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why do i have to do PW??!!! it sUx! ARGH!! i've been stuck doing it.. for like since 8!!! which is like.. erm.. more then 2hrs ago!! ARGH~ bleah.. so hot!! haiz.. finally finish the thing.. hmmm sent to pot and she gave me some advice.. like not to put so much animations and all that.. hehe i'll just go let them see tml then decide..

hmmm the above is wad i typed like.. erm.. 2 days ago.. and i was so busy doing pw tat i had no time to inish the whole thing so i saved it as a draft.. bleahs! *cough cough* :( i'm sick.. since yesterday.. i didn't do anything.. i just came home and feel sick.. fever somemore.. poor me.. haha i guess i caught some of amy's flu.. and was too weak.. now i keep sneezing and i think the tissue paper in the tissue box is about to be used up my me.. and so i'm sick.. went to see the doctor yest.. my dad thought i was infected with denki fever.. but the doctor said no.. i guess it's my fault.. cos i told him that my legs ache.. well wad the doc said is that i'd got viral infection.. something about my throat.. i dunno.. i think the med no use 1.. especially the med for runny nose.. i've sneezing my life out since i took the med.. sianz

aiya.. i dunno wad the guys are talking about.. they say they're not coming to sch tml.. tat they're sick.. i'm the 1 who's sick ok? dunno if they're lying anot.. and they're talking crap now and i dunno wad they're talking about.. *cough cough* i've got alot of things to do now.. got the miss ong thingy.. which i still have no idea wad to do.. and now pw's all so mixed up.. rajiv is craping and i dunno if ben's coming tml anot.. and all abt the format and everything is all so confusing.. i wish sneha is here.. it's so hot now.. bleahs!

aiya.. it's so sianz.. should i talk about wad happened since i last updated? i think i should.. haha hmmm i shld start from the open house last sat.. have to go school early.. like reach around 8.. den slacked abit before getting things into the audi for our performances.. turns out that our conductor got diarrea and cannot come to school.. den another guy conducted.. okay.. i think i'll just summarise it.. den the perfomance is so 'great'! and i slacked the whole day away.. den pot and ym came and we're just talking.. and i sneaked out of CO and went to harbourfront with them.. ate ice kachang.. hehe and went home.. it's fun i guess.. hahha very slack.. come to think of it.. i missed CO today too.. another funny thing is that pot and ym go past our sch's stop like 8 stops.. den pot got all bitten by mosquitoes.. haha poor her.. lol

then on sunday i think it's as usual.. i'll just skip and talk about mon den.. a boring day of lessons.. but went out with weiting and amy to jec.. they want to go walk walk.. but u noe.. jec like nth to walk 1.. so we went to eat.. long john silver's.. amy din eat though.. she says she got no $$ and she's scared if she cant eat dinner afterwards.. she's already quite sick den.. we were watching the tv outside the vcd shop.. some tvb show.. seems quite nice.. hehehe den the show end already.. and we went home..

so yesterday i came home and was quite sick.. went to sleep and woke up feeling worse.. oh ya.. amy took a green slip halfway in school and went home.. the lecture halls were so cold.. i was sort of freezing.. i start feeling sick after eating the fishball noodles.. i think i'm allegic to the noodles? haha went with amy to find miss ong to get green slip.. but cant find her anywhere.. in the end amy has to get a green slip from mr chan.. haha so weird.. so amy went home and there's onli me, huijun n weiting during chi period.. cos we have no chinese.. took some pics with my phone.. haha the 1 with huijun and weiting together is so funny.. lol

hmmm i'm going to do the thing for miss ong already.. still cant sleep.. not that sleepy though.. cos i slept too much.. haha

okkaay.. it's been SO long since i last updated.. kinda busy u noe.. erm.. ya busy.. haha the time i wanted to update and then was disturbed by my siblings.. they so busybody.. ah! don't wanna talk about it.. EeH? hehe then the other times.. like i said i was busy.. html-ing.. hehe i found a blogskin tat's so niCe.. haven add it to here though.. no time.. yest din use com at all.. i tot maybe my sis may wan to use? in the end i think she didn't.. not very sure.. haha and now i finally come and update.. but just now stupid sis wan to fight with me for the com.. so boring.. keep reading about cameron highlands.. it's like.. there's onli so much u can do there mah.. i'm sure the tourguild will bring them around.. come and disturb me.. hmmpt!

