Wednesday, January 30, 2008Y
new blogskin!
nahh.. just a temporary one.. i don't love bleach so much that i'd use this as a permanent blogskin.. hahas..
but i tot this skin is really cute.. so i'd use this for the moment till i find one i really like..
i still really really really love my old blogskin lots.. big thanks to huiyu-san! love ya lots lots lots! (= and i love mayday lots too!! ^^
today went shopping.. =X guilty.. hahas.. huiyu-san's driving skill is really quite good worh.. ^^ they helped me chose a nice pair of shoes.. new shoes for new yr! n try to force to buy this dress which i think is v short.. hahas.. yeah.. n i bought a pair of shorts at the market near my house.. very cheap.. only 8.90.. but hope it wun be too loose.. waii brought me there.. must thank her for the companny.. really crap alot when with her.. (=
recently seem to be blogging quite a bit.. i'm not really that free.. just that i make myself free by not doing anyth.. hahas.. shall go fold clothes le.. if not my mom will say me.. heh..
ja, matta ne~!
- my memory is deteriorating )= -
7:12 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008Y
today's japanese lesson was v fun as usual.. (=
need to piah lab report again tonight.. super sad..
saw this in a email:
Unhappiness is not caused by adverse circumstances; it is caused by our own negativity. ~ Daisaku Ikeda
how true.. i shall be more positive!! then i can be happy!! ^^
hmmm i think thoughtful planning in life is important.. esp after o levels.. but what is life without a lil excitement? i will still continue to daydream.. but one day i want to work towards my goal too.. ahboy!! find your goal n work towards it too!! no matter how long or hard it take.. (=
i learnt that hardwork is really really important!
- someone help me think of someth positive about lab reports! i cant think of any ha -
6:41 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008Y
future..
on fri went dinner outside cos mom's bday on sat.. den dad cannot come home for dinner on sat.. then we pushed it forward.. then we talked about alot of stuff.. one which i still quite rmb is about the lift upgrading works at my block.. i saw that they digged a super big hole.. then my dad told me it'd take at least 6 months b4 they can start building the thing up.. n he told me the upgrading work he was in charged with.. he'd completed 5 blocks..
seldom talk about his work with him.. made me realise that.. actually no matter what job it is.. there'd still be some ppl who are pro that it.. their own area of specialty.. so really.. there're so many things we can do in the world.. i dream of a future which i'd tell others how things would get done.. hahas.. so there isn't a job which is really bad i guess..
sometimes i feel that how u look at things depends on how content you could be.. if u're content with just very lil.. u can be happy with very lil.. which influence what job u'd choose.. hahas but i'm a very greedy person.. i wan an amazing career which i can enjoy myself in.. that's like an impossible goal.. hahas.. humans are really complicated creatures....
today my cousin came n visit us.. he shared alot of his experiences with bigky.. then i just listened.. he really makes alot of sense.. n i believe it was a lesson for me too.. like how should i deal with interviews.. what can be done b4 interviews.. etc.. i'm a failure at interviews.. i'm just a nervous wreck sometimes.. hmmm! new new yr resolution: to be more confident! (=
- argh still stuck at lab report )= -
9:51 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008Y
blogskin
thinkin of changing.. use this for like quite long alr.. hahas maybe i got sick of the blackiness.. (= cant say i got sick of mayday mah.. that's wrong! haha
hmmm today din hear my alarm again.. woke up at the time the lesson supposed to start lo.. sian n somemore i did do that tut.. though got stuck at the 2nd last qn.. but i did anyways.. dunno correct or not though.. the ans..
and i hate my hp!! keep restarting itself... grrr
- need new alarm! -
4:13 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008Y
lives.. living.. lived.
just read one newspaper headlines.. which said 2 ppl used knife to hack each other.. whereby the woman died from the fight.. wad astonishes me more than the fact that how could ppl kill one another so easily is that.. y ppl don't value their lives more?
no matter what the reason.. n leave out the idea that killing is wrong.. there's no way that anyone could escape totally from a murder right? if u're gng to lose ur life when they find out u're the murderer.. y did u murder in the 1st place? it baffles me.. maybe i'm the kind of person who places self-preservation above everything else.. not the kind of self-preservation that u make other ppl scapegoat in order to protect urself.. but that kind that you stop urself from doing things that may endanger your life..
