. too busy.. or issit too lazy.. sometimes.. i lose the 'steam' to blog after an incident happened for too long.. i guess i'm still too immature for alot of things.. but i think i grew up a lil cos of these happenings.. haha sounds chim right.. the problem is.. i don't really understand myself much either.. i guess i'm just too happy with how things are.. i have not much problem with my life.. i mean it could be better.. i guess i'd love more materialistic comforts.. more time.. more sleep.. i could be greedier n list more.. but still i'm pretty satisfied with not changing.. now i think.. life is really a journey or process.. that u have to keep learning/upgrading yourself.. hmmm i'm getting confused already.. ok just take it that i'm not gd with words.. be it in writing or spoken =X

there're really many important things in life.. little things which make you happy.. things which move you.. which r happening just beside/around you.. don't have to look at those tear-inducing movie blockbusters or dramas.. just use your heart to look at the things or people around you.. u can find the many small things.. "the many imperfections which make everything perfect".. family.. the ones who will stand with you, sit with you, laugh with you and cry with you.. ok throw in some of my good friends out there.. n life's pretty good to me!~

don't.. don't go through everything by yourself.. there're much much much more things out there.. in this world.. you have nv experienced.. the beautiful things in life which you'll overlook if you keep yourself stranded there..think of the brilliant possibilities out there!!~ your dreams.. your future.. everything.. waiting for you.. ok.. and.. love yourself.. dote on yourself.. give the best to yourself.. haha.. maybe at the same time u'll find the time n heart to love many others around you.. don't have to be one.. really.. silly.. cos these ppl who loves you.. r waiting for you~~ matte te ne~

ok now go listen to radio show.. guan tou ju chang.. may cont to blog.. if i feel like it..

- lots of love to everyone around me.. i don't say it doesn't mean i don't feel it.. =X hehe -

话太普通

2009-03-28T15:37:00.001+08:00

think this is such a cute song~ hurhur makes me happy listening to listen to it..

季欣霈:牛肉
农夫:纽约
季欣霈:六点半
农夫:路点伴
季欣霈:我喜欢你
农夫:我是honey
季欣霈:你讲乜啊?

农夫:我普通话太普通
怪小时候不用功
我喜欢你却不能沟通
情话在我心中却卡在喉咙
我普通话太普通
怪小时候不用功
我说广东话你听不懂你

季欣霈:识听唔识讲啊

姑娘爱怎么不走过来
对面的女孩都已经看过来看过来
让我心花为你朵朵的开
我想带你去山顶看夜景
我要带你去中环shopping
你要 (粤)去边我就去边
这些话怎样说才行

季欣霈:你喜欢我不喜欢
为何你一见我就发呆
喜欢我不喜欢为什么你都不说出来

农夫: 因为

我普通话太普通
怪小时候不用功
我喜欢你却不能沟通
情话在我心中却卡在喉咙
我普通话太普通
怪小时候不用功
我说广东话你听不懂你

季欣霈:识听唔识讲啊

姑娘怎么不走过来
对面的女孩都已经看过来看过来
看我心花为你朵朵的开
我想带你去好吃的茶餐厅
我要带你去兰桂坊clubbing
你要 (粤)去边我就去边
这些话怎样说才行

季欣霈:好啊去边系乜野啊

你喜欢我不喜欢为何你一见我就发呆
喜欢我不喜欢为什么你都不说出来

农夫:艾可能不知道我的名字
其实我在香港很红又在上电视
很多冠军歌写很多歌词
这一支特别献给你
我和你语言不通我普通话与众不同
我想告诉你你的笑像微风
怎么说你才懂我真是没用

我普通话太普通
怪小时候不用功
我喜欢你却不能沟通
情话在我心中却卡在喉咙
我普通话太普通
怪小时候不用功
我说广东话你听不懂你

季欣霈:唔好意思啊我唔识听又唔识讲噶

hahas.. this group's lyrics quite funny de.. but i haven't listened to much of their songs.. (:

- geeez -

27th march

2009-03-28T01:34:00.002+08:00

is my dad's birthday.. and v blur me sent the birthday message to the wrong handphone.. i wonder what will the person who's using that hp think of my msg.. n i stupidly insisted that i msged him happy birthday when he asked me.. haha.. n i realised my mistake only too late when i reached home around 10.30pm just now.. oops.. sorry dad!! happy birthday once again~(though it's like 28th now n he don't read my blog.. haha)

anyways.. had a girls' night out with YYG(ok i shamelessly copy this name from my sis or her friend, don't know).. basically it means yinyingang aka sec sch clique.. hurhur.. hahas.. but so cute.. they have XXG so we can have YYG too right? bigky can have smth like a ZZG.. so xyz all covered.. hahahas ok i'm crapping cos i'm really tired and want to sleep..

it got me thinking on my way back home on the bus.. that i'm a really fortunate person.. ok life's not perfect.. but it certainly have days which you suddenly will think, 'hey, life feels good!'.. today(or say yesterday) is one of those days.. hurhur.. hope that everyone had as good a time as i did.. and at times like this i look back and think, 'i'm really glad that some things never change..' somehow i look at this group of us.. feels just like sec school days when we're always fooling around.. BUT.. no matter what happens in the future, or what anyone is coping with in her life now(be it sch, work, relations or whatever that life throws at you).. maybe you can look back on these 'feel good' days, and think to yourself, 'hey, life's not all that bad.. at least.. there're some days i feft really happy..' hurhur unless actually u're forcing yourself to be happy? though i don't find it wrong.. 'ppl are happy cos they try to be'.. right? hurhur.. (:

oh and another thing which made me super happy just now.. is that.. it rained when i almost reached my house bus stop(i like storms but not when i don't have an umbrella.. which reminds me i still have a storm experience i've yet to blog about.. haha).. so i called my sis to see if she's somewhere n can share umbrella with me.. end up she was alr home n my bro picked up the phone.. n when i asked him to bring the umbrella to me.. he was super unwilling.. keep trying to worm out of it.. hahas.. n end up my hp reception is not good and i tot i didn't managed to make him come down for me.. and.. i ended up waiting at the bus stop for the rain to get smaller.. while thinking about how i'm gng to scold him when i get back home.. then.. i saw him!!! yay!! my mood totally brightened up.. my little whinny brother who hates to do many things we ask him to do(shant go into detail for this once).. took an umbrella for me!! hahahas.. so happy.. really made my day even better.. (:

it feels nice to have little things that make you happy.. (: think about it.. maybe yours is a reallyyyyyyyy long list.. (:

and if you're really unsatisfied with how things are.. do something to change it! you're the only one who can.. and i think everyone can if they set their mind to it(no harm being optimistic too.. hehe)..

- no one is perfect, that's why you have people around you to make everything more perfect (: -

signs that i'm becoming more of a scattered brain

2009-03-10T21:24:00.004+08:00

i took out my ezlink pouch instead of my work pass when entering the lift lobby.. luckily i noticed it b4 i entered.. am i thinking to use my ezlink to tap the sensor? hahas

i took out my ezlink card when boarding the free shuttle bus.. really it's free and there's no ezlink sensor la.. haha.. but i guess i'm too absent minded le.. hahas

really.. i think the next time i take out my ezlink will be when i try to board the mrt.. hmmmmmm.. really.. i think i did b4 once.. omg =.=

yest smth really funny happened.. when me n tian returned home yest night.. den wan take lift home mah.. den realised.. cannot!

here's why:
can see the hole where the 'level 11 button' is supposed to be? really funny lo.. dunno who go and press the button so hard the whole thing go inside the hole.. super funny.. cos besides us there's another 2 ppl who want to go 11 floor with us.. end up we took to level 6 den take down again.. took the other lift up..

the funnier thing is.. when we went home to tell our family.. that the button was spoiled.. my mom was like saying.. 'just press la.. i always just press'.. the prob is she dunno the whole button alr dropped into the whole le.. wan to press also cannot.. hahahahahs.. den when i told bigky.. soooooooo funny(but i think only i keep laughing cos i think it's really funny).. she said it's her bf who made it!!! omg! wahahahs.. b4 that tian was telling me.. the person who made it has 铁手指 aka iron finger.. hahas.. i can totally image bigky's bf.. in my imagination he really looks like someone who will break the lift button.. hahas.. with a super 'iron finger'.. wahahahs..

hopefully it's repaired.. didn't take that lift today.. anyways.. nice to have a great laugh once in a while.. (=

- ciaossu! -

yinology

2009-03-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology".

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
don't know.. anything that's not too disgusting..

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
hmmm any place with nice food.. i think it's the company(people ok..) that makes the difference..

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
rice?

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
hawaiian

What do you like to put on your toast?
kaya n butter

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
one(two if u count the one in my parents room that we nv use b4)

what color of cell phone do you have?
bronze? ya i think it's ugly.. =.=

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
migi!

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
hair or nails(finger + toe)?

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
don't rmb.. cos i don't really carry heavy stuff..

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
nope.. though recounting the numerous times i hit my head.. quite a miracle.. haha

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?.
of course not!

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
never thought about it..

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
no.. y would i want to? =.=

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
2? think so..

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
never.. unless u count the times i jay walked in front of police cars.. haha

Last person you talked to?
my sis..

Last person you hugged?
hmmm.. forgot.. shld be my mom?

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
autumn

Holiday?
train travel around the world! hehe

Day of the week?
friday? or sat..

Month?
may? hahas ok la.. the months with holidays

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
no

Mood?
neutral.. abit bored

What are you listening to?
some youtube vid my sis was playing beside me..

Watching?
galileo.. later.. hahas

Worrying about?
alot of things.. which i think i shldn't be worrying about.. hehe

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
toilet?

What's the last movie you saw in cinema?
marley and me.. nice show! (=

Do you smile often?
yups.. i hope so.. haha

*************QUESTIONS*******************

1) Do you always answer your phone?
erms.. usually considered a miracle if i ans any of my calls on the 1st try.. haha..

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
don't care..

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
deep blue.. but i might change my mind next time.. hoho

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
what talking you?

5) Do you own a digital camera?
nope.. i hope to though.. haha

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
no.. it's considered my mom's fish tank when we did have a fish tank last time.. i'm actually quite terrified of jumping fishes..

7) Favorite Christmas song?
santa claus is coming to town

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
hmmm did any1 caught the subtle hints from the answers i made to the front qns? hahas.. kidding.. too early to think of anyth that i want..

9) Can you do push ups?
can.. do it once.. cant go back down after that..

10) Can you do a chin up?
no T.T

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
both?

12) Do you have any saved texts?
hahas.. don't remind me of the times i cant receive msges cos of too many undeleted texts.. personal record that i can rmb is.. close to 5000(including sent and inbox)

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
no..

14) Do you have an accent?
singlish/malaysian?

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
don't rmb..

16) Plans tonight?
sleep

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
not really.. i think the bottom still far away(might hit it someday though)

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
food, book, food(i think)

19) Have you ever been given roses?
from huiyu? hahas

20) Current worry?
having too many things which worry me..

21) Current hate right now?
don't have

22) Met someone who changed your life?
don't know......

23) How did you bring in the New Year!
forgot

24) What song represents you?
not sure

25) Name three people who might complete this?
none

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night
bathing i think..

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
if i wake up b4 the time i'm supposed to.. i'll think, 'ma, bu yao lai jiao wo qi lai, bu yao bu yao bu yao!!!!'.. n the next thing i know my mom come to call me le.. i think my chant accelerates the process of her waking me.. hahas
if i wake up on my own after having quite a satisfying sleep.. i don't think of anyth.. or maybe just.. 'mmm hao hao sui'.. hahas

*********************************************
sometimes i have things to blog about but just cant find the time to.. n when i have time to.. i forgot what i wanted blog about.. maybe i'm just losing mood to blog..

sometimes when i suddenly have those self-reflecting moments.. i realise my greatest wish is that i be true to myself and just be myself.. and stop having temper fits.. not good not good.. hahas.. n.. world peace.. *peace sign* XD

- maybe a good bday present is mayday's chu tou tian concert dvd.. hoho -

look for a star~

2009-02-22T12:56:00.002+08:00

happiness is like a crystal ball. one day, it fell on to the ground and shattered into many pieces. everyone can pick up the pieces, but no matter how hard you try, you cannot collect all of them.

nothing can be complete and perfect but that shldn't stop you from picking up your own happiness and making the best out of it.. hehe.. look for the star that is yours.. (=

i love this show! hoho.. okok i shall admit.. i'm really quite the hopeless romantic.. wonders.. hmmm when can i meet my own billionaire? wahahahas XD

oh.. but i have smth with the ending.. that show they went tgt.. seems like a too convenient way to end their problems.. n make the movie less romantic! wahahas =X

spent lots of money this week.. weekend movie.. plus kbox.. den lots of travelling on the train(means train fares).. ok shall curb my spending from next week onwards.. need to save money.. focus!! (=

- xing fu shi yao zhi ji qu zeng qu de! -

relax...

2009-02-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

maybe it's a reminder to me.. i dun wan to have a stroke so young.. hmmm.. hahas..

so now i'm gng to post the videos of the songs i really like recently.. pardon my lagginess.. cos i'm very much a 慢半拍 person.. lol.. n usually i like the song after a few years.. whahahas.. luckily there's youtube..

i like this song! better than her tai yang.. but both nice la.. still need to listen her album more properly..

曾经狂奔舞蹈贪婪的说话随着冷的湿的心腐化

the more i listen the more i like this song.. hehe.. at 1st i think it's sort of a divorce song.. but i think i read somewhere it's supposed to signify dunno where in hk where they're undergoing redevelopment.. n ppl r sad to leave.. hmmm

溫馨的光景不過借出　夠期拿回嗎　終須會時辰到　別怕

sad but nice song abt a person liking his/her best friend but cant say it out.. erms can u tell from the mv who is the poor person? i think it's the guy but quite confusing actually haha..

彼此這麼了解難怪注定似兄妹一對

i like the chinese version better.. i think.. hmmm need listen more properly to the album.. havent loaded the songs from my email.. haha!

失去记忆一样哼着让和弦在我们心口流动

sooooooooo nice!~ >_______< haha

我知道我是傻瓜 (haha!)

recently heard on 933.. very nice also.. hahas think his songs all v nice.. if he come sg promote maybe i'll go buy the album.. hoho

当时一幕幕一幕幕一样精彩到双鬓都斑白也等你重头再来

lastly.. think it's an old song.. but i like the lyrics.. hmmm

来年陌生的是昨日最亲的某某总好于那日我没有没有遇过某某

(=

- why youtube videos some loud some soft? i think my ears r dying =X -

cny photos! (=

2009-02-07T13:46:00.007+08:00

well it's still cny now.. the 13th day.. hahas.. no time to ul the photos on my blog(they're on facebook though.. haha) in the past 2 weeks.. all photos on cny day 1 (= happy memories..

bigky wore tian's glasses.. well the differences betw makeup n not(i wish ah).. lol!

with my ah ma.. she didn't smile though.. ha

attempt at artistic shot.. just nice they're wearing similar clothings haha..

posing again wahahahahs

jingjing separates tiantian n mimi.. haha!

tian says: head is so big man!

四剑客.. love them lots!

nice shot! (=

a closer shot at the big heads? hahaha

bigky n her bf.. haha.. the real one only reach on 2nd day of cny.. but must commend him on driving all the way by himself(his very 1st time).. quite lihai.. jing says: the real one is fatter! hahaha

my lil cousin! he grows bigger every yr.. hope he takes care of his body..

i like this photo..

lady in the middle is our aunt.. do we look like her?

papa mama n us..

it's mama's birthday on 26th!! XD the fruit cake which don't look like a fruit cake.. more like a cream cake with fruits.. hahas.. but it's nice leh.. don't judge a cake by its apparent amount of cream.. haha!!

look at her happy face haha..

oops missed the moment of the birthday kiss..

十兄弟(姐妹) with their father minus 2(which havent arrive) plus 3 in-laws.. haha!

birthday mom which was 作弄 by her dear siblings..

the pretty culprit caught on camera.. papa becomes a victim too.. haha

he is trying to taste the cream on his nose? haha

3 victims in one shot! hahahas

yeah.. if anyone interested in the 'great big cream battle on cny' can go search on facebook.. bigky n my cousin uploaded more pics.. haha

anyways.. i love this year's cny.. v fun.. though i didn't win any $$ at gambling(that's a tiny flaw haha).. looking forward to next yr.. valentine's day! hahas.. so.. will bigky's bf come on 1st day of cny then? hoho..

saw lots of fireworks at kampung.. this yr's especially more.. n just outside ah ma's house.. super loud.. n smoky(cos it was drizzling i think).. n the explosion seems to be even closer to the ground(i suspect the rain n wind prevent higher propagation of the firework hahas).. super scary.. but v exciting.. hahas.. one of the great entertainment of spending cny in m'sia.. hoho

another family gathering on tml.. yay good!

wish everyone good health n fortune.. n happy always!!