haiz.. tml is open house.. so boring.. must reach school by 8am.. cant even sleep in late.. :( and must perform tml.. i hope after the performance then can go home le.. if not.. it's so boring! i don't want to go.. but no choice! hmmm i skipped co today.. today's school end so early.. at 9+ hahha good rite? then we just walk out of the school.. haha the aunty ask us whether we're j1s or j2s den erm.. u noe wad we say la.. we can get out in the end.. the aunty still smlie at us.. hehe wt was so funny.. lol then we go ps.. to eat.. lunch.. which is like.. hmmm 10+ in the morning.. haha but we're all hungry la.. haha

hmmm in the bus still discussing wad to eat.. suggest so many places.. in the end.. guess where we go? foodcourt! haha like erm.. go ps when most of the shops were'nt open yet to eat in the foodcourt.. hj wans to go watch movie initially.. but wt doesn't want to cos she has no $$.. so in the end never go.. so we eat in the food court.. the 4 of us.. wt, hj, amy and me.. the non-chinese gang.. i mean we do not need to take chinese at AO level.. hehe so we get to leave school early.. hmmm.. after we ate finish lunch then go walk walk abit.. but the shops aren't all opened yet.. so we went to take neoprint.. the lousy machine! take so fast.. we haven't even get into position then it took already.. all tthe pics look so ugly.. no time to decorate at all also.. not even time to choose the pics.. in the end.. it's like wasting $$.. haha but nvm la.. though liddat but still have something to keep for remembrance.. ps nth to shop abt lehs.. so boring! walk here walk there for more then an hour and only got even more bored.. then amy and i went home.. hj and wt went back to school.. hmmm

the show on channel 8 is quite nice.. called which is about a group of swimming girls.. quite nice.. just finish.. hmmm think i end here la.. nth much to say already.. hehehe!

~you are not useless.. you only did not quite find yourself~

8:21 PM

cant think of better titles.. all my titles looked so.. erm.. ordinary? hmmm it's singapore idol now.. eH? ppl singing.. how they see who sing niceR? i can only tell if they really sing till v badly.. otherwise they sound ok to me.. haha think i'm a music idiot.. wad?! i'm from CO.. but.. still.. CO so wad? still dunno about much music.. haaa the ken lim sound so.. erm.. how to say? he din smile and all that.. den.. aiya i dunno la.. i got headache le la.. since dunno when in sch.. think is during bio tut.. he hor.. erm.. made me wan to fall asleep.. think i'm rather tired.. keep talking when i'm supposed to be sleeping.. really nice to talk to my sibs.. no GSS around to disturb.. haha

today get back results! ARGH!! getting the shock of my life.. u see.. i only got back bio and chem.. bio didn't receive whole set la.. but.. 2 sections only.. think erm.. i may pass.. I HOPE! eH? hehehe then i got the shock of my life when i got back my chem.. miss koh said banleng got the highest in our class.. ok.. tat's expected.. den she said the names of those ppl who got A.. she said my name!! OH MY!! i was so shocked that i asked my fren: 'did she say my name? did she?' den my fren nodded.. den i was like? how can it be?!! okay den i get back my paper.. did all the calculations.. still not believing but ya.. the marks are there.. i din know i'll get those chem energetics qns correct.. and i tot i'll get them wrong.. i din know what i was doing.. just trying to finish the paper on time tat's all.. hmmm i feel quite bad sitting there.. cos my fren sitting beside me.. i think she din do very well.. i feel bad for feeling happy.. she looks quite sad.. i dunno.. i hope i read her face wrongly..

