Sunday, November 07, 2004Y
hey you! yess YOU!! YOU OVER THEREE!!!
DON'T TOUCH MY HANDPHONE without my permission okaY!! stupid!! okay.. maybe i tend to leave it lying around the house.. sometimes even i cant find it.. but i just cant stand it if they go and take it!!! they should at least let me know mahs.. it's my phone ok??!!! not some public phone which u can just take and use.. even using public phone needs to pay $$ 1 ok? hmmmpt.. i'm totally not being selfish here!!! but i just cant stand ppl taking my things w/o my permission!!!!! it's not like i never let my sis or bro use my phone.. they just have to let me know.. is it that difficult??!!! they just never respect me.. hmmmpt!! i dun wanna talk about it any longer.. makes my blood boils.. haha
so wad am i doing here? oh ya.. to update about.. yesterday!! cos u noe.. it's rather late yesterday and i couldn't complete what i wanted to write.. i always go into so much details that i take veryveryvery long to write everything out.. haha erm.. gotten somewhat disturbed by some other ppl's blog so i forgot i'm supposed to update.. hahha!! okay.. where shall i start? like so many things to say.. like from CO.. before CO.. okay la.. i'll start from the part that i woke up.. hahhahha!! detail deatils.. ooooh how i love them! :P i woke up feeling extremely groggy.. since i slept at 1+ the previous night.. my mom woke me up earlier than usual.. as expected.. i asked her to wake me up at 8.30am and she woke me up at 8.25am! cant give me extra 5 mins to resT? hmmmm so was feeling rather tired when i woke up.. haunted by dreams actually.. forgot what dreams already.. but sort of the kind that keeps you sort of feeling awake all the time.. feels so real.. almost jumped when mom woke me up.. haha!
so i got ready for sch.. actually quite a few things happened in the the course.. but lazy say here.. so i set of to school.. and on the way.. i dunno how.. dunno why.. my thoughts became all about the US presidency elections.. i mean.. come on.. why'd bush win? where's scrub or grass? hmmmpt!! i was all the way thinking about writing a super long letter about why we shouldn't let bush win.. i mean.. he's such a violent character and such.. and he promotes war.. the US economy didn't quite fluorish under him.. and there's the 911 when he's the president.. you may think why there's no terrorist attacking when clinton's there.. or the old bush.. there's so many reason why u shldn't vote for him.. i don't study US history.. or i'm sure there was some president in the past who'll definitely disapprove of bush.. bleahs!!! i think the reason bush got to stay in the white house is because the other candidate is kerry.. oh come on.. he's not a strong opponent enough.. hmmmpt!! okay.. so the elections are over now.. what can i say? it's only my own personal opinions.. and of cos i'll never write a long letter about how i felt towards the elections.. lazy.. haha! okaay.. back to yesterday..
i don't like going to CO.. cos i'm lazy to go to school.. actually CO's fun!! really!!! my friends there always make me smile.. and the instructor.. he's so cute.. i always have a sense of accomplishment whenever i play the erhu.. especially when i got the ying zun correct.. haha! i usually play out of tune.. hmmmmmm sometimes i feel that i cant really write down my feelings.. i'm forever describing this or that.. but not an ounce of what i may be feeling gets down.. i think that's because i can never be truely honest with myself.. maybe 1 day.. when i really write down my deepest feelings in a book and look at it.. i'll feel like such a hypocrite cos i'm practically lying to myself everyday.. hmmmmm seriously.. okaay.. forget about all this.. i'll try to be more honest with myself from now on.. i hope i would stop getting the impression that ppl dislike me.. i dunno if i'm over-sensitive or wad.. but u noe.. okaay.. maybe u dunno.. okaay!!! whatever!! i should stop letting people's opinion bother me!!! really!!! or i'm afraid 1 day i'll just crumple under depression!!! hey.. i'm no pessimist.. right? i really dun understand myself.. haiz..
