sometimes the smallest things u say unintentionally will have an impact on those who happen to listen to it..
i hope i haven't say much unintentional things which make anyone unhappy.. if there is.. i'm really sorry ok? i will try to lessen them.. but don't take it to heart cos it's just blur me blurting out things which are mostly crap n don't mean anyway u think the words may mean.. my mind just works differently (= haha
that's i think parents should pay a greater attention to what they say to their kids.. if they don't wan them to grow up with an yin1 ying3.. hahas.. maybe that's y i grew up being overly-not-confident and craves acknowledgment from ppl.. wahahahas
good thing i learn how to let go of things slowly.. at least i'm less obstinate about things as compared to the past.. though i do get too rash about things sometimes still.. hahas.. maybe jiang shan yi gai ben xing nan yi.. well no point thinking about things to make myself unhappy.. i want to be the one to choose how i live my life.. n make it closer to the one i'm daydreaming about.. wahahahs....
i guess now i'm still.. not that old(hahas).. should do things that r more interesting.. hmmm those who r still young.. please don't waste your life.. do the things which u r only capable of doing now.. then you won't waste your time when u're young.. if like me.. too lazy.. will have quite no. of regrets even if i'm not that old.. wahahhas but i think the person i want to read this paragraph don't even visit my blog..
all in all.. i'm really tired these few days.. i don't really have the habit of sleeping in the evening.. now.. i'm just too tired that i fall aslp at 7+pm even though i know i'm gng to have my dinner..
exams in 2 weeks time!! have to keep reminding myself so i will start to work harder.. don't know if it'd work not though.. hahas
- no problem! the sun is always brighter after the rain... -
11:31 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008Y
aozora ga daisuki!
too many rainy days.. made me like the blue sky after the clouds clear.. but i wonder.. perhaps i have always liked the blue sky.. just that it was usually abundant.. n so i don't care as much..
sometimes when u have this thing for too long.. u tend to take it for granted.. so it's this kind of feeling.. maybe i should take a step back sometimes to see what things i left out cos they're just there every time.. hahas (=
oh ya.. i love storms.. heavy rain.. which last like 1-3hrs.. i like the sound n the smell of the rain.. but really long hours of continuous rain.. which are not really v heavy but it just keep raining.. i don't really like as much.. gets dreary.. n the sound n smell is different.. ok.. maybe noone knows what i'm talking about.. hahas
so i like clear skies n storms.. such a complicated feeling.. hehs..
- hrm and MATH makes me mad! -
12:50 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008Y
mada ame desu ne!
rain rain go away come again another day!~~
super cold.. minna-san please take care of ur body!!
just knocked my thigh on my comp table sharp edge.. super painful.. i can predict an or bak kak tml.. t.t
hmmm so now i shld get started on my 2004 assignment.. it has such a high weightage! but i don't really know how to start.. ganbatte!
- i like green curry! -
8:35 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008Y
murphy's law
whatever that can go wrong, will go wrong.. n at times at the worst possible moments..
well in my view.. means that even there's a 0.0000000000000000000001 chance this particular thing will go wrong it will still go wrong.. hence there's nothing which is perfect or will definitely go the way u want it to be..
so i guess there's a possibility i'd score zero for chem n thermody no matter how low the chance(maybe it's not that low haha).. so actually since i know it can happen i won't be as sad if i really got zero? hey good way of consoling myself hehe..
maybe sometimes u feel that things aren't going your way.. look at it from another point.. maybe it's just murphy's law coming true at the worst possible time.. though things cant go wrong forever(my point is that nth is forever but i'm lazy to talk abt that)..
perhaps there's ways u could reduce the chance of fulfilling murphy's law.. like some things u could have done but didn't? whatever it is.. what went wrong cant be changed.. no point regretting.. especially if u noe about murphy's law b4 hand.. no matter what u do or what decisions u make.. it can go wrong.. so.. don't ever be resentful or regretful.. if not what's the joy left? (=
interesting law right? haahas.. at least much better than maxwell law or hooke's law n whatnot.. =.= btw i saw it in a hk show.. who says watching tv is a waste of time?! hahahas
people are happy because they try to be -- some small char in Juuni Kokki
one quote which i find quite true.. next time when u feel very unhappy.. u must try to be happy! noone can help you more than yourself! hmmm though talking to friends or family sure helps alot too.. (=
there are 2 kinds of ppl who cry. one cry when he's really sad. the other one cry when he's pitying himself -- some guy in Juuni Kokki again (=
actually i cant really remember the exact phrasing.. but i can rmb the rough meaning.. my memory has been always very bad(getting worse now).. but this is one of the few quotes i always keep in mind.. perhaps i find it quite true for myself.. cos.. most of the times i cry.. i find that perhaps i'm pitying myself.. (if u don't count the countless times i cry watching dramas etc.. hahas..) so.. everytime if i cry cos of something.. i'd always think about this quote.. n try to stop myself from crying(not very useful.. stop awhile will go back to cry)..
although this quote don't really apply in some cases.. like sometimes i feel there're more than 2 types of ppl who cry.. but it serves as a reminder that i must be stronger.. n stop self-pitying! still trying though.. n.. crying is a good way of letting off stress.. haha!
ok enough of sharing quotes.. leave some for next time.. anyways i have no time.. need to prepare n go out.. going to watch CO concert later.. lol
ciao~
- any other quotes to share? (= -
4:15 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008Y
1st day of school after recess
woahh.. i realise i have alot of things to do!!! like study for thermody and chem.. grr.. feeling lazy though.. heh..
my mood improved!! hahas.. i wonder y i always have some down days n some happy days.. maybe that's life? (=
been playing games for the whole of recess.. kinda guilty but.. too addicted to the game.. aveyond and aveyond2.. need to do lots of quests etc but i think it's quite fun.. abit slow moving though.. hahas.. next time if i want a quick game i wouldn't try that again.. maybe till hols.. looks forward to the end of april!! hahas.. forever looking forward when i'm in the middle of sem.. XD
ok.. i should stop with the 'i want to...' do whatever kind of sentences.. cos they usually won't come through.. STOP! (=
looking forward to the end of this week.. which means end of quiz.. which means can slack again.. heh heh.. not like i aren't slacking now though..
ok nothing much to update since i haven't uploaded any pics into comp.. till next time then~ (=
ohoh i forgot.. got one anime very nice~ shigofumi.. go watch if free.. *cough* hahas..
