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listening to a radio prog by mayday.. done in 2001.. hehhs.. sounds funny.. but my brain cant function properly la.. aiyo.. cannot multitask.. hehes.. then sometimes will miss wad they say.. but now is song lucky la.. hahas!!

hmmmm.. 1st of aug le.. which reminds me.. i gt lots to do lehh.. hmmm everyth concernin uni lo.. troublesome.. tuition grant.. n the matriculation thingy.. wad if i lost my matric no? oooooops.. den die lo.. aiyo.. me still so last min.. v irritating la.. haiis..

OK LA! XDD

oh yesh.. i finally went seoul garden.. =X hahas.. to celebrate ym's bday.. supposedly la.. onli we all are busy eating la.. wahahahs.. but i think it's been fun.. XDDD

we shld hold more gatherings liddat!!! onli with pot as well!!! XDDDDDDDD wahahhaas

feeling kind of sad...... cos holidays gng end soon... arghh.. just cant shake off the feeling that i'd made a bad choice of going MSE.. i mean.. bigky alr gt 2 frens in MSE le mahhs.. my seniors.. then hor.. aiya.. v weird de la.. aiyo.. v troubled la.. =X

- hope i get over my obsessions -

i should continue about my gan2 xinag3 part from taiwan.. but hmmmm.. drag too long then forget le.. hehes.. too bad..

i mean forget wad i wan to say la..

anyways.. today i didnt go out again.. oops.. onli like any other saturday.. very bored.. n spent whole day in front of the comp again? do i sound like the anime show just released nt long ago? ok la.. me nt so extreme.. =X hahas..

recently keep going ptt.. sort of like a forum type of place.. but except it's nt viewed in m'soft explorer.. i think it's sort of like those news grp.. b4 m'soft internet explorer was invented.. those kind.. n yuppies(influenced by gs la!).. go there cos of mayday.. ok la.. nt everyth i do is because of them la.. hahas..

today heard some news about as.. maybe all are true.. but i still want to believe what i feel.. i'm an easily influenced person.. but this time i hope to hold my stand.. for the 5 ppl i like most in this world(excluding my frens n family.. they're on a diff level k? XD) waiting for their newest album patiently.. i just want to be a fan of them n their music.. spare me of gossips n rumors i dont wan them to spoil this feeling..

what is mayday? i realli dont know.. i dont know y i like them in the 1st place.. ok la.. i dont know most of the stuff i do in my life.. i'm still in a searching mode.. to find my purpose in life.. i do not wish my life to be gone just.... like this.. nothing significant.. nothing which will make me even have some regrets in my life.. i dont even know how to live life to the fullest.. years will pass b4 i know anyth actualli happened..

but at least i know.. if i have smth i like.. i must hold on to this fondness.. n dont let it become lost as time goes by.. i know this is not called "enjoying ur life to the fullest".. but at least it is someth i'll treasure to the rest of my life.. memories i know i wouldnt forget.. yes it'd fade.. but it'll always remain there..

uni's approaching.. hoho.. cant really say i'm excited or scared.. i'm more of a passive person.. maybe till that day itself then i'd feel those feelings.. most likely i'd be scared.. hahas.. it's still a challenge for me to make new frens.. but i'm trying.. trust me....... i hope i find some1 who likes mayday too.. XD =X hehehees..

alot of mayday's songs are about chasing ur own dreams.. sometimes lead me to think wad is my dream? wad do i realli want to become in the future? an engineer?(paiseh.. dunno wad else i can become besides that).. realli dunno.. i realli feel that i'm those kind of person.. just follow the flow.. go thru uni.. come out to work.. n earn money.. maybe if lucky get married n have kids n then... die peacefully? i dont know if it's cos i'm those kind of ppl who waited for things to happen without trying hard to make things happen? all talk n no action.. that's how i am.. even if my heart is very obviously telling me to rebel.. to do someth! i just cant get myself to do it.. sobbs.. pathetic...

quoting from takemoto of hnc:"is it worse to not know what you want? or to know what you want but cannot get there?" ok la.. nt the exact wording.. mem nt good enough.. hehes.. yuppies.. i dont know what i want... yet? i hope.. =X personally i think both are pretty bad.. like u dont know wad u wan.. v sad mahh!! like me! no direction.. n then if u know wad u wan n cannot reach that target.. also v sad!!! realli la.. aiyo.. =X

work sounds depressing...... but i'm still young!!! okies.. i'd try to play hard... n really STUDY hard this time round.. no more last chances.. i know.......... no more talk n no action le!! hehes.. n to the others out there still searchin ur way in this foggy twisted world... just to let u know i'm with you!!! XD then to those who found your path.. do ur best to stay on it all the way!! n reach ur destination!! XD oh even if u did sway from that path of urs.. u can join the rest of us homeless ppl n search for new path? hehehs..