singapore idol finish le.. it's quite well done i think.. though the judges sound.. erm.. biased towards some of the contestants.. dunno.. maybe my own personal feelings only.. anyway everything counts on the votes rite? hehehe actually ken lim is good.. he's the only 1 with differing views from the other 3 judges.. think he's good.. not influenced by the rest.. hehe ooh.. wad i want to say huh? think my math n gp won't do very well.. physics i'll sure get F.. soo.. is AO pass so difficult to get.. phys no moderation some more! ARGH!!! eH.. dun talk about results anymore le.. pw is so.. erm.. sianz la.. muz do the stupid speech.. aiya think i go do now.. if nv do den get scolded how? hehe keep getting distracted by the tv.. haha

forgot to add in the bit about pe today.. so come back and edit haha.. so funny.. i actually liked pe today.. played softball.. is fun! haha 1st time find pe fun.. hehe main cos i'm in winning team.. they really rox! i mean my whole class all very good! haha it's so exciting.. i can bat.. i'm actually quite shocked.. ran till so out of breath.. den those who played floorball yeaterday.. their whole body acheing..but still must run.. they climb up and down stairs keep having the ee ee ah ah sounds cos their legs so painful.. walk till v slow.. haha but they won 2nd! so proud of them.. onli lost to hockey players.. so they're so good!! hehe

i do hope such happiness stays.. do u think it can? wad a life....

argh!!! tml is normal sch day le.. DIE!! going to get back manymanymany test papers.. mom keep asking me everyday when i'm getting back.. if i get v lousy den i die le! esp phys! every1 say it's okay.. okay?!!! it's damn difficult la! as least to me.. think now den wun moderate le.. suddenly have an empty feeling of sadness inside me.. dunno how to discribe.. just sad.. why? hmmm exams papers.. ya.. but think it's only part of the reason.. oh my!! i must cheer up! think i go play sims2 later? haha

think my hahas sound so fake.. i don't feel happy at all! argh!! hmmm did i update yesterday? i think so.. did i? cant rmb.. hmmm think i got.. since.. hmmm i got use com yesterday.. love the days now.. when i got so much time to use com.. haha really la.. last time so deprived.. everyday is my sis n my bro playing.. hmmm tml their last paper.. then the com will be theirs.. i muz go play more today.. haha esp now 9pm no show to watch le.. yseterday.. last episode.. yay! it's SOO nice.. but the ending not so nice lehs.. i mean is a happy ending.. but like so abrupt.. suddenly from climax drop down.. hmmm so unnatural also.. hehe but nvm.. still like it ALOT! hees~

eH? dad so funny.. go and read my harry potter book.. well.. i v scared he go n spoil my book.. he so rough! anyhow fold den how? read till v slow also.. but think he can finish la.. not like my sis n bro.. read till halfway only.. hahas.. and he's reading now.. go guai? hmmm think he want to see why i like the book so much.. but i dun think he'll have same taste as me.. he maybe wun understand some part of it.. but u never know.. he may love it then will buy for me when the 6th book comes out? haha i daydreaming over here? hahaha

today the tiles painting is actually quite fun.. ya i joined tiles painting.. think i got say b4 rite? haha ya is fun.. but i dun think i'll join again la.. no talent.. lazy.. plus draw till so ugly.. hahas anyways.. they got ask who;s coming back next year to draw again la.. but i dun wan.. cos too troublesome.. the rest of the people there draw till so nice.. huijun is ao artistic! haha really la.. she drew alot.. like erm.. ard 8.. did the last 4/5 in 10mins.. dun understand was's she drawing.. but abstract la.. oh my.. i feel so bad talking abt her here.. haha but i praising her mahs.. the people there all can draw veryvery well.. some is art students.. but still.. non art students draw till v nice also.. hehe very fun!