- i still like living -
5:59 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008Y
library trip
went lib with tian today.. hahas.. that bad girl ponned lesson cos dun wan go sch.. =X
but i went to replace my lib card.. cos i cant find it.. like lost for yrs.. but replacement is $5 lo.. den i paid mt $4++ fines.. end up almost spent $10 for the card.. nv borrow storybooks for years n when i wan borrow.. wahseh.. cost so much.. the books better be nice lo!! haha
now got books to da3 fa1 shi jian on bus le.. happy.. so long nv read story books alr.. hope i can still read v well..
oh ya.. n this morning.. when i going of house that time.. had a huge scare.. cos i opened the door.. plus my gate n wan go out le.. den i saw this woman running to our hse.. den i shocked.. den backed away from the door a bit.. cos she like rushing forward towards me.. den i look again.. den recognised is my aunt.. wahlao so early come my house n scare me.. i normally also v lil guts alr.. see some person early in the morning running to my house makes me think it's some villian.. wahahahas.. i think i too imaginative le.. hhahahas.. so funny..
den today.. the stupid 198bus uncle.. nv see me.. den i feel so paiseh.. keep sort of waving to him.. but he nv notice me at all n drove the bus away.. those ppl at the bus stop la.. so stupid.. the 198 came den stopped behind the prev bus.. den got this group of ppl walk towards it.. but the prev bus den drove away.. so 198 drove up.. then the whole group nv move up.. stay there.. den the bus driver see like no one \den drove away lo! wahlao.. but behind is 187.. lucky still can take.. though i dun like 187.. no choice den take.. haha
dong fang zhi zhu is nice!! chao bao da zhuang is also nice!! recently watch these 2 nice shows.. v happy.. haha.. hopefully the new one would be nice too..
- need to work harder in tut -
11:07 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008Y
registered for gss!!
though my essay was badly written.. so no high hopes at all.. but.. at least registered..
n.. gss is NOT great singapore sale.. is global summer studies.. i think so.. hahas
i feel super lazy nowadays.. still in holiday mood.. n super addicted to comp.. even if nth to do online.. sian..
readin a manga now.. anatolia story.. it is about a fifteen-year old Japanese girl named Yuri Suzuki, who is magically transported to Hattusa, the capital of the Hittite Empire in Anatolia. She was summoned by Queen Nakia who means to use Yuri as a human sacrifice. Yuri's blood is the key element needed in placing a curse upon the princes of the land so that they will perish, leaving Nakia's son as the sole heir to the throne.(desc koped from wikipedia.. but the story is much more complicated n is a love story la).. haha
recently have a lot of mood changes.. sometimes will feel v depressed sometimes will be v happy.. maybe pms.. argh.. i shld stop thinking so much.. =.=
- sian -
6:08 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008Y
new yr new sem!!
noe i'm kinda late.. but happy new yr everyone!! this yr will be greater than the last!! heh hehs
maybe it's time to change new blogskin....
oh ya.. happy bday to weiting.. *waves* (=
hmmm new yr should have new resolutions.. ok just this one at the moment:
have a dream.. hahas.. it'd be good to know what i want to do in my life.. i'm like always clueless n going with the flow.. argh i need changes.. such as stop saying i need something n not achieving it.. that's y this yr i'm going to find my dream(something which i'd not change cos i keep changing interests n goals n wadever).. which i will achieve!! hahas big hope.. wish me good luck everyone!!~
kinda inspired by ms2030.. cant be too comfortable with my life.. if not i know i'd not be satisfied with my life.. hahas..
oh ya lagging behind in sch work even though only 1st week.. n tml gng klunch.. bad girl.. hahas i needa buck up.. haii n i wondering if i shld sign up for INSTEP.. but like alot of things to do.. hmmm
- maybe sailing the world wont be a bad idea -
11:28 PM