- feeling good~ (= -

twilight~

2009-01-23T23:39:00.006+08:00

dedicated to people who like the twilight series or genrally just like vampires.. hahas.. i think it's quite an apt song to use.. since edward is so scary keep go visit her in her slp.. lol
(btw i will remove the auto play after a few days or by the next time i post a new entry.. if not quite scary everytime it starts.. haha)

just finish the 1st book.. hehe.. it's nice la.. though her way of writing not really what i'm used to.. maybe that's y i tooks a few weeks to finish just the 1st book.. lol.. she don't use a very storyteller way of telling the story.. maybe cos it's written from a person's perspective.. but hor i'm quite puzzled by a few things.. maybe her fans can go set up a website to pick out some inconsistency in her books(like harry potter has also).. haha.. i agree with some of the reviews i saw.. that it's far from perfect but the love story of bella n edward makes it compelling to read.. actually i like the part starting from the baseball game the most.. hahas.. cos more thrilling when got bad char come in.. lol plus i like baseball(ok out of point.. ha)

now that i think of it.. i think i use wrong eng title for the song.. it shld be night visit to a vampire? hahas i think since bella likes him so much she go visit him alot too? lol

one last qn i have.. if someone fall down in sch.. den what will happen? like maybe cut the leg or hand or smth then there's blood.. hmmmmmmm

- can you live without the sun? -

my cow is back!!!

2009-01-23T22:42:00.002+08:00

it's back!!! hahas.. it was in my bag.. dunno y i didn't see it yest.. lala~ so happy.. ^^ it looks pretty happy to be back too.. lol

- it's my lucky day~ -

happy cny!! (=

2009-01-22T23:36:00.007+08:00

happy cow year!!

hahas i realise i have the same entry title last yr cny period also.. cos my firefox show all those i got use b4 de similar titles.. ok if anyone get what i mean.. anyways i'm feeling super high cos tml is FRI!!! n cny holidays coming!! happy sia.. hahas.. so now quite late alr still come to blog.. ok but it shall be a fast entry(i think).. cos i'm actually feeling slpy now.. =X

uploaded pics.. helped me rmb wad i did for the past 2+ weeks.. hahas

during first few days of work:

reading!

小白到此一游

tian's bday:

our drinks

garlic rice

i dunno y i take the pics of the onigiri all look not nice..

the teppanyaki?

far east level 4 restaurant.. i think not bad.. next time can go back n eat again.. (=

kitchen n bathroom painting day:

hehe actually i just posed after all the painting was done.. the hat was made by my bro after everything too.. lol

the actual ppl behind the paint job:

i asked him to pose for me.. thanks dad! haha

the forever willing model of mine.. bigky painted the toilet by herself! (=

the other day i find my fingernails looking quite pink:

is it obvious? hahas bo liao..

meant to be an intro of my new best fren.. but.. i lost it today!!! super sad!!! my cute cow:

小牛到此一游

小牛与open-chan

if anyone happen to go bugis.. the fu lu shou building that stretch.. behind bugis st.. got this shop which sell handphone pouches n accessories de.. help me buy back my niu!!!!!!! T.T sobs i miss it.. shall go see if they're still selling after cny.. )=

oh n i finally finished twilight.. the book.. will post my thoughts next time.. slping time~

- 旧的不去新的不来 -

sick..

2009-01-17T11:41:00.003+08:00

coughing + sneezing + leaky nose.. )= hope i recover by new yr if not cannot eat lots of yummy goodies.. hahas

wheeeeeee~ it's weekends!! i love weekends!! hahas.. cos only weekends i'm free to do things i like.. like watch tv.. surf net.. go out.. cos working ar = not much free time left after work.. plus must sleep earlier.. hahas.. i think i'm still not use to waking early.. hard to keep awake.. but i'll try.. according to past experiences.. i usually take 1-2 months b4 i get used to it n will stop falling asleep.. hahas

continuing on sunday.. well.. the past 2 weeks of work make me realise someth.. i'm starting to miss school.. hahas.. cos not need everyday wake so early to go.. haiis.. studying minus the tests n exams is the best.. lol

hmmm let me think what else happened.. oh i finally watched ip man! hahas not bad i like it.. that ye wen has a v toot hairstyle.. hahas.. looks quite cute.. lol.. i still wanna watch red cliff.. got to get the 1st part from pot soooon.. oh i also watched ponyo on the cliff by the sea.. is really cute!! wanna find the song.. heh heh

i think being sick blocks my brain.. cant really think.. so won't cont blog le.. =.= even yest went out with my sisS n cousin(i think we shld have a name for us.. maybe.. YYG haha!).. den was fun la.. but feel abit too sick to truly enjoy.. hahas.. but ok i shall get fine by cny!! for sure!! must!!

ok go watch tv le.. (=

- tomorrow will be better! -

happy new yr!~~

2009-01-03T22:41:00.006+08:00

i know this post's abit late.. no time to update.. been away from home for the past few days(as in keep going out.. sad case.. hahas)

so how's everyone's 2009 so far? i think i had a good start.. so i assume 2009 will be good(a person can be hopeful/optimistic.. hahas)

ok start from 31st dec 2008.. the last day of the yr.. n new yr's eve..

met up with the shroomies.. watched australia(yeah.. i din manage to get my way so no ip man for me.. hahas).. which i think is good(heard ppl say they dun like.. hmmm).. maybe cos my expectations b4 the movie is actually not high.. so it easily exceed my expectations so i think it's actually quite good.. hahas.. maybe the story abit far-fetched but there're some cute parts.. funny lol parts even(couldn't rmb what alr though).. hahas.. so quite a nice movie to watch if u dun mind the movie length.. i think.. hahas.. dinnered at 'the indulge'(or smth like that de name) at the cathay.. which i think serves pretty affordable pasta.. below $10 for most of the pasta there.. taste wise.. i think not bad.. next time can go back n eat.. though i'm interested in the other restaurant which we want to go but din cos of the ultra long q.. the food shld be not bad there to have such long q i supposed.. hahas

1st jan.. was a surprisingly fun day.. went chanting in the morn(actually start 11.30 so not much or a morn left.. hahas).. den someone(either my mom or my sis) receive call from someone(relative) who said they will be gng marina barrage that day den dinner out to celeb my grandpa's bday.. den we(mom me n 2 sisS) all very enthu n wan join in.. den after the prayer session.. went to aunt's hse which is just beside that place(surprisingly! cos i nv knew it!).. den very very 突然(my eng vocab is v lil haha).. aunt asked me if i wanna cut my hair.. den i just let her cos she like asked me twice.. turns out she cannot stand my 'shapeless' hairstyle she wanna trim it.. hahas 职业病 i guess.. n i have to admit.. after trimming it looks better.. hahas more 'shape'(though i'm still more amazed that huiyu can see that it was trimmed cos it's only slightly shorter haha.. good eyesight!)

den after that went marina sq to shop(cos they're afraid that the sun is too sunny.. haha!).. it's quite a curious scene.. there're 18 of us.. n we surrounded my aunt who was buying some necklace.. it was quite a scene.. many ppl watching one person buy th.. hahas.. will there be pressure? lol.. marina barrage was.. well.. very windy! hahas.. there's these big balloons thingy that flew over the bridge/dam th.. attached by wires.. den everyone there was like pulling it down n taking photos with it.. but it's actually quite scary cos that th is actually quite heavy.. i worry for my lil skinny cousins cos it seems like the wind will carry them up with the balloon too! no kidding i can picture it happening.. cos i feel the pull too n i'm so fat! lol

i tooks pics of the place(erms the ones with ppl inside r taken with cousin's cam n she haven ul to facebook yet i think).. all pics taken on the roof of that place.. the water treatment plant or wad? dunno.. click the pics for bigger view

the only good th that my phone has is this panorama function of the camera.. hahas i like the above pic..

i like the setting sun but this pic isn't taken too well..

opposite marina barrage..

another one.. i realise only these 2 panorama shots turned out ok.. like smoother transtions

this one has the balloon thingys i mentioned.. see the blue bobs at the bottom right?

the landscape of CBD.. erms.. but there's some construction at the side which spoiled it.. though.. CBD in the day looks nothing special..

the only person willing to pose for me.. hahas.. paiseh bigky i think this is the only photo out of the many which looks ok after zooming in.. lol
i like the clouds n the reflection..

hmmm the roof behind me.. is actually a patch of glass quite suitable for concert.. *hints mayday*

but 1st jan din end there.. hahas either i'm lo soh.. or the story is just too long.. ok maybe i'm lo soh.. but i must pen down all my thoughts for that day.. been planning the post since like so long ago.. hahahahas.. so.. we went for dinner after that.. at this vegetarian restaurant i think in geylang or somewhere there.. hahas.. one aunt is vegetarian so usually we follow her diet when go out for dinner.. n.. b4 the dishes were serve i was secretly thinking to myself.. whether i'll be full enough just eating vegies.. me being the carnivore i am.. which made me think of twilight.. the analogy edward said abt humans surving on just tofu.. they r full but not really satisfied(but now that i think of it.. vegetarians are perfectly happy right? haha).. but the thing is!! after dinner.. i was so full!! really v full n satisfied cos the food there is really quite nice.. hahas next time if crave for vegetarian food can go there(will i ever? haha).. lol

2nd jan.. which is yest.. went sch for IA talk in the morn but dun think i listened carefully for more than 15mins.. but it's great to see the 6princesses.. (= will miss them during IA for sure! talking abt IA.. *crosses fingers*.. think i get abit paranoid about starting work.. no matter how heck care i usually am.. i do feel scared abt 1st days of work.. everytime!! scary!! hmmm ok den i went get my new passport in the afternoon.. i tot it'd take more than 1 hr.. but i waited for only 20mins! cos maybe it's near closing time le.. but still made me too early for my evening dinner appointment.. ended up spending my time reading twilight at a bus stop near there.. hahas quite stupid.. talking abt twilight.. i can spend another whole long entry on it.. so i'll just skip it here..

hahas i must record abt the funniest sms i received of the yr(this yr is still quite new so i think more funny sms will arrive hahas but i'll archive this one in my blog cos.. it made me laugh silly-ly at my hp when i reply haha).. msg from bigky(cos she's at somewhere doing some treatment for something): 'they did a cold wrap for me which chill me to my eat tissues grr..' that i read as: 'they did a cold wrap for me which chill me to eat my tissues'(which makes sense literally).. hahas.. so i replied(laughing at the same time): 'lol! u ate tissues? hungry?'.. hahas.. it's just very funny n very stupid.. i know afterwards she meant chill into her tissues(fat tissues?).. but her sms is totally diff meaning! hahas.. now i noe.. if u're veryveryvery cold.. eat some tissues.. lol!

after that it was dinner with my cpf colleagues.. me n 3 other girls.. we spent the whole night talking abt dramas.. hahas.. i realise they watch many many!! drama addicts like me.. hahas.. all those old tvb shows ch 8 used to show.. they all know.. plus many refrences to 'zhen1 qing2'.. hahas so funny.. that's like the encyclopedia for artistes.. hahas name u dunno? refer back to zhen1 qing2.. hahas.. it was a fun night out with them.. hope can meet up more in the future!! hehe

ok.. finally last part.. if any1 managed to read this post till this part.. u deserve a pat on ur shoulder.. for this is such a lengthy stupid boring post.. hahas!

oh ya today.. did flagday for tong chai medical institution.. tong chai provides free medical(TCM i think) service to ppl.. so they really need the money.. if u're one of those who didn't donate to me today.. ho ho ho.. don't worry i won't curse u or wad.. just rmb to donate the next time tong chai has a donation drive cos they need the money to keep everyth free.. though quite a no. of ppl donated notes after they learnt that it's for tong chai.. hehe good for them..

went shopping for working clothes at orchard after that.. n my legs feel like they're gng to break now.. now even as i'm sitting on this chair.. that's how tired my legs are.. think really quite serious.. might have walked too much.. or my legs are really too fragile? =.= plus tml gng to concert.. whcih means.. standing + junping.. wonder if my legs can make it.. n.. tian!!! better get well enough for the concert in time.. apparently my dad thinks it's my responsibility to keep u from attending cos u're sick.. but since i noe u're waiting for the concert since it was announced u will still go.. so think maybe i can try tml to persuade u.. but it'd be better if u just get better by urself tml.. jiayou! (=

time to slp.. tired.. oyasuminasai! (=

- have a wonderful 2009! -

fantasizing..

2008-12-30T15:52:00.002+08:00

i always fantasize about things.. things which may not happen or will nv happen.. hahas since my life is alr like this.. it's good to let ur imagination bring u to another place.. hahas.. dunno.. kind of unrealistic.. but in truth i do think of myself as a rather realistic person(though maybe too idealistic).. hahas..

watched twilight yest.. i liked it.. nice nice.. i took my sis's book to read abit.. cos she left the half-fin 2nd book on the table(which i turned to the end to read.. hahas as usual =P) i think the narration of the story is quite different.. i mean from the normal books that i read.. it's sort of like a diary that bella(main female char) wrote.. which describes every single thing she does.. like:"i turned ard and then he look at me and then i stared at his eyes and i whispered..." i feel tired for the author.. hahas.. imagine i write on my blog what i do everyday in every detail.. hahas.. quite.. different la.. but i think the story is still nice..

usually books even when it's written in first person perspective.. it will usually be more of thoughts.. i think so la.. but think twilight alot of description of what she sees ard her.. hahas.. ok.. i shall update again once i read the book.. many books to read!! (=

shall read the book after i wrapped it.. she's afraid i spoil er book due to my sweaty palm.. hello.. i'm more protective of books that are bought than those i borrowed from lib(not that i will be v rough to them la haha)..

going to watch bolt later.. n hopefully tml will watch ip man(more interested in it than Australia) hahas.. but either way i anyth..

busy last week b4 work starts(IA).. many things to complete.. desk to be cleared.. things to be thrown.. shows to watch.. clothes to buy.. shoes!!!

ok need go back to pack my table.. was half-packed(actually like 20% packed)..

- chiong ah! -

yay!! i got my badminton racket

2008-12-24T11:53:00.002+08:00

as a xmas prez from kq.. thanks!!

but main point of this post.. yay!! i got my IA organisation!! hahas.. yay!! no more worrying alr.. phew~ i got it without gng interview.. though they asked me to call the person but i call many times she nv pick up so i just email her.. hope she sees n reply.. why i always have the worse luck.. keep ending up need to wait n wait.. lol

the other day my sis asked my mom wad xmas prez she wants.. b4 she replied i was guessing 'money'.. but she said she only wants us to help her clean up the house.. sometimes i think i really 小看 my mom.. hahas.. ok so i'm gng to vacuum n mop the floor later.. plus pack the house abit.. too messy.. less than two weeks of hols left n my table still a mess..

ok gotta go work alr.. update another time..

happy early xmas everyone!! (=

- merry-go-happy-go-lucky.. lala -

complicated

2008-12-09T23:12:00.004+08:00

i was really happy today.. met up with sec sch friends and had alot of fun.. so long din have such a long talk n such.. but!!! come back home den..... i dunno if she knows her attitude towards ppl(family members or just her siblings) is like that.. but the way she talk her tone.. is really very very rude.. think it is funny or wad to talk like that ar.. hate it lo.. SPOILT MY MOOD!! ... ok maybe from my viewpoint only la.. dunno.. why why why?!??!?!?!

hmmm recently thought of some things.. like 人生无常.. ppl ard u or maybe u urself can just leave the world like that.. sometimes even without any last words.. so think it's good to leave something behind just in case.. dunno.. is think like this pessimistic.. but really no one can predict the future.. so i guess live life to the fullest is the best thing to do..

and.. if i don't ever get to say these things out of my own mouth.. i want everyone who know me n care for me.. my family and friends to know that.. i'm really glad to have known everyone.. for the good and bad times spent tgt.. all things past and even forgotten(my bad mem).. n good times will stay in my heart(even if i don't rmb).. hahas

oh n smth i have to say.. i feel that.. a dairy/blog.. only records down the feelings of the author at that particular moment.. so one maybe feel really hurt/angry/wadever and write someth that uses v strong/wrong words it does not mean that he/she would not change their mind after calming down or some words are just left unsaid.. so... is a blog a true reflection of a person's character? needs to be proven!!~ hahahas

oh ya recently i just got my hair cut.. i call it my 方便头.. cos just use the comb n comb a few strokes can liao.. or can even dun comb.. good good.. though.. i think i still miss my long hair.. hahas..

n i really need to get a badminton racket.. if not very not 方便(pun not intended)lol! hahas

btw i'm lookinf forward to going overseas!! hehehe.. maybe diff grps of friends can go diff places.. haha but must save $$$$$$$$$

- truth or lie? -

hurray!!

2008-12-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

yay!! exams over!! happy happy.. b4 it was over.. i was terribly worried abt my results.. but now i feel super relaxed.. heck care ah!! hehehe XD

this hols need to relax more.. next sem onwards.. have to work alr.. no good!! quite scared.. tml will know results.. but oddly enough.. though now it's 12+am which means 1st dec alr stick not out.. tot they'll ul at 12am(well for results usually like that).. hahas guess cao stick to office timing.. =X

soooooooooo many things i wanna do.. too many that i keep forgetting.. hahas need to keep a note.. lol

- need shopping for more clothes! -

後青春期的詩

2008-10-27T00:26:00.002+08:00

(=

- waiting for 28th -

你不是真正的快樂

2008-10-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

i guess so.. is that the reason i keep dropping hair? save my hair!!!

their song is sad.. )=

anyways.. if buy mayday's new album got coupon to exchange tic to go their new song concert(think next year).. so worth it.. so everyone go buy k? hahas

ok enough of that.. today is happy day(irony? hahas).. cos i say: byebye ms3005 project!!~

finally presentation over.. think ok but i guess i too nervous as usual.. my teammates are all great.. oh n marlene treat us to donuts after the presentation(left from the distribution hahas).. den went canteen 2 to have dinner.. den come home.. den watch mayday's new mv.. tml their album out.. can listen online 1st.. so.. i guess this week will continue to be a happy one..

oh ya.. met ym so many times in sch today.. cos she wanted to collect the exam goody bag.. den see her in north spine which was rare.. hahas.. long time since we meet n talk so much crap.. her 'punch' quite painful though.. lol

ok.. minna ganbatte for the CAs to come n exams!! (=

- tired -

出头天 mv?