CO today v tiring.. say end at 4 den end at 4.40.. the teacher today so hardworking.. but think is because he came late and gave us 1/2 an hr break and keep listen to phone.. however.. think he really tried to improve us today.. i mean really paid attention to our mistakes and all that.. he got abit erm.. strange when we're abt to end.. speaking gilberish? i think.. cant hear wad he talking.. but sounds like gliberish to me.. every1 look at him gonggong like tat when he said it? but still think he v talented la.. know so many instruments..

erm.. dunno wad to continue le.. but dun feel so sad le.. cos keep talking to guiying n amy.. hehe cheered me up.. LOLS ~smilex aLways~

wad the heck!! pw's made me so frustrated!! sooooooooooooooooo ANGRY! see la.. i keep shoting my mouth off at people.. especially that idiot emperor in the show.. that tie idiot.. abuse his authority.. ARGH!! make me so angry.. yet i cant bash him up.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! QI SI WO LE!!! so hot.. i think it's all pw's faault.. and the idiot emperor.. i was so happy a few minutes ago because of sims 2.. ya.. sims 2.. we intsalled it already.. not we.. i mean my sis.. or is it her friend? the hao lian kia? and all these while i've been telling tian to treat her friend betteR? hmmm ok think i'm not that angry le.. but it's commercial now.. later i see that idiot i'll be angry again.. however.. i saw hugechi!! yay!! first time like him so much.. i knew he got a way to deal with idiots.. idiots who doesn't know what's true love.. wat taking away all the obstacles? he go look into the mirror la.. then he'll see wad a fool he is.. lijun dun like him at all.. i thnk she hates him.. but she can do nothing.. :( haiz.. why all the people who don't love each other will end up together.. life's so unfair..

show finished le.. my hands' so sweaty.. i hope tml ends early.. because i want to play sims 2.. tml's show last episode.. yay! haha don't have to see idiot emperor again.. but i'll miss huangfu shaohua.. he finally found out lijun's identity.. so stupid.. haha hmmm today in school is all boring stuff.. cultural performance followed by music awards.. but no atmosphere at all.. hope the teachers' concert is okay tml.. don't want to fall alseep there or else will waste the ticket.. haha got pw tml.. yiks! hate it.. i muz remember to bring my personal folder tml.. hmmm or else dunno wad will happen.. hmmm i will finish at 11.10.. how many hrs to go through? hmmm alot.. most prob will sit till my buttock pain.. haha

there's CO today.. that's sad.. aiya.. my skills are rusty le.. go out of tune many times.. missed the 'pai zi' so many times.. played wrongly alot of times too.. this wed still have.. that's sad.. hate CO.. i mean i don't hate the CCA by itself.. it's like i hate going to CO.. wad a waste of time where i could have slackd at home.. i cant pon already.. they say they'll call my hse already.. cos i ponned too much? i hope not.. oh no.. just rmbed about my friends letter.. i'll write it tml.. i hope.. hmmm lazybones.. haa should i risk and go play sims 2 now.. think not.. my mom will scold.. it's late now.. late? not really actually.. but hmmm in her case after 8pm is considered late le.. haha

love cant be forced.. how true can that be? hmmm look at 'zai sheng yuan' then u'll know! hahaha no quotes for today.. not going to make it a habit.. if i got inspirations i'll come out with 1? hahaha *may you find the one you love today* ;)

friends are forever.. or are they? hahahhaa 

hmmm.. headache.. hahahahahhaha very funny!!! my bro yesterday never eat his bread then threw away.. then my mom found out.. because he very stupid.. throw the bread at a staircase there.. then my mom recognise and take back the evidence.. he threw in a plastic bag.. dunno why my mom would go and look inside the plastic bag.. but really so funny.. at first when he saw the 'evidence' still deny.. then my mom ask my sis.. she say she never throw away.. so it is my brother.. hahhaa just now still found out that my mom saw the piece of cake that i dropped on my way down the stairs very long time ago.. soooo long ago that i almost don't remember.. when she said.. it's so.. FUNNY!! hahaha

hmmm.. went to eat my med just now.. actually it's not that i haven recover.. but still cough abit onli.. really.. it's been so long since i'd coughed.. so? they still ask me to drink medicine.. bleah~ my palms keep sweating again.. the keyboard is wet.. the mouse too.. hate it.. well.. exams period? but it thought it's over? hmmm hangover period.. my feet feels wet too.. when i bathe got these strange stange feeling too.. is it coming back? those itchy things? hmmm i hope not.. still i sweat.. think it's the weather.. global warming? cant stand the weather.. recently read in a book that got mention something about global warming.. however.. it's a fantasy book.. nothing believable.. but it is still very enjoyable to read.. absolutely wonderful.. really funny too.. and i'd thought the book i read before that book is funny.. really.. this second book that i read is funnier.. at least i think so.. not much impression of the 1st book already.. but it was a really nice book all the same..

