thanks to all that made my bday.. erms.. special.. n the reason y i didn't have a bday party? i'm greedy.. the more the celebrations the better! wahahahas.. =X
this is my new friend: ^^ happy.. handmade bear which bigky asked her colleague to make for me.. what makes it mean even more to me(other than the fact i really like bears).. is she remembered it from so long ago.. b4 she went australia.. her colleague made a bear for her: this.. jingjing(tm) bear.. i love it so much that i make a post on it long ago.. link but the pictures from long ago all gone.. stupid imageshack.. =X hahas.. tada~ 2 of them together.. yinyin(tm) bear looks skinnier than jingjing(tm) one.. i know alr.. her colleague thinks i'm skinnier than her.. wahahahas.. no la.. actually i like the fatter pink bear.. ^^ there's a description of the bear inside the card.. very cute too.. my eyes actually teared when i received the bear from her.. hahas =X
but the day.. after my birthday.. i fell off the chair.. it's a chair with wheels.. n i was standing on it trying to get something from the top of my book shelf.. n big clumsy me slipped(but hey! that chair has wheels so it's not entirely because i'm clumsy right? ha).. fell on to the floor.. big bom.. n big baluku on me head.. it was super duper painful.. the baluku like formed immediately after i fell.. circumference like the size of a big orange.. it was in the morning.. n all the way to school till half of the lecture it still hurts..
maybe that's y i feel a bit groggy even when i went for the steamboat that night.. hahas.. it still hurts sometimes even now.. but most of the time if i don't touch it then it's ok.. don't know how to describe.. but i think i killed millions of braincells with that knock..
went to see doc at polyclinic yest.. cos my parents were afraid if there's any internal problem or what.. and then.. ok let me explain 1st.. pot i don't mean to give you wrong info.. but i really don't know! hahas.. the thing is i walked out of the polyclinic without paying.. =X hahas i really thought don't need to pay.. they nv ask me to pay.. n i haven't gone to see doctor there for like donkey years.. n the payment counter is at such an ulu position.. hahas.. ok enough of excuses.. but let me try one last time k.. my head is injured therefore i cant think clearly.. hey! that's a valid reason right? hahas.. was laughed at by my whole family alr.. but seriously.. when i went to make payment today(mom said they may charge interest but i don't think so).. they said it was outstanding payment.. which means next time i go see doc then pay is still ok i guess.. heh hehs..
i still feel a bit scared when i go give tuition.. my tutee is this 8yr old girl.. who is.. a bit emo.. n i really don't get her.. she can tell me some stuff.. then when i reply her.. she shows this disinterested face.. n her concentration span is really a bit low.. i guess teaching her really trains my patience(n i'm a very very impatient person).. hmmm
- i aim to be better! -
2:16 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008Y
出头天
new song from mayday.. long time since their last tai2 yu3 song.. it still sounds abit familiar(sounds mayday.. ha) but v nice!
to the victims of sichuan earthquake.. hope tomorrow will be a better day and everyone a speedy recovery!!
- i wonder this and that.. but i'd like to stop thinking.. -
6:57 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008Y
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柠檬汁 = lemon juice 橙汁 = orange juice 酸柑汁 = lime juice
奇异果汁 = strange juice
saw this in popular.. browsing this book showing weird english in china.. called chinglish.. it looks even funnier in the picture.. lol'ed
today is a happy day~ haha
oh i wanna say something!! wednesday, tcher showed us a super boring movie!!! i tried super hard but still fell asleep at least 3 times.. but i think it's really more times than that.. hahas.. if he asked about that movie in the exams.. i'll be really like.. 'no comments!'
still haven started doing the homework.. distracted by manga, tv n dvd(ha!).. ok i'll try to start soon!~ =X
ganbatte! (=
- adventure? -
10:55 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008Y
sometimes feelings can be so complicated
i don't want to be angry.. cos i know being angry all the time cause harm to the body(i think i read it somewhere).. so most of the time i suppress myself.. but i'm really a short-tempered person.. i have to suppress so many times.. so is it good to my body or even worse?
gosh!
but i think i'm still a very selfish person.. cos when the thing directly concerns me then i'd really feel the anger.. argh.. ok so this kind of anger shouldn't even exist in the first place.. but it cant really be controlled when u're really very angry right?!
gosh!
y am i so su2 la4??! i used to not know the meaning of that word till huiyu told me.. but it describes me perfectly..
gosh!
i don't know what to do.. what to say.. n now.. what to feel.. what else? who can make u helpless n sad n angry n want to don't care but cannot help but care? issit because i'm a taurus and am stubborn about some things.. some things which i should alr 'see the light' n let go? perhaps under the cheerful demeanor some ppl always show there's something that makes them want to stamp their feet sometimes? am i deluding myself? i really don't know!!
i just want to be happy.. n more than that.. for the people around me to be.. well that's a goal isn't it.. i guess typing all these out helps.. i think i can smile after this.. (=
- nothing happens by chance.. don't take everyone for granted.. pls! -