2008-10-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

dunno if it's the official one or not.. but.. soooooooooo cuuuuuuuuute~~ hahas

makes me laugh.. which is a good thing..

- be happy! -

to stay awake b4 exams!~

2008-10-02T21:56:00.005+08:00

what will you do? drink chicken essence like mad? hit yourself? do exercise? or like what i always do.. go to sleep! hehes..

here's a way~ (click on it to expand)

hahas.. i totally laughed out loud on that.. one of the funniest part from the manga.. the girl is even stupidier than tenma(from sch rumble) in a way.. but.. i like this girl better.. hahas.. super funny..

ok time to do 3002 assignment b4 i forget..

- wish i could do better -

contentment

2008-09-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

that's the theme of the new song from jay chou.. hehs.. n the song itself.. i feel is super nice.. 1st time listen alr think v nice.. now find it nicer n nicer.. hehes.. looking forward to his new album.. i'm no fan of him but i think he's really talented.. hehe

this morning woke up at 5am cos stomach not feeling good.. i suspect is cos i ate too much the night b4.. haiis.. the after-effects of hotpot buffet.. n couldn't get back to slp after that.. den got up at 6+ again to take some medicine.. then feel better n slept till 9 to prepare to go sch.. couldn't take any breakfast though by lunch time my stomach seem to have recovered n i was feeling rather hungry.. hahas

my whole body was aching from the badminton i played yest.. but too bad the hotpot dinner put back any grams i managed to lose from the exercise n put on some more on top of it i think.. badminton is not a bad sport.. i shall rmb to get my badminton racket next week.. meant to buy today but my mem failed me again.. =X

time to go back to 3002 assignment.. even thinking abt it is sian.. recess week is over n i spent everyday in sch.. )=

- courage! -

hahas

2008-09-22T17:29:00.001+08:00

browsing youtube.. haha

n this is pretty funny too heh

i dunno y.. but this is very funny! hahahas

n this is the classic i like the most:

- shag -

why is msn transferring so slow?

2008-09-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

waiting waiting for my proj file.. humm dee dee dumm.. but end up.. will have to receive it later in the night again from my team mate.. cos it wont transfer fin b4 he need to go.. sian.. i wonder why did i wan to do the intro part of the proj.. it's soooooooooo difficult la!! ARGH!~ the mental stress is too much for the amt of thing i'm supposed to write!! grrr..

i realised my dad knows me in some ways better than i think.. well only that one or two things la.. hahas.. usually i dun think he understands me much.. i'm really not a very independant person.. i really wonder if i can live by myself in the future.. maybe i took too many things for granted.. meh~

went to a soka gathering after a veryvery long time.. nv like the chanting sessions.. i guess i'm just too lazy.. plus impatient.. i just cant stay still n chant.. =X but i guess if i had been consistant n persevered in the activities since young it'd be fun.. hahas.. anyways it's some sort of a friendship day.. with lots of cultural performances.. n i learned more abt the association n the teachings.. well i guess soka's mission(or motto or teachings or what u call that) is compatible with my character/thinking.. hahas..

like they keep saying.. a human's power is what makes the difference.. n a person can change the world.. which i feel is very.. encouraging? hahas dunno.. i think i just like the way that they say everyone can contribute to making the world a better place.. which is what i believe.. that the strength to change your destiny/life lies within yourself.. moreover u can use it to change/help the people ard you.. n i don't think in soka we're 'worshipping' anybody.. chanting is more like a concentrating point.. to channel all your faith n strength to fight your adversities.. dunno.. maybe that's how i view it bah.. or i'm just biased towards it? keke..

wah need go back to do my proj le.. very difficult.. hahas.. but i shall fight my adversity(considered as one? ha)! jiayou jiayou jiayou

- i hate my cowardy n hesistant character! -

i believe in the smile you show me.. don't let some moments of human weakness destroy it.. i aim to be a better person! (=

kanasai

2008-09-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

i finally got the meaning of this word.. i used to think it means eat shit.. but my mom told me it means smth like look like shit.. lol..so if i said smth like u go kns la.. i tot it means u go eat shit but actually it is u go look like shit which is like so weird la.. hahas.. so i now know how to scold ppl le.. ^^

just now went down n buy stuff with mom.. den.. i fell down!! havent fell down till so badly since like dunno when le.. cos my leg bleed.. sobs )= but usually i'm like quite clumsy.. always injure myself de.. somehow i think my legs v weak.. like cant support myself le.. =X

- reports are disturbing! -

超级懒的~

2008-09-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

i've been a naughty girl again today.. =X

recently havent been in a good mood.. even if going out to meet some friends i havent meet for some time i also cant really feel the excitement b4 the meeting.. or during the beginning of the meeting.. perhaps i'm getting too tired? hmmm.. but that gathering turned out pretty well n it was really fun.. gotta post the photos when i get from my fren..

if recently i said anyth or do anyth bad to anyone.. really gomenasai~ got irritated pretty easily these few days.. another mutation of my pms-ness.. hoho.. usually only feel depressed by myself.. but this time got quite bad.. but i'm a bouncy person(hmm the amt of fats i have etcetc.. hahas!).. no matter how down i go i'll bounce back.. (= i love cheering myself up.. hahas

i wonder if i can get infected with the hardworking bug.. needa work on it.. jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!!!

n recently have many big news.. even if i don't really keep up with current affairs also caught wind of them.. like the AIG prob.. think is quite serious.. n the china milk product scandal.. even sg gng to take down some ice cream product.. n i still tot sg check food stuff v stringently.. n just heard my sis mentioned some news about ppl went for wedding banquet but everyone got food poisoning then even the couple's parents die from food poisoning.. nv thought smth like food poisoning is ever that serious........ i guess i'm really quite ignorant.. hmmm

wah gotta go study le.. =X

- luck is a part of real strength -

time flies~

2008-09-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

wahhhhhh~ time no enough ah!! i think if jack neo make a movie abt that.. he can have plenty of sequels in no time.. heh

another 21st bday party went by.. which was quite ok.. but our gang only 3 ppl turned up.. so abit left out.. hahahas.. but the buffet not bad.. n the cake.. wooo ultra yummy desu!~ top is someth like dark choc which cover the top of the cake.. den bottom is someth i suspect is cornflakes.. super nice lo that cake.. hehe

on sat.. had my occasional-body/weight-comparison with bigky.. (= i grew fatter!! =X plus we did some stupid comparisons.. cos she keep forgetting we did those things b4.. hahahas.. so stupid..

the other day.. tian was complaining about her calves.. ok nth wrong with complaing about calves right.. though i think most ppl will complain abt tighs.. but anyways.. she's alr so skinny.. so complaining about calves are really quite ridiculous le.. but the reason why she hate her calves? cos she thinks they are bigger than her tighs! hahahas.. i think it's v funny.. me n bigky thinks it's cos her tighs are too thin.. wahahas..

i love my sisters!~ XD

watching 'the brink of law' right now.. surprisingly nice.. cos quite unpredictable.. (=

- tenki wa atsui desu -

laughs~~

2008-09-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

sharing a nice song plus some funny laughs (=

sch's getting further n further from me n i'm dreaming weirder and weirder dreams.. can i obtain what's my heart's desire?

n my memory is getting from bad to worse.. now i can only rmb i have smth i need to complete on certain days but i cant recall what is that thing till some ppl/stuff triggers my mem.. gosh!! i need a cure for this!!!!!

read a funny comic on mypaper today: 是有了烦恼我们才担心，还是因为担心我们才有烦恼呢？

- food for thought -

olympics watch~ (=

2008-08-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

so long nv log in to blogger.. the dashboard interface changed i also dunno.. hahas

oh ya.. been watching quite alot of olympics these days.. since i'm one who cant do sports.. it's fun to watch those who can n those who did them so well.. XD

oh ya.. congrats to sg's woman pingpong team.. n quote from wt:"let's have our Pingpong Day!".. hahahahas.. it's another classic from her (=

today.. when phelps almost lost his 7th gold.. he won by dunno 0.01s or smth.. but i want to say.. when i heard of this news.. 1st reaction is.. issit he too yaya alr den cant swim well.. hahas.. reminded me of huiyu when she kept commenting the table tennis team lost points cos they too yaya le.. n i keep disagreeing with her.. now i have the same thoughts about phelps.. maybe thought it was too impossible for him to lose unless it's cos he's too yaya.. hahahhas.. but anyways.. i agree with the newspaper.. a hardfought battle makes the victory more sweet.. (= i shall work harder den.. lol.. n jiayou for tml!! our female table tennis team!! oh ya.. national day rally speech telecast moved to monday to let us watch the match.. very funny.. cos they think the viewership will drop drastically for the national day rally? heh hehs.. i keep imagining the scene the PM received the news of them winning gold n shout on the stage or smth.. wahahhas

today worked at suntec career fair.. ended up visited alot of the booths there with bigky.. heh heh.. i realised i finally have smth i wanted to do after i graduated from mse.. i wanted to design those materials used in defence science de.. maybe i was influenced by that dunno which lecture that showed the boots designed in sg which protected one guy's leg being blown off by landmine.. hahas.. dunno la.. i usually lose interest in things v easily.. so i shall see see.. but that's one target! more to come.. (= haha

- greedy -

cycling + concert

2008-08-03T13:52:00.002+08:00

went cycling on sat.. was fun!! n tiring.. hahas.. my legs really luan3 diao after returning the bicycle to the rental place.. hahas..

when i was cycling.. suddenly think abt smth.. i think cycling is like life.. there're times when there's the tedious uphills.. but without those tiring uphill paths.. there won't be the refreshing downhill after that.. like everytime there's obstacles in life.. no matter how hard.. u will reach the most tedious high point and after that it's be the very nice downhill.. hahas dunno what i talking.. no pain no gain mah.. if u give up n don't go uphill(as in change another route), u cant enjoy the rush when u go downhill after that.. hee..

of cos cycling has many flat paths, but there're turns and such.. so kind of like life also.. life can be plain at times(cos u do almost the same things everyday).. but there're diff stages(meaning those turns?).. hahas.. plus when u cycle.. u can see alot of ppl moving ard u/past u.. like the ppl u'll meet in life.. but the best thing which i learnt.. is that the friends u go cycling with.. all have diff pace/speed.. but when u're lagging behind like 1 km away.. they'll still be in front waiting for u.. hahas(oops did i just say i cycle v slow? ha)

yepps that's my cycling story.. oh n i ate too much ajisen this hols.. lol

ah!!soda's concert!!! niceeeeeee!! though we're like quite behind(though kq keep asking me go in front but we din haha).. qf sang nice.. n ah gong still so cute.. hahas love it when he plays the paino.. soooooo nice!! but yest.. v leng3.. all the things qf said very 'cold'.. speak so many fei hua.. if not can sing longer.. i have impression their last concert sang more songs.. n was funnier.. though yest there were times qf was quite funny.. his actions n the way he speak.. haha

but very stupid.. there was no bus to take home after the concert.. end up we went to bedok interchange n took taxi home.. )= dun like expo!! haha

tml starting sch le.. sad case.. go back to studying days.. but shld be alright.. after all.. studying is wad i do best(but not do well in).. hahas

- happy go lucky -

happiness is a disease~

2008-07-23T23:00:00.003+08:00

my mood kind of swings high n low these days.. like i will suddenly feel empty(as in my heart) for no reason(maybe listen to depressing songs? ha).. den i will feel high like in the next min.. but these couple of days.. i feel happy!! cos have alot of things to look forward to!! yay!! i like the feeling of happiness.. n i think i like it more when ppl ard me shares it.. (=

i love this song!
开天窗 - 五月天(open小将）
开天窗kai tian chuang - 五月天mayday

when i 1st heard it.. i tot it was too cutesy for my liking.. but like most mayday songs.. listen 2nd time then will like better.. then look at the lyrics will like even more.. end up will love the song!! hahas.. for me at least。。 =P

i think i really like how alot of ashin's lyrics have that unbeatable optimism in it.. without listening to the songs themselves just looking at what he writes can easily bring a smile to my face.. maybe the world does not have too much of it（太灰暗了）.. that kind of optimism he eludes in his lyrics.. so it's like when i'm feeling down n out/pessimistic.. i can see light from his lyrics/blog.. certianly brightens up my day.. (= n i realise there's alot of encouragement in his lyrics.. like asking ppl not to give up.. n be brave enough to pursue their dreams.. it's like the words i keep repeating to myself everytime.. keep ganbatte-ing!

[開天窗]

一隻鯨魚要怎麼放進冰箱打開門然後用力關冰箱

然後呢如果你還想要放一隻大象

一份希望要怎麼放進心臟如果你活的有一點悲傷

答案是用力丟掉鯨魚用力甩悲傷

是誰說半夜不能吃便當是誰說彩虹不能長頭上

是誰說藍色就等於憂傷你看看天空和海洋

順風時就展開雙翅飛翔逆風時就當成在衝浪
沒有風的時候那就讓我開開天窗

一句歌詞怎麼讓你很難忘方文山林夕和我都在想

想破頭也鑽不進一個緊閉的心房

一個難題要用多少的智商多少淚還有多少的盼望

多少人變成緊閉門窗孤獨的國王

- 我会用力去开心，勤奋的快乐下去！-

2008-07-12T20:13:00.001+08:00

i love this song!!! so sad.. )=

- some things are inevitable -

long week

2008-07-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

somehow have lots of things i wanted to update.. but i don't have much time(i mean my bro wan use.. not that way of cos! choy)

monday.. working.. v tiring as usual.. hahas.. but met kq they all to watch the movie Get Smart.. which i think i nice!! really v cute n funny.. laughed alot.. was an enjoyable night.. heh.. oh issit me or wad.. but anne hathaway put on some weight? cos in one scene she wear bare shoulder dress.. den the back n squeeze till look quite meaty.. or am i mean.. like to talk abt ppl growing fat but hate ppl talking about me? ohohoho.. lol

tuesday.. nothing partically special happened.. only pot called n said her job ended cracked me up.. hahas.. cos she only went for 2 days n they wan terminate the contact.. not because she's too lousy(help u clarify).. is they over hire ppl i think.. lol

wednesday.. tuition.. very sad.. no ot again.. kaka.. but my tuitee is a v evil naughty lil girl.. always don't do my homework.. i shall make her do more math next week.. i have to keep wondering how much of my words got through her.. sometimes she can rmb things i said so clearly.. but most of the time she don't pay attention to me.. shows this blank look when i talk.. =.= kids are hard to understand.. well.. i don't even understand myself.. )=

thursday.. boring work.. n a new colleague.. whom i'm supposed to teach the system to her.. not that i really don't want to teach.. but.. i'm an ultra impatient person! n she needs to be told one thing many times b4 she can rmb.. n things which i told her.. then on fri(which is today).. she asked again.. i really wonder at my attempts at teaching.. no good at tuition.. n no good at work.. i think i showed my impatience at her once or twice maybe.. then i'd get guilty.. then say everything's ok.. i feel like a hypocrite.. ok maybe i am a hypocrite.. i would think of portraying myself in a way that would generate less dislike from ppl(under my own perspections maybe ppl will dislike me even more?) i mean cant go de2 zui4 ppl.. i'm also another staff there.. n it's not like i don't like her.. she's quite a nice person.. chatty also.. maybe i'm just uncomfortable with someone intruding on my space.. haiis.. hard to describe..

wonder y am i so complicated.. i want to do things alone.. then when ppl don't come n find me to do things.. then i'll feel that i'm ignored.. who can i me such a mao2 dun4 person!!! i want to be simpler! gosh! lol.. n sometimes i'm angry with myself for saying things without thinking.. like just tuo1 kou3 er2 chu1 stuff.. then i'd regret about those alot.. then about equal amout of times i'd have things on the tip of my tougue i stopped myself from saying cos i'd feel embaressed or bad about it.. but those thoughts alr crossed my mind so it's not like i'm that innocent just because i didn't say that thing out.. so maybe i'd be another totally diff person as the one i'm portraying now if i have the courage to just say what i want?

ok talked alot of crap.. hahas..