haha borrowed 5 books from the library when i went with ym yesterday.. 5.. and i'd read 3.. haha really.. very deprived of good books nowadays.. don't go to library that often.. usually go to tsudy only.. yesterday finding books to read is fun.. leisure books.. not research.. found sooo many.. haha ooh.. did i mention i went out with jj they all on fri? think i did.. haiz.. this short term memory of mine.. can things get any worse? only it isn't that worse at all.. or is it? i dunno.. i onli know i don't want to go to school.. don't want to get my results.. but i did work hard.. i tried.. i think i did.. as least more than during common test.. but.. i know i could have done more.. haiz.. it's getting depressing.. i didn't go CO today.. partly cos i want to finish the story book.. partly.. cos i'm lazy.. i'm such a lazy bum.. ah!!! don't want to talk about it already.. it's times like this that i don't want my family members to peek at what i'm writing.. makes me feel uncomfortable.. i know i won't be able to say all these things out loud in front of them.. bleah~ perhaps i'd even typed too much.. anyway.. i'm going to be optimistic.. soo.. people who was as lazy as i was during your exams as well.. stay cheerfull too ok? you'll never know what'll come out of late night studying will you? haha did i mean all these for my sis to see? haha i think she knows.. LOL good luck~ u'll need it.. right? hahaha i would rather you not.. ;)

Harvest Moon is FUN!!! haha i love this kind of games.. sort of like controling others lives? haha i'm a sadist.. or am i? maybe i'd so little control over mine that i want to make the game character's life as perfect as possible.. but u know.. this world can never be perfect.. just going to be happy if i;m allowed to play the games.. u know mom? she dosen't aprove of games.. thinks it corrodes us most probably.. wish i can tell her: hey! what's wrong with having some fun? hmmm.. well she'll probably scold me.. i think my bro plays too much games anyway.. hope he gets good results.. but cant have my hopes up.. he playing counter-strike at any available time possibe.. now there's harvest moon.. ooohh.. computer's something i'm going to find attractive forever.. even addictive.. hehe hope i can play sims2 soon.. hehehehe even though it's pirated.. who cares.. there'll always be poor people in this world.. or else where do you think the rich guys come from? haha that's my quote of the day.. i do hope it's original.. hahahhaa NITEZ

ps: think i don't sound like myself today.. or is it this is myself? shrug

feeling sleepy.. going to go out later.. so cant sleep.. so sad.. yawn.. think going to have headache le.. sis ask me to go look at her making crazy actions.. siao.. keep forcing me to look.. crazy.. dunno what she doing.. threaten me won't let me wear her clothes.. aiya mom asking me to drink medicine le.. my cough lor.. still haven ok.. actually is better already.. but still not fully recovered.. lousy med..
today finally finsih exams le.. is physics paper.. really bad.. i mean really BAD!! think i going to get 10+ marks only.. really dunno how to do.. study already still no use.. haiz.. might as well don't study le.. my bro imitating my sis.. act cute.. VOMIT~ ok la.. think i going to be late le.. update next time.. oh.. i going out with jj, joce n yinghui.. haha

with you beside me, i've nothing to be afraid of.. except chem and maths! 

hmmm just now someone called and hanged up upon hearing my voice.. maybe i'm just too suspicious or what.. but i feel that the person who called may be ah boy.. my brother.. because it's definitely not the crazy prankster who always call my house and then hang up.. because there's only one call.. and my brother still haven't reach home.. maybeee.. hope it's just me being sensitive.. hmmm it's his exam period too.. and he still so slack.. much much slacker than me.. never even study i think.. today got history exam for him.. yesterday night still so slack.. still walk walk around.. hmmm mom and dad bring grandma go see doc.. he prob knows it.. call home to confirm only.. hmmm i can be a detective already.. haha.. not that i want to be so suspicious of him.. but he's always like this.. never pays serious attention to his studies.. don't know what he's going to do if he fails his end-of-year exams.. hmmm don't want to talk about him already..