- somewhere in the universe.. a lil solar system.. where the 3 planet from the sun.. is the green not so big earth.. and on it a tiny island.. at the west of this island.. in a hdb flat which hses thousands of ppl.. in a small apartment.. seated in front of a lil dell computer -

=D so fun.. back from my so-called "taiwan" trip.. more like a super mayday trip.. wahhhahahas.. *shy* spent so much money on them la.. 1st is the 2 concert tix.. then fly there somemore.. then bought their mechandise.. aiya.. who ask me go with mayday fans.. so like kinda influenced n bought quite some stuff.. hahas funny..

hmmmm let me recap some gan3 xiang3 about this trip.. about taipei itself la.. hmmm it's quite far from the airport.. hahas.. i mean my hotel in ximengding la.. took ard 50min-1hr by bus.. then on my way there.. i find the road looks like m'sia kind of road.. i wonder y huhs? hehes

after i checked in at the hotel rite.. then.. went shilin.. took the "mrt" there.. hahas.. more like underground train.. the train moves v noisily somemore.. hahas.. but at a greater frequenct than our mrt.. such that at all the times i took the train.. it was nowhere as packed as it is in singapore(thought of this when i was on mrt home tonight)..

hmmm n hor.. the train stations.. this 1 i must say la.. cos i 1st time take dunno.. then i stood on the left side of the escalator.. then realised.. the left side is like usually left empty for ppl to walk up de.. like if u dun wan to walk up the escalator.. u'd stan don the right side.. usually will cause a jam.. but still no 1 will stand at the left side.. hmmm.. n hor.. they'd realli queue up to go inside the train.. quite.. hmmm orderly? hmmm

oh the shilin place rite.. like the whole place sell ard the same things lo.. the food.. n stuff.. hmmm ok la.. me onli bought a bag.. gold colour de.. =X hahas.. then onli eat abit of the food.. hahas.. n i was thinkin of ym when i at the food market.. hahas.. =P

then 2nd day.. travel to the xiao ju dan place.. super hot man the weather.. sweating like mad.. ok.. ya travel there to take the queue no. hahas.. as we went not so early so the no. not v front la.. but ok la.. still quite front.. i feel la.. then after takin the no.. queue for the booth sellin their stuff.. boliao la.. queue for more than 2 hrs under the hot sun.. even if in shade also super hot.. think i become darker le..

ok rant abit about the concert.... hmmm seems like every1 find the hk final home concert still the best.. must be the place's prob.. personally also dun quite like xiao ju dan.. =X hahas.. but ok la.. still much better than sg's.. energy come out that night.. no energy liddat.. n sing till so soft cant hear.. then.. leehom.. is much better.. more high.. but i like rock area A.. the 1st night better.. but 2nd nite more laughter n tears.. jishituan is disbanding!! )= sad.. but ending they keep throwing water.. v fun.. hehes.. well.. like my mom said.. this kind of crazy things do once can le.. i can watch my final home dvd in the future... haiyoooos.. will miss them.. hope they come sg have concert soon!! hehees.. =D

gosh sleepy le.. still got some stuff abt taipei wanna post.. but wait till next time la.. =X hahas..