oh back to thurs.. went bugis to show for some ppl's prez.. havent felt so happy shopping for a long time.. i think when u're not trying to buy something for urself but somehow u bought something.. it's quite a nice feeling.. n i love my new slippers! kaka.. n spent so much money on those presents.. which for no reason makes me even happier.. i don't usually feel so good about shopping.. cos i don't like shopping.. but dunno y that day is happy~ hahas

n today.. i finally got back the feelin of 'how nice to have a fren sitting beside me for work'.. long lost since diethelm times.. hahas.. i missed the times i sat beside ym.. made the job more fun.. n i realise diethelm's work is really the most exciting n fulfilling one.. since need race against time n do the orders.. n take calls.. really did alot of things.. now the job.. is more monotonous.. hmmm.. just more boring.. lol..

oh but the company has some interesting ppl.. like one guy.. who's v small size.. think is on mon or smth.. helped carried the files from downstairs up.. den he was kind of looking at how we arrange the files on the shelves.. then i realised he's really small size.. then i think due to my overworked n overimaginative brain.. i suddenly got the impression of a lil boy with an old face.. very scary! but.. it's only that one moment in time.. after that i see him is normal le.. dunno y that moment i have that impression.. reminds me of 20th century boys.. hahas..

today.. fri.. tuition was alright.. at least she did the math i ask her to do.. hahas.. n just now ate some jap goodies bigky brought home.. though feel guilty nv go swiming tml with mom again.. but i got flu.. better dun go(excuses.. haha)..

wow really long entry.. heh

- more things which i don't dare to speak about only weighs me down -

當全世界約好一起下雨，讓我們約好一起在心裡放晴

2008-06-29T15:54:00.005+08:00

若我的心里在下雨的话，看着晴天是否会更伤心？心情糟透了的时候，辽阔的晴天是一种讽刺还是安慰...

blog entry title is koped from ashin's blog.. hahas.. as much as i like the sentence.. i cant help thinking that it's is a beautiful sentence which may be just wistful thinking.. n the comparison between rainydays n sunnydays can it be the other way round? lol call me pessimistic.. or problematic.. maybe that's y i can nv be a poet.. hahas..

sometimes i wish my world is much simpler.. hmmm

i started the entry b4 i went m'sia.. nv have the time to complete.. den i go m'sia.. n now i'm back!~ hahas..

hmmm genting trip.. was fun.. though tiring.. no pics though cos nv bring any camera up there.. lol.. but since i have a pessimistic nature.. cant help wondering about work n if i messed up anyth b4 i took my leave.. ha

- 好累啊 -

在我的天頂大雨落不停也不能改變到我的固執

2008-06-26T20:59:00.004+08:00

the thing that can destroy your good mood is endless naggings.. =.= we really shld save n conserve our dwindling energy resources.. minna-san!~ off the computer/tv/lights/air con and what ever.. stop contributing to global warming.. stop the nags.. maybe i shld put in more effort.. bed by 10? heh hehs..

my mom seems to obtain a skill.. i forgot that she's supposed to be chanting since she's talking so much.. hahas..

i realise the people whom i thought i knew aren't really what i think they are.. which kind of surprise n din surprise me.. well especially i realise i'm really not paying attention to people around me.. it's always me me me 1st.. is that wrong? who can say u're wrong.. who is to judge? questions questions.. hmmm.. but 1st thing to change.. i must stop being so impatient n pass judgement so quickly.. tolerance!! hahas

oh i have lots to blog initially.. but sidetracked.. hahas

no mayday song i still blog ok.. but if mayday comes out new album maybe i'd be happier.. lol.. but i want to talk about their song.. again.. 出头天.. from his blog.. looked through the lyrics more clearly.. like he said.. it's really suitable as a sports song.. very encouraging.. i think i like it even more le.. not just cos it's mayday's song ok.. =X

if anyone had gone out with me recently.. u'll realise i keep talking about something.. that's my tution/tuitee.. hahas.. maybe i like to whine.. hahas.. but yesterday(that's right talk about it again lol) she's quite cute.. although her attention span still v short.. n she has this permanent frown on her face(maybe is cos she's too tired or wad).. i hope her guardians don't think i cant teach well n fire me.. cos i really lousy.. not that i love tuition or wad.. it's super tiring.. but i have plans to quit by end of this yr.. they cant like that change my plans.. kakaka..

work is super super tiring!!! cos.. i'm like the 流浪者 'office girl'.. as in no place to sit.. then need to walk up walk down.. hahas.. n need to stand most of the time.. must be the most tiring office job i'd ever taken up.. maybe if weiting is not with me everyday i think i will.... go crazy(maybe).. hahas.. though she always say things which are not funny but because is she say it then it becomes funny.. sometimes is really 哭笑不得.. stupid.. hahas! but lucky there's her (=

ohoh.. i'm forever so 胆小.. nearly too scared to ask for leave from my boss.. but he allows so easily.. but i still feel bad.. go work 4 days took 1/2 day leave le(for STARS) then next week take thurs n fri.. hahahas.. though.. maybe got 50% chance cant get into malaysia(it's either can go in or cannot.. so 50-50 chance mah hahas).. but choychoy.. sure can ar!! (i sound like a gambler hahas)

this is our lunch for today.. hahas.. scrumptious? of cos it's not cheap.. no idea y we waste money when we haven't take our pay yet.. hahas but wt paid for it so i owe her lots of $$.. n don't see like my plate of fried rice is alot.. the one she ordered is even bigger.. but due to angle problem it looks small.. wahahahs..

this thing's face looks quite stupid.. i like.. but i cant find use for this small pouch.. too lazy to make it a coin pouch.. (=

EDIT: forgot to add.. i love the new season of 有话好好说.. mark lee n jeff wang are really v funny.. missed this show.. kept laughing during the show cos v funny.. heh hehs.. n n!! i think my hp is full of old songs.. so anyone can contribute to me? XD weiting, where's the cd u promised to burn? lol

anyways.. i don't like my my new hp le.. cos v lag.. =X can i go trade in n buy a new one instead? hahahas..

- new attitude! -

走火入魔

2008-06-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

quite a nice song~ heh hehs..

ashin looks as weird as always inside.. his actions look weird beside the girl with not so much actions.. n what's up with the apples? i mean if i see an orange or strawberry in mayday's mv it'd be quite something i guess.. hahahas

went sch today to hand in bursary application with wt.. hmmm i might say although it's just going sch n lunch after that.. i had fun (;

oh n went soda's autograph session on thurs night.. qingfeng was scolding ppl who take photos of them during the performance.. quite fierce.. but i think his mood improve after the performance.. kaka XD i think it was quite amazing to actually see them on the stage without cameras blocking my view.. though.. the purpose of auto sessions is for fans to take photos right? since not much chance to take other times.. haha

dreading work~ hahas.. i always have this i-cant-seem-to-go-to-work disease b4 i actually start working.. ~.~ lol

- i wonder if my horrible temper is due to the equallt horrible weather? -

yay!

2008-06-17T20:52:00.002+08:00

新けいたい電話を買いました！嬉い。

hahas.. but it cant read asian language.. ie all chinese chars n jap chars become box box on it.. i mean my new hp.. hahahas.. arigatou to bigky they all for my belated bday prez(cos i'm too indecisive to choose one rightaway.. n just nice my old one spoilt the day they send the $100 voucher)! lol.. yay.. kaka.. XD

hmmm.. dreading work next week actually.. but but but.. i need the $$.. )= just like how i dun like tuition but still am giving.. hmmm actually i tried to put in effort into that.. really want to help the little girl.. but it's so hard.. can some good teacher teach me? hahas.. guess i really have no patience with kids.. think she noticed i was angry today also.. don't care alr.. =X

hmmm what else.. actually my life is too boring to have any updates.. hahas..

oooh went kbox for quite alot of times this hols.. XD but think i still cant sing.. hahas.. n i realised alot of ppl like wu jia hui's 虽然我愿意.. hahas.. i like it alot too!! v nice.. n girly sounding.. lol.. ahh.. i need to know more new songs.. shall go find lin you jia n xiao jing teng's songs n listen.. (=

- looking forward to genting, soda's concert n mayday's album! -

21yrsold and head injury

2008-05-24T14:16:00.003+08:00

21 years old.. what to say? i feel old.. hahas

thanks to all that made my bday.. erms.. special.. n the reason y i didn't have a bday party? i'm greedy.. the more the celebrations the better! wahahahas.. =X

this is my new friend:
^^ happy.. handmade bear which bigky asked her colleague to make for me.. what makes it mean even more to me(other than the fact i really like bears).. is she remembered it from so long ago.. b4 she went australia.. her colleague made a bear for her:
this.. jingjing(tm) bear.. i love it so much that i make a post on it long ago.. link but the pictures from long ago all gone.. stupid imageshack.. =X hahas..
tada~ 2 of them together.. yinyin(tm) bear looks skinnier than jingjing(tm) one.. i know alr.. her colleague thinks i'm skinnier than her.. wahahahas.. no la.. actually i like the fatter pink bear.. ^^ there's a description of the bear inside the card.. very cute too.. my eyes actually teared when i received the bear from her.. hahas =X

but the day.. after my birthday.. i fell off the chair.. it's a chair with wheels.. n i was standing on it trying to get something from the top of my book shelf.. n big clumsy me slipped(but hey! that chair has wheels so it's not entirely because i'm clumsy right? ha).. fell on to the floor.. big bom.. n big baluku on me head.. it was super duper painful.. the baluku like formed immediately after i fell.. circumference like the size of a big orange.. it was in the morning.. n all the way to school till half of the lecture it still hurts..

maybe that's y i feel a bit groggy even when i went for the steamboat that night.. hahas.. it still hurts sometimes even now.. but most of the time if i don't touch it then it's ok.. don't know how to describe.. but i think i killed millions of braincells with that knock..

went to see doc at polyclinic yest.. cos my parents were afraid if there's any internal problem or what.. and then.. ok let me explain 1st.. pot i don't mean to give you wrong info.. but i really don't know! hahas.. the thing is i walked out of the polyclinic without paying.. =X hahas i really thought don't need to pay.. they nv ask me to pay.. n i haven't gone to see doctor there for like donkey years.. n the payment counter is at such an ulu position.. hahas.. ok enough of excuses.. but let me try one last time k.. my head is injured therefore i cant think clearly.. hey! that's a valid reason right? hahas.. was laughed at by my whole family alr.. but seriously.. when i went to make payment today(mom said they may charge interest but i don't think so).. they said it was outstanding payment.. which means next time i go see doc then pay is still ok i guess.. heh hehs..

i still feel a bit scared when i go give tuition.. my tutee is this 8yr old girl.. who is.. a bit emo.. n i really don't get her.. she can tell me some stuff.. then when i reply her.. she shows this disinterested face.. n her concentration span is really a bit low.. i guess teaching her really trains my patience(n i'm a very very impatient person).. hmmm

- i aim to be better! -

出头天

2008-05-17T18:57:00.003+08:00

new song from mayday.. long time since their last tai2 yu3 song.. it still sounds abit familiar(sounds mayday.. ha) but v nice!

to the victims of sichuan earthquake.. hope tomorrow will be a better day and everyone a speedy recovery!!

- i wonder this and that.. but i'd like to stop thinking.. -

(=

2008-05-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

柠檬汁 = lemon juice
橙汁 = orange juice
酸柑汁 = lime juice

奇异果汁 = strange juice

saw this in popular.. browsing this book showing weird english in china.. called chinglish.. it looks even funnier in the picture.. lol'ed

today is a happy day~ haha

oh i wanna say something!! wednesday, tcher showed us a super boring movie!!! i tried super hard but still fell asleep at least 3 times.. but i think it's really more times than that.. hahas.. if he asked about that movie in the exams.. i'll be really like.. 'no comments!'

still haven started doing the homework.. distracted by manga, tv n dvd(ha!).. ok i'll try to start soon!~ =X

ganbatte! (=

- adventure? -

sometimes feelings can be so complicated

2008-05-06T00:23:00.003+08:00

i don't want to be angry.. cos i know being angry all the time cause harm to the body(i think i read it somewhere).. so most of the time i suppress myself.. but i'm really a short-tempered person.. i have to suppress so many times.. so is it good to my body or even worse?

gosh!

but i think i'm still a very selfish person.. cos when the thing directly concerns me then i'd really feel the anger.. argh.. ok so this kind of anger shouldn't even exist in the first place.. but it cant really be controlled when u're really very angry right?!

gosh!

y am i so su2 la4??! i used to not know the meaning of that word till huiyu told me.. but it describes me perfectly..

gosh!

i don't know what to do.. what to say.. n now.. what to feel.. what else? who can make u helpless n sad n angry n want to don't care but cannot help but care? issit because i'm a taurus and am stubborn about some things.. some things which i should alr 'see the light' n let go? perhaps under the cheerful demeanor some ppl always show there's something that makes them want to stamp their feet sometimes? am i deluding myself? i really don't know!!

i just want to be happy.. n more than that.. for the people around me to be.. well that's a goal isn't it.. i guess typing all these out helps.. i think i can smile after this.. (=

- nothing happens by chance.. don't take everyone for granted.. pls! -

exams are over!!!

2008-04-30T15:59:00.002+08:00

hurray~~~

but actually i'm more tired than excited.. ok tml finally can sleep late.. yawn )=

have some photos which i wanted to update but have no ways of uploading into the computer..

n i'm so angry.. my videos all cannot play alr.. someth's wrong with all the players on my comp.. or i think.. someth's wrong with my comp!! )= sad.. nvm i shall go youtube.. ^^

here r some holiday wishes:

to find a nice paying job
for the special sem to be fun
go on holidays
slim down

win toto! (=

- r my dreams for the future too far-fetched? -

ganbatte kudasai!~

2008-04-16T01:39:00.002+08:00

please ganbatte!!

ganbatte imasu.. am ganbatte-ing..

butbut.. chotto matte ne.. wait awhile..

chotto yasumi.. rest awhile..

ok perhaps i'm going crazy

video o mimasu!

alright.. there's examS in a few hours time.. don't know why did i come n blog.. but using computer then suddenly don't feel as sleepy.. (=

this video makes me laugh.. i think it brings a little joy to my dreadful exam days.. soon it'll be over peeps! (=

JIAYOU! *dances at home* (=

- 2004 i'll kill you!!!!!!!!!!! -

smart fool

2008-04-08T16:38:00.002+08:00

clever idiot.. or smart idiot.. clever fool? hahas.. actually i like the sound of idiot better.. like nicer to say.. bwahahahas..

phew~ all CAs finally over.. but exams are coming.. heck.. let me slack for today at least.. finally fin ms2004 CA.. yay! no matter what.. must look forward.. hmm like although i know i screwed up the test i also cannot go back and think about it.. n luckily!! my memory is always so bad.. i'd tend to forget about the test content soon.. lalala~

oh.. i really like the cookie monster pic at my side bar.. the one which appears with the title of each sections.. it looks so silly that it makes me laugh.. hahas

xiao tai yang

personally.. i think the mv is not very nice.. wahahahas.. =X n this song.. sounds like it can be converted to tai2-yu3.. which i think will be quite interesting.. wahahas.. oh ya.. the most stupid part of this mv is.. the part they distribute the bottles of drinks.. n the part the 5 of them sit at the lake n drink from the bottle.. so funny..

i did this happiness test the other day.. and i'm only like 70% happy out of the happiness i can get.. or even less.. cannot rmb.. well.. since there's possibility to be 100%.. it's really loogi not to reach it right? hahas.. so now must try to maximise it.. find happiness from every small thing.. make everyday worth it! ^^

actually the smart fool thingy makes me think of a chinese phrase.. 难得糊涂.. does it mean it's better to be the fool? maybe that's the way to be happy.. the more i think.. the more i feel 'smart fool' is such a nice name.. bwahahahas.. everyone may think u're the fool but actually u're the smart one! oh gosh.. maybe i'm on my way to be a genius! hahahas.. it's so funny..

- chiong ah! -

piano genius

2008-03-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

you are born to be loved too (=

- there's always hope in life -

fatigued

2008-03-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

sometimes the smallest things u say unintentionally will have an impact on those who happen to listen to it..

i hope i haven't say much unintentional things which make anyone unhappy.. if there is.. i'm really sorry ok? i will try to lessen them.. but don't take it to heart cos it's just blur me blurting out things which are mostly crap n don't mean anyway u think the words may mean.. my mind just works differently (= haha

that's i think parents should pay a greater attention to what they say to their kids.. if they don't wan them to grow up with an yin1 ying3.. hahas.. maybe that's y i grew up being overly-not-confident and craves acknowledgment from ppl.. wahahahas

good thing i learn how to let go of things slowly.. at least i'm less obstinate about things as compared to the past.. though i do get too rash about things sometimes still.. hahas.. maybe jiang shan yi gai ben xing nan yi.. well no point thinking about things to make myself unhappy.. i want to be the one to choose how i live my life.. n make it closer to the one i'm daydreaming about.. wahahahs....

i guess now i'm still.. not that old(hahas).. should do things that r more interesting.. hmmm those who r still young.. please don't waste your life.. do the things which u r only capable of doing now.. then you won't waste your time when u're young.. if like me.. too lazy.. will have quite no. of regrets even if i'm not that old.. wahahhas but i think the person i want to read this paragraph don't even visit my blog..

all in all.. i'm really tired these few days.. i don't really have the habit of sleeping in the evening.. now.. i'm just too tired that i fall aslp at 7+pm even though i know i'm gng to have my dinner..

exams in 2 weeks time!! have to keep reminding myself so i will start to work harder.. don't know if it'd work not though.. hahas

- no problem! the sun is always brighter after the rain... -

aozora ga daisuki!