today is my bio spa.. science prac assessment.. so stressful still call spa.. cant finish.. really bad.. i so damn stupid la.. didn't fill in the values for the 2nd experiment.. really.. i thnk is after that time during chemistry spa where that TooT teacher caught me writing after time's up and made me cancel the things i wrote.. then now i don't dare to write.. hmmm hate that teacher.. think i going to fail bio already.. spa is so bad.. they say it takes up 20% of our A'levels.. DIEE~ how to get an A like this.. do you think they will moderate? hmmm i don't dare to hope..

aiya.. tml is chemistry and math paper.. i shouldn't be here writing these stuff.. my chemistry really alot to study.. but think i will bathe after this and go study le.. the problem is that.. i'm so HUNGRY!! mom says she's going to buy food for me.. but dunno when she's coming home.. hope she comes back quickly because i'm starving.. only ate half of the bread today.. shhhh.. cos it's really not that tasty.. and the bus had arrived.. ah.. who cares.. just throw it away.. cant eat on the bus mah.. i'm such a law bidding citizen? lolss

yesterday that show.. the lie huo xiong xin.. cant remember the english title.. really nice! and SUPER sad!!! i was crying even after the show has ended.. the ji detian die already.. left behind his daughter.. their relationship were SOOOOOOOOOOO close!!! when he died still calling out his daughter's name.. SO SAD!!! waahh~~ feel like crying again.. so sad he and yinyi never managed to get together in the end.. but nvm she still likes yaoyao so much.. hehe i ask u an IQ question har.. what's the greatest regret adam and eve have on their wedding day? it's because noone's there to attend their wedding! haha~

1:35 PM

i like this pic 

Cute? 

i've decided not to put the "not a day of" in my title le.. so boring.. hmmm 2 days nv update le.. not really that free u see.. fri is because go eat lunch with parents.. lunch with lasted till 4+.. cos they have too much to talk about.. about this new restaurant dad's going to set up.. wish him good luck here before hand.. it wasn't that boring listening to them though.. very funny at times.. finally persuaded dad to use normal plates insstead of disposable ones.. imagine u walk into a shop and they serve u things in disposable plate... u might as well 'da bao' home and eat.. hmmm that's how i feel but everyone(besides my dad) agree with me.. then he listened.. yeah!! high-five^ for me! haha
yesterday went studying in library with ym.. hehe like my usual activity on saturday.. but yesterday.. due to the interuptions from an 'evil woman' who dont let us do self-study in the library.. oops dont put the name of the library now.. in case any1 knows i'm talking about who.. but she may know.. she's so scary.. haha i was so engrossed in reading this book called "mathematics scandals" that i did not do much studying yesterday.. hmmm going to study later after writing this blog..
think i have short-term memory.. not think.. is actually have.. two days and still so little things to write? i used too many smses already.. hope don't exceed.. very ex the bills.. but like so many things to talk about? haha got hp more convenient now.. but must still save $$.. i not rich mah..
oooh.. about bio last friday.. it's erm.. difficult i guess.. but still do-able.. think is because i really got go and study.. especially the DNA stuff.. come out alot.. hehe was studying physics just now.. found out how little that i really know.. i so stupid.. but i like the textbook.. althouugh overdue must pay fines.. nvm as long as it helps.. the teztbook that i bought? so thick.. haven really opened it.. think it'll be too wordy for my taste.. no time to read it anyway.. maybe next time.. like always i say that.. ookay.. trying to change now.. hehe
tomorrow going out to study with ym again.. but still not sure go where.. just receive an sms.. dunno from who.. actually is 2 smses.. think is from pot and ym.. since i only sms them.. ohh.. never help jj scan her thing.. maybe tml.. nv on the printer anyway.. going to study physics le anyway.. hmmm hehe think i write quite long this time.. is a good thing.. haha
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