- wo hao xiang hao xiang fei.. tao li zhe ge feng kuang shi jie -

gosh.. me open this window then forgot all about it.. hahas.. abit too busy dl-ing songs n chatting.. then still gt watch tv.. gotta miss xi guan da shao n tuo qiang shi jie.. hehes..

anticipating my taiwan trip.. mayday concert!!! whooooooooopees.. yepps.. not yet packed.. but ok.. will settle it by tml.. then will go.. excited.. hehes.. hmmm ok la.. after all these time.. when i think of this will find myself realli too rash n crazy le.. well.. this most prob wun happen a 2nd time.. so i gotta enjoy it really!!

i'm so dreading school.. totally.. maybe cos i know i'd be lonely.. haiis.. the sch's gng to be really big also i guess.. hmmmptx.. everytime ppl ask me wad i gng to do in the future cos i choose to study MSE.. i'd reply dunno.. cos i realli dunno!! i have no idea y i chose this course even.. between real estate n MSE i think MSE suits my character i lil bit more i guess..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! *screams* i dunn wanna go into the adult world.. going to be sooooooooooooo BORING!! =.=

- save me.. help me.. i cant seem to find myself in this endless sea.. -

wahahas.. my 200th post leh.. woahh.. so fast ehhs.. long time no blog le.. din even go back to cont my stupid prev entry.. hehes..

yupps.. me love hnc sooooooooo much!! i might realli be my fave anime.. but too bad i alr made fma my fave.. sooo it's 2nd la.. but love it so much.. lol



i love this vid.. from epi 2 of 2nd season.. *hic* then hor.. cos hor.. recently i deal with alot of ppl with hiccups la.. like ym.. keep havin hiccups den ask me how to cure.. *hic* i'd think of hnc.. then i recently readin a book.. gt this person also have hiccups.. for a month la.. then.. my sis that day also hiccups.. *hic* but no1 can discuss with me.. cos no1 watched/read the manga!?! hahas.. *hic* lastly.. morita rocks!! =D

i am so damn pissed when my mom says: go slp alr.. go brush teeth! now!! i say now!! go brush teeth since the light is on now!!(esp this sentence pissed me to hell!) go sleep now! i said by 12! go slp by 12!! always waste my electricity!!(hell!! this sentence pissed me even more!!!)
i'm like wth la!! cos i wan to go brush at my own time also cannot.. i;m controlled by when the light is on?!?!?! gosh.. n very pissed when she force me to slp.. not slpy ok?!?! hmmm it's 12am now!! i dun wan slp can?! come out n scold me now la!! waolao.. so damn pissed.. waste electricity.. y is slping late connected to wasting electricity.. y?! y?! y?!?! y if papa fell aslp with the lights AND tv on NOT wasting electricity? y?! y when i doing things using comp wasting THEN?!! even if i reading book.. doing CONSTRUCTIVE thing ok?! y is it wastin electricity?! damn pissed.. hmmm ok.. vent abit of my anger alr.. go slp le.. sekali she realli pop out.. =.=

oh yeahh.. i think mayday make real nice djs.. hahas.. so funny.. listenin to them.. oh yeah not forgeting shijie.. he's damn cute.. =D

- the 2 things i'm addicted to currently.. mayday.. n hnc(morita? XD) -

ask me wad am i doin here at 12+am bloggin away.. ask me!!! some1 ask me!! ok.. i'm bored..

woahhh ten yrs nv blog le.. juz kidding.. ok 2 weeks rite? seems long to me.. esp with that real boring job of mine.. n realli y i din see jy when i always go that foodcourt? hahas.. n.... woahhhh!!! comp is being super lag.. as i'm typing the words refused to come out.. hmmm i wonder wad's laggin this comp? no memory? or no ram? or internet connection? or wad?! wth.. =.=

ok... some latest updates:

1. today, 30th of june is my last day at "that horrible place".. seriously.. gt quite some ppl ask me to extend.. but i refuse.. issit realli bad of me? cos the ppl there realli quite nice to me lehh.. nv scold me or wad.. n always joke like that.. think i have a good boss.. hehe.. wad if next time i quit my job if i found it to be too boring also? kinda irresponsible? hmmm console myself by saying it's a temp job onli.. well KH keep askin me if i learnt anyth there.. yesh i did.. the art of pretending.. call me the expert! hahahahahs.. my bad.. =X
2. went for the ntu medical checkup le.. ok la.. not as scarly as i thought.. though when the doc press my stomach it's so itchy i keep laughing.. hehes
3. i'm going to taipei on 21st july.. hahahs.. =X

WHAT THE HELL!! FEEL LIKE KILLING STUPID BLOGGER!! WHERE DID THE REST OF MY POST GO?!?!??! I HAD TILL 10 UPDATES>.. NOW ONLI LEFT 2 N A HALF!! grrr heck going to slp le.. but so pissed till not slpy le!!!!!!!!!!