2008-03-16T00:50:00.002+08:00

too many rainy days.. made me like the blue sky after the clouds clear.. but i wonder.. perhaps i have always liked the blue sky.. just that it was usually abundant.. n so i don't care as much..

sometimes when u have this thing for too long.. u tend to take it for granted.. so it's this kind of feeling.. maybe i should take a step back sometimes to see what things i left out cos they're just there every time.. hahas (=

oh ya.. i love storms.. heavy rain.. which last like 1-3hrs.. i like the sound n the smell of the rain.. but really long hours of continuous rain.. which are not really v heavy but it just keep raining.. i don't really like as much.. gets dreary.. n the sound n smell is different.. ok.. maybe noone knows what i'm talking about.. hahas

so i like clear skies n storms.. such a complicated feeling.. hehs..

- hrm and MATH makes me mad! -

mada ame desu ne!

2008-03-13T20:35:00.003+08:00

rain rain go away come again another day!~~

super cold.. minna-san please take care of ur body!!

just knocked my thigh on my comp table sharp edge.. super painful.. i can predict an or bak kak tml.. t.t

hmmm so now i shld get started on my 2004 assignment.. it has such a high weightage! but i don't really know how to start.. ganbatte!

- i like green curry! -

murphy's law

2008-03-08T16:15:00.003+08:00

whatever that can go wrong, will go wrong.. n at times at the worst possible moments..

well in my view.. means that even there's a 0.0000000000000000000001 chance this particular thing will go wrong it will still go wrong.. hence there's nothing which is perfect or will definitely go the way u want it to be..

so i guess there's a possibility i'd score zero for chem n thermody no matter how low the chance(maybe it's not that low haha).. so actually since i know it can happen i won't be as sad if i really got zero? hey good way of consoling myself hehe..

maybe sometimes u feel that things aren't going your way.. look at it from another point.. maybe it's just murphy's law coming true at the worst possible time.. though things cant go wrong forever(my point is that nth is forever but i'm lazy to talk abt that)..

perhaps there's ways u could reduce the chance of fulfilling murphy's law.. like some things u could have done but didn't? whatever it is.. what went wrong cant be changed.. no point regretting.. especially if u noe about murphy's law b4 hand.. no matter what u do or what decisions u make.. it can go wrong.. so.. don't ever be resentful or regretful.. if not what's the joy left? (=

interesting law right? haahas.. at least much better than maxwell law or hooke's law n whatnot.. =.= btw i saw it in a hk show.. who says watching tv is a waste of time?! hahahas

people are happy because they try to be -- some small char in Juuni Kokki

one quote which i find quite true.. next time when u feel very unhappy.. u must try to be happy! noone can help you more than yourself! hmmm though talking to friends or family sure helps alot too.. (=

there are 2 kinds of ppl who cry. one cry when he's really sad. the other one cry when he's pitying himself -- some guy in Juuni Kokki again (=

actually i cant really remember the exact phrasing.. but i can rmb the rough meaning.. my memory has been always very bad(getting worse now).. but this is one of the few quotes i always keep in mind.. perhaps i find it quite true for myself.. cos.. most of the times i cry.. i find that perhaps i'm pitying myself.. (if u don't count the countless times i cry watching dramas etc.. hahas..) so.. everytime if i cry cos of something.. i'd always think about this quote.. n try to stop myself from crying(not very useful.. stop awhile will go back to cry)..

although this quote don't really apply in some cases.. like sometimes i feel there're more than 2 types of ppl who cry.. but it serves as a reminder that i must be stronger.. n stop self-pitying! still trying though.. n.. crying is a good way of letting off stress.. haha!

ok enough of sharing quotes.. leave some for next time.. anyways i have no time.. need to prepare n go out.. going to watch CO concert later.. lol

ciao~

- any other quotes to share? (= -

1st day of school after recess

2008-03-03T20:03:00.004+08:00

woahh.. i realise i have alot of things to do!!! like study for thermody and chem.. grr.. feeling lazy though.. heh..

my mood improved!! hahas.. i wonder y i always have some down days n some happy days.. maybe that's life? (=

been playing games for the whole of recess.. kinda guilty but.. too addicted to the game.. aveyond and aveyond2.. need to do lots of quests etc but i think it's quite fun.. abit slow moving though.. hahas.. next time if i want a quick game i wouldn't try that again.. maybe till hols.. looks forward to the end of april!! hahas.. forever looking forward when i'm in the middle of sem.. XD

ok.. i should stop with the 'i want to...' do whatever kind of sentences.. cos they usually won't come through.. STOP! (=

looking forward to the end of this week.. which means end of quiz.. which means can slack again.. heh heh.. not like i aren't slacking now though..

ok nothing much to update since i haven't uploaded any pics into comp.. till next time then~ (=

ohoh i forgot.. got one anime very nice~ shigofumi.. go watch if free.. *cough* hahas..

ciao~ hehe

- i need some way out of this -

it is so hard to keep that smile on my face

2008-03-01T15:37:00.003+08:00

i need to study!!!! arghhhhhh..

- y do i feel like crying when i'm alone? -

i love my friends!! (=

2008-02-20T16:23:00.006+08:00

yeps yeps.. (=

today eating poiful provided by huiqi-san.. den got this heart-shaped one.. so cute! (=

my lil heart
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saw this on ym's sis's pencil case.. so cute!! i wan one too.. ehh if my friends also like me.. can give me one.. lol
ke ai! (=
heh heh.. this is my 'signature drawing'.. i call her princess Inse.. (= but this pic is so not clear.. haii..
took this with bigky on v day.. tian said we wearing qing lv zhuang.. looks like lehh.. haha.. hmmm when i bluetooth this pic from her hp to mine.. saw the pics she took with her bf.. so funny la.. they had dinner in his 'car'.. cos his is a small van.. suzuki mini van i think.. v cute one.. v rectangle.. i think got the car's pic.....

think this is his car's pic.. super cute.. hahas the front view it's ultra square de.. den since it's a 'van' den behind's seats can fold up.. den they sit inside n have dinner.. quite funny.. cos last time his old car also a van(a more van-looking van).. den they also have dinner inside last time.. quite convenient leh.. this kind of car.. hahahas..

funny pics~
look at my dentures.. in its plastic bag..
take out
look! it's bigger than my mouth..
eeeks.. hahahhas

actually it's a sweet given by wang on vday.. super funny.. i put on my table n it scared like 3-4 ppl.. my mom, sis, bro.. n even my cousin.. hahas..

hmmm now i'm in a very happy mood.. cos i just completed a video.. which makes me laugh very badly no matter how many times i saw it.. ultra funny.. lol.. maybe next time i v upset can take a look at it.. quite proud with my work.. though got a vid of myself i forgot to put in.. hahas but nvm.. it's unimpt..

well going to be recess week.. i will try n work harder!!! n tml there's self-defense course.. ganbatte ne, yinyin! fighto!

- 为什么快乐还会流下眼泪.. nv happen to me yet though -

unhappy

2008-02-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder y i keep clashing with my mom.. just a simple phrase will flare her up.. =.= i don't mean it.. but i wonder.. perhaps i really talk without using my brains.. or rather i'm too used to using this kind of tone when i'm at home.. why why why?! i hate this about myself.....

whenever i'm concentrating hard on someth.. stop trying to get me to do other stuff!! GRRRR..

- i hate lab reports! -

new blogskin!!

2008-02-15T00:07:00.003+08:00

look at this super cute skin!! hehe.. find so long.. finally find one which i really like.. don't u think it makes u smile when u look at it?

at least it made me smile.. (=

i shld get going to get some work done le.. it's so late!

- i like cookie monster better than elmo -

happy valentine's day! (=

2008-02-14T20:30:00.004+08:00

hehe i received lots of presents.. happy..

big thanks to huiqi, huiyu, cindy, wangwang n waituck. (=
n this is from iris.. heh hehs looks like those chocs my cousin always make for new year.. but iris' one is cereal only.. my cousin one is darker n have peanuts.. v nice.. heh
hahas can recognise the rose? cool right.. made by pam.. hahas i just jokingly pass the wrapper to hy n said i want a rose.. n i got one.. yay! (=

i realise i don't really pay much attention to v day.. hahas.. not cos it doesn't concern me or what.. just that i don't have the heart to prepare anyth.. just don't have the xin1 si1.. but really glad i have friends who are really sweet! (=

i love my new wallet! (=
i realise i really like this design.. last time i not sure wad i want.. just wanted someth simple but nice.. den find v long also cant find.. this one is bought by bigky.. though she only gave me cos the person she bought for don't want it.. but it's really nice i think! (=
the colour was nicer when she just gave it to me.. but i used for only 1+weeks i think.. so still quite nice la.. must be careful so the bilabong words wun come off.. heh

kept sneezing today.. den during jap.. the tcher ask qn.. i was worried i suddenly sneeze when answering her.. lol.. anyways.. jap is getting too diff le!! dun quite understand.. but i think the tcher v good.. though she's v kpo.. asked every single one of us how we gng spend v day.. lol

anyone with nice nice photos which symbolise love? hahas feel like entering the msn contest.. can win tix to japan lo.. though.. think i so late enter will lugi.. n hor.. no nice photos leh.. lol

- i need to spend more effort at work -

pictures!

2008-02-13T22:02:00.010+08:00

just uploaded the pics from my hp to the comp.. so just lump everyth and post one post can le.. heh hehs..

i took this to show that i was studying in lib on monday when i was alone.
closer
shifted down
zoomed.. hahas actually i too bored n drew him.. anyone help me name him? (=

this lil guy is not related to that one above.. i drew this v long ago.. n this pic sit inside my hp v long den now den upload indie.. hahas.. cant really see cos hp's camera v blur.. he's supposed to have a big smiley face..

look at the lil caps for the 2 pencils.. cute rite? heh

the 'caps'
actually are ear piece covers la.. haha

yummy yummy.. went 'mogu mogu' at far east day b4 new year's eve.. went shopping n had dinner there.. must order urself at a machine.. den go collect food when they call ur number.. quite interesting.. n they have v cute bentos.. the one on the left is chicken.. the other one is fish.. i not v rich so ordered normal bentos.. the one which bigky da bao v cute.. but no pics.. wan see go eat someday (=
my fish bento n ice lemon tea (=

look at the 3 bunnies.. heh.. v cute leh i made the 2 fatter ones in this pic myself..

pictures taken during new yr hols! (=

my cousin is the girl holding this cute baby.. look at his blur face!! so ke ai!! hahas.. he's the kid from next door n my cousin 'guai3 dai4' him.. v cool.. just go into ur neighbours house n can just carry the baby to your house n play.. he looks so blur.. n they call him yuan yuan(eh just realised that's wangwang's name! [=).. look at his yuan eyes n face.. hahahahas..
he wouldn't look into the camera..
omg!! he lets everyone carry him.. can carry quite awhile b4 he make noise.. my cousin says the whole street carry him b4 le.. cos he too guai.. so ke ai!!! my new love <3

bigky n my cousin.. he dun like to talk.. veryvery introverted.. n i think he's growing too fat.. haii.. v unhealthy.. but think his mom got let him eat someth to control his weight bah..
my 2 cute cousins again.. behind is the brother junyan n in front is weixin.. v clever but mischievious girl.. look at how good she is at posing for photos.. pretty~

my papa 'tou1 chi1' chicken wing.. hehehe..

outside granny's house.. the left side.. i forgot to take directly in front de photos.. maybe next time i go back.. (= the girl in yellow is tian.. wah featured again in my random takes.. hahaha

my fat hand.. hahas bigky helped me paint my nails pink! (= i like another shade though..

hmmm guess that's about all.. hahas.. i will try to take more photoos next time.. gtg do hw liao..

- ciao -

happy cny!! (=

2008-02-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

wah.. this is a late post.. but i was in m'sia.. n yest i came back n had no mood to write.. heh..

hahas.. now showing 'i not stupid too'.. den my siblings dunno i nv watch b4.. then was v puzzled how come i find it v funny.. or v sad.. they so funny la.. lol

then today went the singapore river hong bao.. till now i still v puzzled how come singaporeans give it such a weird name.. hahas..

i wanna watch cj7!!

n i got a new kou3 tou2 can2.. hahas.. it's 'lame'.. except i copy dunno forget who le.. n pronounce it as 'lem'.. used it to irritate bigky.. but end up they also follow me say like that.. heh.. so funny..

sometimes i really dislike how ppl change temperaments so easily.. n how some ppl would not pay attention to my words(maybe i'm too lame).. i always try my best to listen to everyone.. but well.. i cant expect ppl to treat me the same way i treat them also right.. hmmm

oh that day on our way back to sg.. cos super traffic jam.. den we stuck in the car listening to 93.3.. den v funny.. we listen to the song.. den hlafway kanna change to cny song.. so weird.. like a few times le.. den nearing sg custom that time.. our hp got line alr(cos no auto roam so need go back den can use).. dne i ask them to msg the 93.3 complain.. den i used tian's hp to msg.. n say how come the song like that keep change to cny songs.. den bigky even more evil.. msg to say the dj say wrongly when reporting the news.. cos she meant to say rou du gan jun(botox).. so news abt it la.. den she say till rou gan(bak gua).. that's so funny la.. so in cny mood.. den after we msged den the dj msg back.. n say the cny songs is cos got tech probs.. n say she'll improve on her reporting skills.. so funny.. lol

- no time no time! -

dementia?

2008-02-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

my memory is really really bad these days.. esp cannot rmb things which i meant to do.. well i cant rmb lectures well too.. but rmbing things which i'm supposed to do is really really much worse..

for eg.. i only rmb i'm supposed to go je to collect smth for my mom when i'm alr opening my gate.. n i dun rmb to fold my blanket again though i told myself i'd go back n fold it.. and it happens more n more frequent that i go one place and forget about what i'm supposed to do.. maybe after awhile i'd start forgeting names of ppl whom i meet v rarely.. =.= anyone noes some brain exercise i could do?

hmmm.. today finally collected the new yr goodies i bought from mse.. remind me not to buy from them again.. so troublesome.. =.= den i gave the kueh bangkit(dunno how to spell) to my godfather.. sometimes i wonder.. it becomes a 'procedure' to give gifts to my godparents or to receive things from them.. really i don't mind not getting gifts from them la.. not like i do alot of things for them.. haii.. i really not good with all these relationship stuff.. i shall just be myself! (=

sometimes i will start thinking about family.. like u can always say u love ur family etc etc.. but how do u describe love? is it an obligation cos of the blood bond? or a habit? sometimes just have these kind of weird questions.. i guess love is just something which cant be described.. and shouldn't be publicised as well.. hahas..

i think i should start being more health conscious alr.. just that i'm still so lazy.. more exercises! heh

- shopping again tml (= -

m'sia trip

2008-02-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

super tired!! even more tiring than a whole day of shopping.. only shopped for like 1.5hrs.. n only walked like 1/4 of the shopping centre.. cos rushing for time.. ended up only bought a pair of slippers.. )= tml gng fareast.. i guess i still dun like shopping after all..

sleepy..

ok for kq's sake i shall explain abit about the pv of order made.. hahas

at 1st u see the boyboy holding 2 pieces of bread.. then the other guy chose the square piece of the bread.. at that point it's the part about choosing future or past.. den he chose the square piece of bread.. it signifies the 'past' lo..

den the song cont on.. u see the boyboy cut the cucumbers other ingredients etc.. into 2 slices each.. the lyrics part is the 'give 2 legs arms etc' part..

den after that.. u see him cut 2 slices of meat.. the song is till the part about giving him 2 hearts.. den u see the old man point to one slice den the boyboy took out one slice.. so it's like asking for only one heart..

alot of symbolism in the pv.. but all the things which happens is according to the lyrics.. the song is about making a new person.. then the pv is taking order for making a sandwich.. very interesting pv.. think it makes more sense den those meaningless mvs i always see.. hahas

feeling abit feverish again.. =.=

- so hard to find things i like -

order made~

2008-02-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

i like this song!!

RADWIMPS - ???????
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especially the lyrics.. i think it's quite unique..

Translation(credit njt and cnet128 @ mangahelper link ):

order made
I think I must have been asked this once.
Before I was born, by someone, somewhere.
"Choose one: the past, or the future,
And I will allow you to see it.
Which will it be?
Which will it be?"

And I probably decided on the past.
So that, rather than just strong, I could become kind, become kind.
So that I could understand what memories are.

Next, that 'somebody' told me this.
"I'll give you arms and legs and mouths and ears and eyes,
Hearts and breasts and nostrils.
I'll give you two of each one.
Isn't that great?
Isn't that great?"

But then I made a request.
I said, I'd be fine with just one mouth.
So I wouldn't argue with myself;
So I could only kiss one person.

I want to forget.
But somehow, I can't.
What do you call this kind of feeling?

Looking a little disappointed,
The person continued with his explanation.
"The hearts are most important,
So I'll put one behind each of your breasts.
Isn't that great?
Isn't that great?"
　
But, once more, I had a request to make.
I'm awfully sorry, but to be honest,
I really don't need a heart on the right.
Sorry to keep troubling you like this.