okay.. back to updating.. so after CO i went to harbourfront to take the train to woodlands.. to find pot n ym they all.. and stupid pot.. till that time then tell me i cant wear school uni inside to place where we're going to play pool.. okaay.. she brought my t-shirt to return me but i have no bottoms.. so how? and i'd gotten BK coupons from outside causeway point!!! haha just like they had.. before me.. eH? i think i'm writing in a very disorganised way.. no wonder i failed gp for promos.. bleahs~ so i went to find them and we went ya kun to eat.. my memory is failing and i cant get into much details here.. haha! but i rmb ym stopped breathing at the fountain cos it's so smelly.. hahhaa!! ya.. after ya kun.. as my dear pot is still hungry we finally went to BK to eat.. which i haven eat for quite a while.. i think.. i missed the swiss mushroom burger that i oreded with her.. made me so full!!! hahaha luckily ym was there to help e eat the chicken thingy.. but pot cant finish everything in the end.. so we sort of dabao the thing.. i keep saying pot will surely become hungry 1.. she didn't.. what a surprise.. hahhaa!!
in the end we found out that the pool is too expensise during weekends.. and din go! haha! which is good.. cos they were like.. asking me to take off my sch skirt and wear the pe shorts inside.. which is like so weird la! luckily luckily.. hahhaa so we've got nothing to do and we were just walking around in causeway point.. stayed quite long in "bits can pieces".. just looking n commenting how enpensive their things are.. hahha! stayed even longer in "chameleon".. just looking.. browsing.. cos we've nothing to do.. there isn't a clip or pin or earring we din touch.. haha!! and onli pot bought a pair of earrings.. u'd think the shop is making a loss.. us touching everything.. playing with everything and not buying.. just passing our time.. haha! at least pot did buy the earring.. unlike in "bits and pieces" where we bought nothing.. haha! after that.. we have nth to do so we went back to the library.. which is full.. only found one small pathetic seat.. which of cos is taken by pot.. that's so pig! drive me to the floor..
i nv bring hw.. like them.. brought math to do.. so i just sit there reading the book.. cofessions of a teenage drama queen.. it's quite nice the book.. but i still cant help feeling bored la.. i keep looking at my watch.. see wad time it is already.. cos if it's late i wanna go home le mahs.. then they absolutely dun wanna move when i told them it's 6+ already and it's late and i wanna go home.. cos my butt is acheing becos of sitting on the floor.. i din tell them that of cos.. hmmmpt! but they are so absorded in doing math that they dun care.. ym's such an obstinate pig.. want to find out the answer before going.. okaay.. she's always liddat.. especially if it's math.. if she nv get the answer she'll just keep thinking about it.. bleahs! but pot's also liddat.. well u can say that she's very determined.. or maybe she's got some parental pressure.. okaay whatever.. as they finally did move.. hehe helped ym n pot took pic.. stupid pot ask me to send her the pic.. crap la her!! nv see her anywhere online these days how to senD? crazy.. pig..
hmmm my grandma came to singapore yesterday.. so i have to let her have my bed.. luckily sis went for holiday and i can have her bed.. or else i'd have to sleep on the floor.. i mean mattaress on the floor.. hmmmm not that i have a big issue about giving my bed up to an elder.. i just want ppl to inform me before hand.. and not they go sleep on my bed le then i find out.. i'll make me SOOO mad!! like that time my aunt visit us.. i wasn't being selfish or what.. i din even ask my mom to wake her up.. but my mom did.. cos i was showing her a super black face.. i was just angry she hadn't ask me.. nobody ask me anything in this house!!! just like the handphone issue i was talking about in front!!!! okaay.. i slept on my sis bed.. and keep waking up in the middle of the night.. hey!! i wasn't used to sleeping on other ppl's bed that's all.. and there's the issue that it's abit hot.. the wind from the fan totally cant reach me.. bleahs!!! hmmm but i can take it.. my grandma's only staying till tues.. and then i'll have my bed back.. hahha! i love everyone in my family.. haha!! :)
-it's hard to discover yourself.. but if u try hard enough.. you'll definitely find something you like-
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