It's so that when I find that one special person,
And hold her close to me for the first time,
Only then will I finally be able to feel
Two hearts beating, one on each side.

The left one mine, the right, yours.
The left one yours, the right, mine.
So that alone, I'll always be lacking something.
So that I won't be able to just go on living alone.

I want to forget.
But somehow, I can't.
What do you call this kind of feeling?

My chest is pounding,
Yet somehow it seems familiar.
What do you call this kind of feeling?

"Ah, that reminds me, there's one last thing.
Would you like us to add in tears as well?
You'd have no problems without them,
But some people find them annoying, so they opt out.
What would you like?
What would you like?"

In the end, I asked him to add them in.
So that, rather than just strong, I could become kind, become kind.
So I could understand what it means to hold something dear.

"Oh, while we're at it, the tears will need a flavour.
So I'd just like you to choose which one you'd prefer.
We have sour, salty, spicy, sweet.
You can choose whichever you like.
Which will you have?
Which will you have?"

Everything was put together just as requested,
So wipe those tears away and let me see your face.
Come on, show it to me with pride.

Thank you so much for everything.
Sorry to have caused you so much trouble.
But could I just ask one last thing?
"Have we met somewhere before?"

i particularly like this part of the song:
I want to forget.
But somehow, I can't.
What do you call this kind of feeling?

sends a chilly feeling down my spine..

the lyrics are really v nice!! hehe.. like talk about love n life..

so would u like to be kind or strong? if u choose the past.. so u can review the stuff u did.. n become kinder.. if u choose to see the future.. u can see what happens and become stronger to achieve it.. i don't really have an ans.. maybe i want to be kind n strong at the same time..

n the hearts part which describe love.. quite unlike those love songs i always listen to.. but v.. how to say.. tie1 qie4.. maybe i'd listen to this band more next time.. hehe

- sometimes things happens for a reason -

tired but happy..

2008-02-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

happy belated bday to waiwai.. hahas.. went celeb with her that's y so late den can post..

alamak.. really v tired le.. n tml still need wake up early to go play badminton.. oh it's today le.. ahh!! less den 6hrs of slp le!!

today went central at clarke quay.. they keep forcing me to try dresses.. think i tried more dresses today den in my whole life add together.. hahas.. i'm ok with it la.. but v tiring keep having to change.. lol

oh ya.. alot of interesting things happened during dinner.. too long to type out.. but it was a really fun dinner! (=

- i feel happy when everyone ard me is -

new blogskin!

2008-01-30T19:12:00.001+08:00

nahh.. just a temporary one.. i don't love bleach so much that i'd use this as a permanent blogskin.. hahas..

but i tot this skin is really cute.. so i'd use this for the moment till i find one i really like..

i still really really really love my old blogskin lots.. big thanks to huiyu-san! love ya lots lots lots! (= and i love mayday lots too!! ^^

today went shopping.. =X guilty.. hahas.. huiyu-san's driving skill is really quite good worh.. ^^ they helped me chose a nice pair of shoes.. new shoes for new yr! n try to force to buy this dress which i think is v short.. hahas.. yeah.. n i bought a pair of shorts at the market near my house.. very cheap.. only 8.90.. but hope it wun be too loose.. waii brought me there.. must thank her for the companny.. really crap alot when with her.. (=

recently seem to be blogging quite a bit.. i'm not really that free.. just that i make myself free by not doing anyth.. hahas.. shall go fold clothes le.. if not my mom will say me.. heh..

ja, matta ne~!

- my memory is deteriorating )= -

2008-01-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

today's japanese lesson was v fun as usual.. (=

need to piah lab report again tonight.. super sad..

saw this in a email:

Unhappiness is not caused by adverse circumstances; it is caused by our own negativity. ~ Daisaku Ikeda

how true.. i shall be more positive!! then i can be happy!! ^^

hmmm i think thoughtful planning in life is important.. esp after o levels.. but what is life without a lil excitement? i will still continue to daydream.. but one day i want to work towards my goal too.. ahboy!! find your goal n work towards it too!! no matter how long or hard it take.. (=

i learnt that hardwork is really really important!

- someone help me think of someth positive about lab reports! i cant think of any ha -

future..

2008-01-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

on fri went dinner outside cos mom's bday on sat.. den dad cannot come home for dinner on sat.. then we pushed it forward.. then we talked about alot of stuff.. one which i still quite rmb is about the lift upgrading works at my block.. i saw that they digged a super big hole.. then my dad told me it'd take at least 6 months b4 they can start building the thing up.. n he told me the upgrading work he was in charged with.. he'd completed 5 blocks..

seldom talk about his work with him.. made me realise that.. actually no matter what job it is.. there'd still be some ppl who are pro that it.. their own area of specialty.. so really.. there're so many things we can do in the world.. i dream of a future which i'd tell others how things would get done.. hahas.. so there isn't a job which is really bad i guess..

sometimes i feel that how u look at things depends on how content you could be.. if u're content with just very lil.. u can be happy with very lil.. which influence what job u'd choose.. hahas but i'm a very greedy person.. i wan an amazing career which i can enjoy myself in.. that's like an impossible goal.. hahas.. humans are really complicated creatures....

today my cousin came n visit us.. he shared alot of his experiences with bigky.. then i just listened.. he really makes alot of sense.. n i believe it was a lesson for me too.. like how should i deal with interviews.. what can be done b4 interviews.. etc.. i'm a failure at interviews.. i'm just a nervous wreck sometimes.. hmmm! new new yr resolution: to be more confident! (=

- argh still stuck at lab report )= -

blogskin

2008-01-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

thinkin of changing.. use this for like quite long alr.. hahas maybe i got sick of the blackiness.. (= cant say i got sick of mayday mah.. that's wrong! haha

hmmm today din hear my alarm again.. woke up at the time the lesson supposed to start lo.. sian n somemore i did do that tut.. though got stuck at the 2nd last qn.. but i did anyways.. dunno correct or not though.. the ans..

and i hate my hp!! keep restarting itself... grrr

- need new alarm! -

lives.. living.. lived.

2008-01-23T17:59:00.000+08:00

just read one newspaper headlines.. which said 2 ppl used knife to hack each other.. whereby the woman died from the fight.. wad astonishes me more than the fact that how could ppl kill one another so easily is that.. y ppl don't value their lives more?

no matter what the reason.. n leave out the idea that killing is wrong.. there's no way that anyone could escape totally from a murder right? if u're gng to lose ur life when they find out u're the murderer.. y did u murder in the 1st place? it baffles me.. maybe i'm the kind of person who places self-preservation above everything else.. not the kind of self-preservation that u make other ppl scapegoat in order to protect urself.. but that kind that you stop urself from doing things that may endanger your life..

- i still like living -

library trip

2008-01-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

went lib with tian today.. hahas.. that bad girl ponned lesson cos dun wan go sch.. =X

but i went to replace my lib card.. cos i cant find it.. like lost for yrs.. but replacement is $5 lo.. den i paid mt $4++ fines.. end up almost spent $10 for the card.. nv borrow storybooks for years n when i wan borrow.. wahseh.. cost so much.. the books better be nice lo!! haha

now got books to da3 fa1 shi jian on bus le.. happy.. so long nv read story books alr.. hope i can still read v well..

oh ya.. n this morning.. when i going of house that time.. had a huge scare.. cos i opened the door.. plus my gate n wan go out le.. den i saw this woman running to our hse.. den i shocked.. den backed away from the door a bit.. cos she like rushing forward towards me.. den i look again.. den recognised is my aunt.. wahlao so early come my house n scare me.. i normally also v lil guts alr.. see some person early in the morning running to my house makes me think it's some villian.. wahahahas.. i think i too imaginative le.. hhahahas.. so funny..

den today.. the stupid 198bus uncle.. nv see me.. den i feel so paiseh.. keep sort of waving to him.. but he nv notice me at all n drove the bus away.. those ppl at the bus stop la.. so stupid.. the 198 came den stopped behind the prev bus.. den got this group of ppl walk towards it.. but the prev bus den drove away.. so 198 drove up.. then the whole group nv move up.. stay there.. den the bus driver see like no one \den drove away lo! wahlao.. but behind is 187.. lucky still can take.. though i dun like 187.. no choice den take.. haha

dong fang zhi zhu is nice!! chao bao da zhuang is also nice!! recently watch these 2 nice shows.. v happy.. haha.. hopefully the new one would be nice too..

- need to work harder in tut -

registered for gss!!

2008-01-17T18:08:00.000+08:00

though my essay was badly written.. so no high hopes at all.. but.. at least registered..

n.. gss is NOT great singapore sale.. is global summer studies.. i think so.. hahas

i feel super lazy nowadays.. still in holiday mood.. n super addicted to comp.. even if nth to do online.. sian..

readin a manga now.. anatolia story.. it is about a fifteen-year old Japanese girl named Yuri Suzuki, who is magically transported to Hattusa, the capital of the Hittite Empire in Anatolia. She was summoned by Queen Nakia who means to use Yuri as a human sacrifice. Yuri's blood is the key element needed in placing a curse upon the princes of the land so that they will perish, leaving Nakia's son as the sole heir to the throne.(desc koped from wikipedia.. but the story is much more complicated n is a love story la).. haha

recently have a lot of mood changes.. sometimes will feel v depressed sometimes will be v happy.. maybe pms.. argh.. i shld stop thinking so much.. =.=

- sian -

new yr new sem!!

2008-01-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

noe i'm kinda late.. but happy new yr everyone!! this yr will be greater than the last!! heh hehs

maybe it's time to change new blogskin....

oh ya.. happy bday to weiting.. *waves* (=

hmmm new yr should have new resolutions.. ok just this one at the moment:
have a dream.. hahas.. it'd be good to know what i want to do in my life.. i'm like always clueless n going with the flow.. argh i need changes.. such as stop saying i need something n not achieving it.. that's y this yr i'm going to find my dream(something which i'd not change cos i keep changing interests n goals n wadever).. which i will achieve!! hahas big hope.. wish me good luck everyone!!~

kinda inspired by ms2030.. cant be too comfortable with my life.. if not i know i'd not be satisfied with my life.. hahas..

oh ya lagging behind in sch work even though only 1st week.. n tml gng klunch.. bad girl.. hahas i needa buck up.. haii n i wondering if i shld sign up for INSTEP.. but like alot of things to do.. hmmm

- maybe sailing the world wont be a bad idea -

pics dump!

2007-12-27T19:09:00.001+08:00

pot snaking in library so i teaching her a lesson.. wahahahs

but see what she does to hardworking me.. hummmf!
though the lighting for this pic is quite unique......

nownow.. this is the riddle of the day.. anyone can guess wad it is? i will ans at the bottom of this entry.. ha

i really like this photo.. like the prettiest i've ever taken.. n i dun rmb i took it even.. hahas.. anyways the red flowers are form a book.. den the white one is a flower made from paper..

poiful.. is a nice jellybean sweet.. hehe

cute toes? haha

this is midori-usagi chan! hehe

these are rabbits.. cute? hahas i can make but i dun have the bighead colourful pins

me n tian.. ha

again.. lol

ans to the riddle:
that's wad u get if u use a hair dryer to dry ur bra.. wahhahas... though i recommend those who think their bra too plain to try.. hahas.. can use diff types of hair dryer to get diff patterns.. LOL

oh yeah.. my stupid bigky is always v funny.. it's so great she came back from aust.. ^^

- photos long forgotten -

suddenly feel like blogging

2007-12-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

seems to have alot of feelings which r inside me.. cant describe and i don't think i have anyth which i can put into words.. but just suddenly feel like blogging..

so weird.. like i have alot things i want to say but it's too messy i cant really say.. hahas.. well i wonder if there's anyone like me.. having too many thoughts at the same time that you don't know wad to say?

sometimes i really hate my life.. 20yrs of accomplishing nothing.. if it's possible.. perhaps i wanna start all over again.. n do the things which i skipped through in my life.. however that's not possible.. n there're also things now which i don't think i want to give up n go back to start all over.. maybe i don't have a really perfect life(which i think is my uttermost desire).. i think no one can really have the life of their dreams right.. to make the most out of your life.. i wonder if it's too late to start now.. still i lack the courage.. well.. i wish i'm not so dissatisfied with the life i have now.. perhaps it's wrong to yearn for the things which others have?

sometimes i look at the people around me.. i spot some similarities.. n yet.. there's alot of differences.. no one can live the same life right? wow so many rhetorical qns.. hahas.. everyone have their own share of problems.. well i'm glad that all these qns n feelings only pop out once in a blue moon.. if not i think i'd have a terrible life thinking about all the qns which cant seemed to be answered..

i think perhaps i have not much of an ambition.. most of the time i just wish for things to happen like there's a miracle.. hahas.. cheating.. perhaps i need more effort.. but then again.. is effort alone itself enough?

oh ya.. the iweekly horoscope ask me to open my heart/mind.. hahas.. i think writing about these stuff lightens the load?

this seems like an ultra messy n incomprehensible entry to me.. hahas but no need to ask me not to think too much because i'd just forget everything after posting this entry.. i guess it's a weird characteristic of mine.. whining about life n forgetting about it right afterwards.. i do intend to live longer then now.. who knows what lies in the future right? heh heh i think it still looks pretty positive to me at the moment(though tml exam results out so maybe my future is bleak?)..

ok on to a more cheerful entry!! (=

- yay i feel much better alr -

i love reading mangas!

2007-12-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

the reason why i haven't been blogging? cos i'm manga-ing.. heh hehs..

i wish no1 read this entry n missed my previous entry.. skip this boring one nvm.. later when i have time i'd make post with picces.. heh hehs

i think my comp should be crashing soon.. it suddenly shut down n restart when i was writing this post.. luckily blogger now will auto save the entry.. hahas n i haven started much..

really read alot of mangas(imo) the past few months.. i think this will be a boring entry.. so skip it if you feel like.. cos i'd be talking about these mangas! lala hhahaha

666satan: the mangaka is the twin brother of naruto's mangaka.. so the drawing is abit alike.. hahas though i wouldn't have noticed that if the mangaka had not said in his 1st chapter of the series.. but you know.. i don't really care about art(like real).. n only sees the storyline.. which is why i nv notice the similarities.. hahas.. a nice consolation rather than admitting i have stamps over my eyes.. actually the story's a lil similar too.. but unlike naruto.. it's near the ending alr.. the series would be wrapping up in one or two chaps i guess..

i like reading mangas which had completed.. or nearing completion.. if not have to wait every week for new chapter.. actually spoils the momentum i had when i started readin the manga.. since feelings built up when reading the previous chapters will be diminished by having to wait.. well it's like that for me at least.. n speakin of naruto.. this week's chap is sad!! )=

cross game: baseball manga.. which i picked up after i read Major.. hmmm.. but actually it's less of baseball and more of.. relationships.. the art is very unique.. i think i'd notice the artwork of the mangaka even i have layers of stamps over my eyes.. hahas

fairy tail: initially i read this manga cos i read dunno where that it's similar to one piece.. in terms of art n adventure.. how wrong!! hahas.. the art is prettier.. definitely.. one piece's art is more.. how to say.. hmmm unique(esp the earlier chaps i guess.. those long foreheads).. oh but it's quite interesting la.. about a magical world.. esp the more recent chaps(v exciting battles).. but.. now have to wait every week for new chap so i abit sian alr.. haha

high school of the dead: hmmm.. scary manga i think.. very ewww.. imagine urself surrounded by zombies whom all tries to eat you.. n once bitten.. u become a zombie too.. kinda ridiculous storyline.. n v few chaps out now.. but i think it won't fall under the kind of mangas i really like.. hahas

hikaru no go: the manga i just finish yest!! yeah! n i love completed mangas.. well even if i don't get the ending.. which is so haiis.. anyways.. i love this manga.. wahahas.. the person who drew it is the one who drew deathnote.. n towards the end of the manga.. got this char who reminds me of Light.. hahas.. as in the drawing not the char.. no bad guys in this manga.. not really.. and i don't think i'd read deathnote.. hahas.. hmmm HnG has quite a few funny parts which made me laugh out loud.. wished they'd cont the story more.. n that Sai won't disappear!!! my fave char.. T.T i think that.. my liking of a manga increases whenever that's a char i love in the series.. hahas

hoshi wa utau: new manga from the mangaka of fruits basket!! the chars looks like they're from FB also.. hahas.. hey another manga which my eyes nv tia stamp.. lol.. very complicated chars again.. hmmm i think i'd be continuing this though have to wait for the chaps.. )=

hunter X hunter: now on hiatus.. i think the mangaka's sick or something.. sad.. cos it's now at the exciting part!! a brea b4 the big battle? hahas.. oh ya.. i have a fave char in this manga too.. killua.. kind of a tragic char.. i think.. but this manga have a lot of lighthearted moments.. n quite funny most of the time.. though in the chimera ant arc.. the art is veryvery sloppish.. like u can just make out who's the char.. i miss the pretty art.. hope the mangaka recovers.. hmmm oh ya.. this chimera arc made me feel like vomiting.. maybe the idea of ants eating people makes it really ewww(maybe i'm guilty cos i always kill ants? haha).. i find it much more ewww than high sch of the dead.. maybe cos the zombies are alr dead people.. while the ants have consciousness..

major: almost forgot about this.. cos i read this in chi website.. bang4 qiu2 da4 lian2 meng2.. if anyone is interested.. hahas.. i rmb last time i said i don't like sports genre kind of manga.. but.. actually now i like.. n like it alot.. esp about baseball.. i think it's a really nice game.. wahahas.. i'm easily influenced i guess.. oh ya.. it's the mnaga which makes me cry the most.. hahas i'm a sentimental person.. LOL.. oh ya i went to readbowling king after this series.. kq said it was funny.. but.. the art puts me off.. i wonder.. i tot she's more particular about pretty art than me.. hahas

monster: same mangaka as 20th century boys.. erms.. i think monster has more handsome chars as compared to 20th century boys.. hahas.. kq u can read.. u cant stand 20th century boys cos of the ugly chars right? monster's char more pretty.. wahahas.. the plot's less deep than 20th century boys.. but there's some similarities.. like the main char was accused of the things he didn't do and was on the run.. monster had a better ending too(though i couldn't get it again haha).. but i had to keep fighting the urge to jump straight to the last chap n see the ending.. hahas.. i controlled it in the end n finished the series..

power: girl disguised as boy to join the basketball team.. ehh reminds me of hanakime(though i didn't read that).. hahas.. only 30+ chaps.. good enough for a short read..

pretty face: 50+ chaps only.. can read if you have some time.. but not alot.. hahas.. oh about a boy turned into girl.. hey opp of hanakimi n power.. interesting right? hahas.. i think the ending is quite nice.. n it's funny.. (=

tenshi nanka ja nai: by same mangaka as NANA! n is the series i cant believe i had stamps over my eyes.. i was thinking y the person also drew sweat drops in the middle of the chars' forehead.. i though the person copied NANA's mangaka.. till i saw the name of the author.. same person! gosh.. hahas den i start to see alot of similarities in the art.. hahas.. so stupid.. a much earlier work of the mangaka before NANA was born.. and it's a completed series.. so can read till the very end.. very nice!! basically about the sch life n romantic life of the main char.. kinda more light hearted than NANA.. i like it..

you're my girlfriend: ehh.. only 4 chaps.. i think i had nth better to do so i go read.. but it's completed alr.. a manga with only 4chaps.. hahas interesting..

yu yu hakusho: same mangaka as hunter X hunter.. but i think i like hXh better.. oh ya.. one thing i want to mention.. he likes to draw botak ninjas.. n the power in both series resembles each other.. hahas.. only the premise is diff.. hXh happens in some weird world.. this one is in real world.. hmmm it's about a guy who is a spirit detective who battles demons la.. i didn't finish it even though it's completed.. hahas.. initially wanna read cos i tot there's a char who looks like inuyasha.. with the white hair n ears.. but i cant find.. now that i think about it.. there's a demon who has white hair n ears hor.. ehh.. aiya heck..

zippy ziggy: korean manhwa.. quite funny i think.. but only 3chaps scannlated.. the main char is a disgusting guy who pretends to be a super nice guy but is actually v selfish n ugly inside.. hahas.. the art.. sometimes it's nice.. sometimes.. very weird.. ugly i think.. cannot describe..

hmmm long post.. congrats to you if u read till here.. but like i'd said in front.. ask you don't read alr wad.. i just wanna write a post about these mangas i read.. hahas.. but i nv include naruto, bleach, oofuri, claymore, one piece and dragonball.. hahas cos i forgot when i started reading them.. n some is cos i read only a few chaps..

alright.. i'm going lunch le.. hehe

- recommend some mangas to me? -

a tribute to yang lao shi

2007-12-15T10:49:00.000+08:00

went to RI''s CO concert yest which was a tribute to yang lao shi who passed away in july this yr..

meant to write this entry after i reached home yest.. but didn't have the chance.. so it's better late than never i guess..

yang lao shi is the conductor i had while i was still in SACO.. frankly speaking i wasn't close to him or wad.. but i rmb he's really a nice person.. like wad the RI concert program booklet wrote, he's always smiling, nv angry, he2 ai2 ke3 qing1.. i still rmb he used to call all of us.. xiao peng you.. i always laugh when he call us that.. sounds so funny.. but i really think he's cute..

if you ask me last time if i hated CO.. i might say yes.. but now that i think back.. it may not necessarily be true.. i think although rvco might not be the most pleasant place i'd been.. but i still pride myself that i was part of it though i had not helped them win the syf gold.. n i like being on stage.. performing.. heh hehs.. though i think if i have a choice i most likely wouldn't choose to be in erhu again.. hmmm n that person.. maybe even if i don't hate him or stop disliking him.. i would nv like him.. hahas

in saco.. i really enjoyed the practices.. the da4 zu3.. although i wasn't paying much attention to our conductor last time.. usually self entertaining.. or playing around(maybe that's wad made it fun).. hahas.. had rvco made the practices enjoyable.. maybe i'd like it more.. haha

well wanted to talk about yang lao shi ended up talking about myself.. hmmm that concert made me think alot of things i guessed.. my memories in CO.. be it bad or good.. i think i won't regret joining it.. hahas.. big words.. hope i don't take it back next time..

hmmm i was reminded of a quote yest night(though i cant rmb the exact words of this quote)..

it's something like this:

when is it that people die?
is it when u explode by swallowing explosives?
is it when you suffer from a fatal disease?
or is it when u drink medicine made from poisonous mushrooms?
NO!
you only die when you are forgotten..

yang lao shi.. i'll nv forget you.. ok.. i would not always think of you.. but i think whenever i see CO i'd think a lil about you i guess.. (=

- rest in peace -

alert alert!!!

2007-11-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

EXAMS OVER!!

super happy.. cannot describe my happiness.. super happy..

wahahahs.. after my last paper.. i'm really super relieved n happy.. it's not a difficult paper but i dun think i'd do well since got qn i nv study came out.. but still.. i tot it'd be the toughest paper.. so v relieved.. den after that super happy!!

initially.. i was super depressed.. after mon's papers.. cos of my jap paper.. which i found out i made a super stupid mistake.. n the afternoon paper.. which supposedly i thought would be the easiest but end up i think i would do the worst for it.. budden after exams ended.. i really heck care le!! super happy.. cant even feel depressed over the stupid mistakes i made alr.. hehe happy..

dun think i'd score v well for my subj but just happy everyth ended!! hehe

now.. for holiday plans.. since i dun think i'd be working.. i'd be making full use of the time to play n slack!! hehe.. tml going kbox.. den next mon going watch hero.. den 6th gng out also.. wahahas.. but i still wan go out more.. who wan go where can ask me along!! hehe

- maybe people are happier when they stop expecting so much out of themselves -

going on hiatus

2007-10-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging.. there isn't much to blog about.. n there's other things which interest me more.. wahahas..

i think i won't be blogging till after end of exams.. will be too busy with sch stuff(i think)..

recently obsessed with mangas.. the thing with me is that.. my interest in something doesn't sustain v long.. unless i make it a habit.. like a habit to check these few websites whenever i'm online.. but of cos if i really like something.. even if i slowly don't care about it.. the feelings will come back after sometime(like when some events happen haha).. ahh dunno how to describe.. wahahas.. anyways.. suffering from post major manga syndrome.. =X

hmmm weather's been ultra weird.. unbearably hot for days.. den raining.. den hot again.. everyone pls take care of ur bodies!

- jiayou -

some quizzes

2007-10-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

well just goes to show how bored i am.. haha

You Are 70% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself.
Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great...
But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults.
As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

How Real Are You?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are a Bad Liar

Sorry, but no one is really believing any of your lies.
You're going to have to chill out and practice a lot before you can really deceive effectively.

Are You a Good Liar?

sometimes i think i lie pretty convincingly leh.. hahas.. but i don't like to lie.. unless no choice la.. hahas

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

i am sensitive? huhs.. hahas n the make frens easily.. sounds wrong too.. lol

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

heys where's my choc chip ice cream?! hahas

Your True Birth Month Is October

Selfish
Decisive
Romantic
Emotional
Concerned
Daydreamer
Sympathetic
Just and fair
Loves to chat
Bad tempered
Loves outdoors
Very opinionated
Strong clairvoyance
Attractive and suave
Easily lose confidence
Always making friends
Does not lie or pretend
Touchy and easily jealous
Inner and physical beauty
Treats friends importantly
Seldom helps unless asked
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Loves those who love in return
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Does not care of what others think
Loves to travel, the arts and literature

What's Your True Birth Month?

not that true for some things.. but some also quite true.. half half lo.. lol

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lot
But you also stretch the truth on occasion
You figure a little lie isn't a big deal
As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

How Honest Are You?

hey i'm quite honest.. sometimes anyways.. hah

You Are 55% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

sounds funny

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You Are 46% Jealous

You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about.
A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far.
Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses.
You'll be a better (and happier) person for it!

How Jealous Are You?

hahas sounds like good advice

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

What Color Is Your Aura?

hahahas! wrong!

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

ok i give up.. too many testes.. continue next time bahh.. hahas

- i think i need to spend more time on studies -

i had a vacuum clearer disaster today

2007-09-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

well.. i was guai today n vacuumed the floor for my mom.. she's not in though..

anyways.. when i almost complete vacuuming the hse le.. n at kitchen le.. den dunno how.. vacuum vacuum.. den sucked in the sock on the floor.. den i was like o.o! den stop the vacuum cleaner.. den twisted the tube out.. n tried to find the sock.. den my bro helped me open up the vacuum cleaner.. the store dust de place.. den hor.. he took out le den nv help me.. den hor.. i clumsy de ma.. den i accidentally opened up the whole thing n all the dust pour out on the floor!

=.= hahas.. den i abit panick.. but i cant find th sock inside! hahas.. den i just anyhow.. anyways.. my bro n cousin so bad.. say i lousy n nv help me at all.. stupid cousin worse la.. say i 1st time vacuum.. only today suay mah.. i vacuum so many times b4 le hor! hahas.. den i heck care.. den connect back the tube etc.. den need vacuum back the dust i poured out.. den the vacuum cleaner keep making weird noises.. den hor.. i vacuum initially still can.. but reach on point den cant vacuum le.. means someth block the hole la.. den i opened the vacuum cleaner again.. den spot the sock le!! really blocking the hole.. cos too big.. wahhaas

hey! next time stop throwing socks on the floor le la! stupid.. hahas

- tired lazy girl -

ahhh.. the world is beautiful.......

2007-09-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

just feel like saying that somehow.. hahas.. cant be always negative.. there're times which i find the world to be beautiful too.. ahhh.. this is one of those times.. i think maybe i'm just in a good mood now.. hehe..

i think holidays have a curing atmosphere.. cures bad moods? hehehes..

n i love reading ashin's blog.. hahas.. the things he wrote.. like alot of feeling.. aiya dunno la.. maybe it's just me.. somehow.. i find chinese blogs are sometimes nicer.. the language is more beautiful when u know how to use it?(ppl like me cl too poor cannot write in cl.. haha) but.. i don't usually have many blogs to read also.. i think blogs with alot of pictures are very nice too.. no need too many words.. hehehes

today went kbox with tian n sharon(hahas).. they both v cute.. ahhh.. n it was a fun day.. though i think kbox session too short.. nv sing till the songs i chose.. n i only picked 2 songs!! sobs! but nvm.. got pei2 them sing other songs also.. ehh.. then went imm.. hahas.. they bought clothes.. but none for me.. )= fat ppl have trouble finding clothes? ahh well.. i dislike shopping as well.. hehes..

maybe if i have time i'd ul some photos here.. but i look horrible in most of the pics.. so maybe not.. wahahas.. ehh..

but today is not perfect also.. but i shant think about other stuff.. it'd ruin my happy day.. hahas.. oh ya.. tian!! tricking lx was really funny.. hahas.. v long nv laugh so much le.. she v easily tricked.. lol n it's like someth really impossible.. ahhh but i got tricked many times b4 by ppl whom i know always like to trick me.. hahas..

ahh.. forgot to say!! officially singaporean le.. hahas.. feels weird.. but.. ok la.. hahas.. that day at ICA really funny.. me n tian laughed so much.. esp the 'chew'! hahas. bigky said it was funny as well.. but when i told hy n pot their rxn not as much.. well.. i think me n my siblings have same kind of humor.. hahas.. but they not as weird as me.. i found the sneezing part v funny also.. hahas.. i always laugh at weird stuff.. no!! bigky's weirder!! she laughed at the pomelo!! WAHAHHAAs so funny..

hey bigky.. i really miss u!! u n ur stupid laughter, exaggerated facial expressions n funny stories.. come back soon!!! XD

ahh.. hahas.. happy mooncake festival in advance!! i alr celebrated.. with tian n mom.. it's rather nice n interesting.. ahh next yr we shall me more prepared!! (=

- laughter is the best medicine -

hahas

2007-09-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

no worries.. i'm those kind of person who tends to think too much.. n depress myself.. but.. i always bounce back after falling into the vvvvvv deep pit.. ok! i cheered myself up again.. thanks for all the comments though..

hahas

i wanted to blog about smth.. but i cant rmb anyth now.. holey brain.. will edit after i rmb..

edit:

ok got some things to blog about.. went lib studying with pot on tues.. hahas.. which means lots of piccies.. i love her cam too!!

look at the lil yaoyao i 'turned' for her.. grey is also cute wad..

i'm trying to act hardworking.. but i keep wanting to laugh..

she's so bad took pic of me when i fell aslp.. that few sec only hor!! =P

posing with yaoyao.. wahahas

tootbrown ultraclear version!! her cam so nice!

reason y i love her cam.. it's sooooooo clear!! n i love this pic of keroro the best!

hp keychains hehe

omg he's so cute!! (=

took this in neoprint machine.. cos no $$.. lol.. i like the bg.. so nice.. orange

ok.. am tired now.. ciao!~

- wad can be used to cure mem loss -

...

2007-09-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

feeling weird.. hahas how to describe..

i think i get irritated more easily now.. plus.. i find myself strongly disliking some ppl whom did nth to me except being there.. like so weird.. i don't usually hate/dislike ppl just like that.. usually i'm influenced.. or the dislike is not so strong.. but past week got a few instances i suddenly strongly dislike the person.. but i think it's just that instant..

then.. during forensic sci.. i started to think wad gives us the right to kill off the murderers.. even if they killed someone.. den i'd think.. how come ppl r not supposed to kill each other.. and all the other weird weird stuff.. sometimes i'd think about equality.. n about how there's nothing that's fair in the world.. sometimes i'd think of how tired i am of my life.. how mundane it is.. most of the time i'd daydream.. about a life so perfect that it's impossible..

alot of times in sch.. i'd just go into stoning mode.. my frens would talk about something.. den i'd just not pay any attn.. i'm quite used to stoning.. but i find myself quite weird these times.. like i shut myself in.. luckily i can still snap out of stoning mode quite quickly.. den sometimes i'd talk about nonsensical stuff which i'd laugh at myself for talking about them.. but i really feel good just being nonsensical.. no need to think..

sometimes when there's something funny.. everyone will laugh.. i feel like i'm forcing myself to laugh along.. it's not like it's not funny.. in fact alot of times it's v funny.. but so weird.. maybe i just don't feel like laughing.. well only that few times only la.. hahas.. just feel that i should be happier..

i think i think too much le.. about how i should be instead of this way.. about how my life can be better.. hahas worried about unnecessary stuff..

oh ya.. i cant stand the way some people keep taking things for granted.. when others need help but just don't want to help just because he don't like it.. omg.. so stupidly irritating.. especially the attitude.. but more frustrating is that i see myself in that person.. it reflects what i sometimes do also.. i'm not as bad la.. not to that extent but i think i'm a v evil person too.. hmmm y do i always find faults with myself.. i think the one i'm most dissatisfied with is myself.. (=

- i think i'm a feminist -

hahas listen to this..

2007-09-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

i found a theme song.. wahahahas

- so tired nowadays.. not many things can cheer me up anymore -

wah seh!

2007-09-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

was cheated when i went buy shoes with tian at imm today.. ok la.. not really cheated.. but i felt cheated.. wahahas..

we went into the shop happily thinking.. there's a buy 'one get one free' sale(there were signs ard the shop).. so we both bought a pair of shoes each.. den when we go pay $ that time.. den i saw another sign which reads: 'choice of free gifts..... blahblah'.. den
i realise.. there's a small print on the signs!!

BUY 1 get 1 FREE (gift)!!! omg.. where got ppl write liddat de.. if u're gng to give free gifts.. aren't your sign going to be smth like: "FREE gift with every purchase"??? is that supposed to purposely cheat ppl who r as cock eye as me?!??! n the "buy one get one free" is printed as big.. n the "gift" so small.. who can SEE?!?!??! wahahas n the free gift is a pair of socks.. pls la!! i don't even wear socks!! =.=

hahas.. really felt cheated there.. n my pair of shoes not that nice also.. i only bought cos i really thought is buy one get one free.. hey.. is this retribution for taking these petty advantages? *smacks head* i cant believe i'm so stupid i actually think they'd give free shoes.. ARGH..

ok.. the shoe better last me for the rest of this year till next yr till long long.. NOT going back to that shop no matter wad.. wahahahas

oh ya.. imm don't have much shoes shop.. next time dun go there.. but got this v nice soft toy shop.. bought smth for my lil cousin.. shld be gng m'sia to visit her on her bday.. hahas..

n.. was quite pissed just now when my dad says he's gng to buy a hp for my bro after he go poly.. =.= if he wants a hp he can get it after he go work after o lvls wad.. cannot stand it.. he's just a spoilt brat who will keep asking for $$.. nothings else.. i believe money can be better spent.. =.=

- i only live a better life in my dreams -

i have shingles

2007-09-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

cries

v painful..

i'm such a stupid girl.. if only i'd told my mom abt it earlier.. i only told her after i developed the rashes for abt a week or more le..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shingles

sobsobs..

i love everyone.. all my frens n my family!

hmmm.. wonder y suddenly reactivate.. am i too stressed over sch? so weird.. argh.. even happy go lucky person like me can get depression? huhhs.. alamak.. hahas

- i can recover! -

i somehow always make wrong decisions

2007-09-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

like today.. i made the decision to take the bus who alr parked there for awhlie.. cos i tot since so packed alr den i just stand for the short bus ride to sch.. den will reach earlier also.. since the other bus if i get up will not get a seat too since so many ppl in the queue in front of me..

n.. wad a stupid decision.. not only this bus i took was overtaken by the bus i didn't take after a while.. it got stuck in traffic jam for a v long time.. n i saw 3 v empty buses right behind it!! argh..

i always end up making the decisions which will be worse den if i just stick along n dun do anyth.. stupid!

- frustrated with myself -

as ahmei said.. our memories....

2007-08-31T17:53:00.000+08:00

the day we went wildwildwet.. hahas.. all pics taken at same place.. so background same.. only changed expressions.. haha

candid shot.. she took when we not paying attention.. think my cousin was saying smth.. hahas.. n i look super ugly =X

my hair super tangled so i trying to untangle it.. hahas

BISH! hehes..

so nice to go out with the 2 of them.. n of cos the one taking the photo.. carole(ahmei's fren).. well.. i look ugly in all the photos but all these are part of a really good memory of a great day! n tiring day.. hahas.. next time go out try take nicer photos.. lol

- i miss everyone! -

need a post for my retired bestest eeyore keychain

2007-08-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

my eeyore hp keychain.. both ears drop le.. now in a v bad condition.. so i decided to let it retire.. i still love it alot.. but.. hahas.. it's too old le.. haha

1st time bought it.. took at library.. hahas

eeyore without it's 'skin'

i think this pic v cute though it's v blur.. hahas xiao eeyore!

lost this zhuzhu at cpf.. so sad!! i miss it

ahh my keroro!! v cute! hehe..

artistic pose? hehe

new addition to hp keychain family.. to 'takeover' eeyore.. can guess wad 'skin's pooh is wearing? hint:someone u see in circus.. heh

hahas.. the bg is ym's hand..

keroro with his new fren.. ^^

ok.. last pic of my dear eeyore.. think is the clearest pic.. i'd miss u! hehs

i still thinking of adding more to my collection.. hahas.. i like cute key chains..

- need more effort! -

hahas took pics at some gift shop today

2007-08-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

today b4 went to watch secret with wt(cos movie haven start).. went walk gift store.. den there when no one looking.. tou1 tou1 took some pics.. v cute!!

my most fave eeyore soft toy now!! hahas cos it got the toot toot innocent look.. v cute!!

another angle!! cute too!! hahas i love it..

look at these la4 mei4s!! hahas if anyone can get my han yu ping ying.. hahahas.. well.. wt came up with the name.. so funny! cos they wearing mini skirts..

there she is.. she likes to be in the pic with the la4 mei4s.. hahas..

anyways.. secret.. is quite a nice show.. i like the music! hahas..

- back to jap hw -

time for another piccie post!

2007-08-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

heh hehs..

i like taking pics.. but i usually don't take much.. n all pics use hp to take.. not much professionalism.. hahas.. but still.. i like taking pics alot..

yest went ntu study with ym n kq.. hence took some pics.. hahas.. not really of us.. but.. some cute things we have.. mine's the cutest!! ^^ =P

ym took this photo.. not as big size as the pics i took.. so no need resize.. n it's clear compared to the pics i took.. cos my hp cant focus de.. anyways!! so cute rite??!
EDIT: hahas the cam focused on the tut paper behind instead.. n notice the paper it's on? got a small pic i drew.. hahas

i just named it tootbrown.. cos it looks toot.. haha

introducing.. wooden lady!

hahas the cutest keychain i'd seen in a long while.. thanks to my dear tian for buying for us..

kq took this pic if i'm not wrong.. they love tootbrown too much le! hahas

i took this.. tootbrown looks v cute!! hahas

ym!! hahas.. she looks blur in this pic.. kq for once sucessfully took her pic..

the 3 furry things belongs to ym.. v cute also.. but i like this pic cos my tootbrown is at the background.. like wans to eat them.. lol

b4 woodenlady gets jealous.. i shall post another pic of her.. hahas but i like just now that pic better..

oh i'm posting this cos i scared kq jealous.. hahas cos i got post ym's pic mah.. lol!! just joking la..

notice no pics of me? hahas.. cos we only took pics of cute things that day.. alamak.. means i'm not cute.. well.. i guess i'm pretty.. =X waahhahas!

- sodagreen songs sounds abit alike.. but i like them all the same.. hehs -

is it really ok?

2007-08-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

i'm not those who really care that much about grades.. if i get v lousy or if i fail some tests.. i just take a look n forget about it.. the only times i'd feel particularly upset is when i feel i can do better.. or i really did so horrendously bad that i feel quite ashamed.. hahas.. but i get over it.. afterall grades dun mean everyth.. unless is those super big exams.. which really mean smth.. but cant be helped since everyth over le mah by the time results out..

but i really don't get how come someone can be so contented with a C6 grade.. i mean.. if u really put in effort.. or if u're really a v english person.. den your chinese really cannot make it.. but u passed with C6.. den u're happy.. ok i'm perfectly fine with it.. but someone who only speaks chinese.. n someone whom i know did not put in all his effort.. to be so smug after getting just C6.. is just so wrong..

ok la.. maybe it's good to be contented.. n actually i find it quite wrong for sg's education system to be like this.. everyth based on certs.. but if it's how the society is.. we got to do the best we can so that we wun get thrown behind right?

not that i have the right to say anyth when i do have shit results alot of times too.. n alot of times.. i feel happy just to pass a subject too.. but i always have the nagging feeling at the back of my mind that i can actually do better.. and.. i certainly dun feel proud of my grades.. if anyone ask me i cant really say..

i'm not a v ambitious person.. just feel that there're things which can be achieved if i try harder.. alot of times i let myself procrastinate(hey i finally know how to use this word).. but this sem i feel like i wan to try harder.. i want to show him.. it's actually possible if you put in the effort.. they say.. aim for the stars n you'd reach the moon.. i wan to aim further than the stars this time.. so i might reach the stars.. of cos me being me.. cant really be those straight A or A+ students.. but i have 8 subjects this sem.. i wan to aim for at least half of them As.. maybe i'd get like 2 or 3 this sem?! n raise my overall gpa?

from now on.. i must be more pro active.. attend all lectures.. LISTEN.. do tutorials.. hahas.. n go for floorball practices(yes i signed up for the cca today).. n i wan to go shopping.. meet up with my frens more.. n stop slacking in front of comp so much!

- searching.. tripping.. finding.. it's hopeful! -

my summer is so green

2007-08-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

sodagreen concert on 11 aug is sooooo nice!! hahas..

too bad too poor.. cant buy the tshirts.. the green one quite nice..

dunno alot of their songs.. only listened b4 afew.. but still.. very nice.. since bought the cheapest tix.. is at the top.. den cant like those who're downstairs there de.. cos like no1 stand.. hahas.. so just sit there.. but.. their songs really super nice.. gng to search n find their songs now.. heh..

anyways.. i think qingfeng's condition not bad that day.. he sing VERY nice!!

really admire their passion in their music.. the keyboardist.. so funny.. still go dance in some songs.. very cute!! hahas..

n qingfeng is super lame la! he talk alot of lame n funny n cold stuff.. n can really tell he's super happy la! he like abit drunk like that.. hahas.. giddy from happiness? hahas.. he keep suan-ing the other members.. den the way he talk.. is super kiddish.. ehh.. not like he's childish la.. i dunno lehh.. i think he got this v child-like innocence.. he no need act cute is cute alr!! wahahas!

den he keep saying he dun like to plan the things to say on stage.. he likes to think on the spot n say.. hahas.. i like his sincereness.. the rest of the members nv talk much.. but i think they're all v nice as well.. lol like i think should be correct like that.. hahas..

anyways.. the concert got one segment they got sing songs by other female singers whom affected them alot.. i think qingfeng really displays his singing abilities then.. cos veryvery amazing n nice!! the way he sing like very tao2 zui4 like that.. cant take my eyes of him la! hahas..

n the encore v nice!! hahas.. sang 2 songs.. xiao qing ge last.. qingfeng went down stage.. n everyone sang along with him.. den alot of ppl go crowd around the stage cos they all come down n sit at the edge.. den hor. after that end alr.. they came out again!! the "real" encore as they put it.. cos nv plan b4 hand.. cos all of us sing xiao qing ge with them.. den they come out again..

den those below.. gathered at the stage.. n shout song names.. den he collected 5 n sang all those songs.. very nice!! especially the last one.. 我的未来不是梦！my future is not a dream.. yepps.. so touched.. i'm gng to make my future not a dream too.. starting now.. hehs.. jiayou! gambatte!

next time they come i'm gng to sit in front le! (=

- i noe my furtue is not a dream! -

meet at orchard at blah~ time

2007-08-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

received similar msgs like that.. on 2 consecutive days from 2 diff ppl.. hahas wad a coincidence..

1st msg is from wt.. wad a surprise.. asking if can meet at orchard today.. of cos can.. i v free alr cos out of job.. hahas.. n just nice i wan go hand in timesheet.. now got more motivation to get out of house..

veryvery long nv meet them alr.. n surprisingly it does not feel like we nv see each other v long.. cos like sometimes.. if meet someone whom i've not seen for a long time.. at 1st maybe will be abit awkward.. but for us not like that.. straightaway got things to talk..

i realised i really miss the crapping we always do when we meet.. goofing ard.. cracking lame jokes.. ganging on hj.. hahas! so fun n comfortable (= yesh! n now all of us in ntu! must make the effort to meet up.. looking forward to karaoke outing!! HAHA..

still haven go hj's hse.. that one must plan also.. wah.. like more activities when sch gng to start.. hahas.. still haven plan finish the WWW outing with ahmei&tian.. plus.. maybe there's ntu expedition with cpf-ers.. aiya.. v troublesome.. hahas.. but i think everyth will be fun.. sch reopen may not be that bad a thing after all!! (=

kq's msg is like so funny la.. suddenly say meet at orchard tml.. like b4 that nv say anyth at all.. so sudden.. still deciding if i'm gng or not.. but i'm free leh.. hmmm.. *ponders*

- i think a good night's sleep clears all troubles away -

last day at work

2007-07-28T11:48:00.000+08:00

i'm writing this b4 my actual last day.. but think will only post it after my chalet..

thinking about alot of things.. but don't know wad to say yet..

this job i had is the most fun one i think(though i only had 3jobs.. 4 if u count the sg pools that one which i didn't get any $$).. really there's nth to be learnt from this job.. since it's such a brainless job n most of the time we're just sitting ard doing nothing..

but.. that poopoo.. wrote such a touching letter to me.. gave me on friday.. made me cry la!! piggish.. hahas..

i really think that this job let me know alot of people.. people whom i'd nv get the chance to know if i nv go there to work.. and i'm really really super glad that i'm one of the 3 who got chosen to stay till now(got to thank boss lucy that my name got picked from that "lucky draw").. got to know the other 3 stayed with me much better.. esp poopoo.. she's like always so happy.. i think she's the happiest person i've ever known.. of cos there're days that she look abit sad sad.. esp thurs! hahas.. but she's the only one i know who can really be happy from the time she wake up till the time she go slp.. like one WHOLE day..

it's been a really great experience at work.. not because of the things we do.. but because of the people i became frens with.. right now i really cant think of any scenario which we can be like that doing something together.. makes me feel rather sad.. i think for me right.. it's really hard to adapt to changes and new things.. which is why usually if i make frens.. it's usually those who i go out n have fun kind.. those whom i can share stuff n feel super comfortable with.. are few and difficult for me to make..

like this group of frens i made.. they're all very fun n nice people.. but only one out of all of them.. whom i think really is super good with me.. poopoo! hees.. we can be like totally crazy sometimes.. or super serious sometimes.. n.. she always make me laugh!! it's so easy to talk to her.. or easier to talk to others even.. when she's around.. n she always laugh at the things i say.. which i think are not funny at all.. hehes.. it's like we have quite some similarities but i think she's a much better person than me.. in all ways.. i'm really really glad that i met her..

it's kind of sad.. cos it's becomes really hard for our lives to intertwine again after the work ends.. and i keep thinking about bad scenarios.. like we moved on with our lives n all the times we spent tgt just became a memory.. there're alot of times i missed alot of things cos i keep pushing back the time i want to do it.. and losing important frens is just a sad feeling.. ok! i promise myself now!! i want to really make the effort to maintain these frenships i'd made!

shall update after my chalet about the real last day.. i must not cry! right now thinking of stuff which i maybe buy for them.. hmmm

-- after chalet --

fighting the emptyness feeling inside me.. it's much milder compared to that time after the chalet with my uni clique.. that time was the worst.. dunno how to describe.. poopoo said it's like after u experienced smth v happy den u'd feel that emptyness.. well.. it'd pass i guess..

oh.. final last day of work.. don't feel like last day at all.. when we leave that time still feeling like normal day gng off from work.. hahas.. den straight went chalet..

chalet was very fun!! maybe cos of the ppl there.. hahas.. played lots of arcade.. think daytona n basketball shooting is fun.. played mahjong.. n is the only one who won other than the mahjong pro uncle.. hahas.. den.. played asshole dai di.. oh.. n blackjack!! won more den a dollar(real money this time!).. hahas.. den got play jenga(smth like uno stacko.. but got write things on the block ask u all to do de).. still have one lame crocodile toy which poopoo brought.. hahas.. v cute n funny.. oh and got play some lame games in the 2nd day.. n captain's ball!! i noe they played some splash water game when i was away.. hahas lucky..

yups.. tues night went find pot, ym, jj n kq.. eat at yuki yaki.. cos ym's bday.. bought a pair of fox's slippers at $6.50 while waiting for jj n ym to come.. v fast!! cos with kq.. the super decisive girl.. went back chalet but no1 noticed i changed slippers.. hahas.. nvm.. the yuki yaki dinner was super fun n nice too!! so happy with them (=

by the time i wan go back chalet.. the bus to downtown east alr no more le.. den v paiseh cos my fren has to come n fetch me with her car.. thanks alot!! hehe but i go back chalet like nv do anyth.. only played heart attack.. which made alot of ppl injured.. hahas.. den only played awhile.. den they talk ghost stories which made me super slpy.. hahas.. den everyone just went to slp le.. i go back to chalet just to slp like that.. hahas..

one thing also.. only take v few pics.. sad.. nvm i noe we gng to meet up.. cos they all say so! hahas.. i'll miss everyone (=

oh ya.. feel v guilty using ah mei's card to book chalet for my own pleasure.. ok next time we need a chalet just for ourselves.. hehs!!! only will be v ex la.. cos think fewer ppl.. but think if only book one night also will be fun... (=

- super tiring but satisfied -

Th|nKyin

b4 flying to beijing~

五月天 歌词 生活化用法

nightmare~~

je sui en france!

korea part 2!!

korea!! (part 1)

the title heading the words so small cant see......

牙关

话太普通

27th march

signs that i'm becoming more of a scattered brain

yinology

look for a star~

relax...

cny photos! (=

twilight~

my cow is back!!!

happy cny!! (=

sick..

happy new yr!~~

fantasizing..

yay!! i got my badminton racket

complicated

hurray!!

後青春期的詩

你不是真正的快樂

出头天 mv?

to stay awake b4 exams!~

contentment

hahas

why is msn transferring so slow?

kanasai

超级懒的~

time flies~

laughs~~

olympics watch~ (=

cycling + concert

happiness is a disease~

long week

當全世界約好一起下雨，讓我們約好一起在心裡放晴

在我的天頂 大雨落不停 也不能改變到我的固執

走火入魔

yay!

21yrsold and head injury

出头天

(=

sometimes feelings can be so complicated

exams are over!!!

ganbatte kudasai!~

smart fool

piano genius

fatigued

aozora ga daisuki!

mada ame desu ne!

murphy's law

1st day of school after recess

it is so hard to keep that smile on my face

i love my friends!! (=

unhappy

new blogskin!!

happy valentine's day! (=

pictures!

happy cny!! (=

dementia?

m'sia trip

order made~

tired but happy..

new blogskin!

future..

blogskin

lives.. living.. lived.

library trip

registered for gss!!

new yr new sem!!

pics dump!

suddenly feel like blogging

i love reading mangas!

a tribute to yang lao shi

alert alert!!!

五月天歌词生活化用法

在我的天頂大雨落不停也不能改變到我的固執