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sians.. v sleepy.. but cant sleep la.. cos hair wet wet.. so come use comp for abit.. but actually also nth to do lehs.. like nowhere to go like that.. also no1 online to chat with.. so it's quite sians la.. time like pass so slowly.. at sch hors.. den cant wait to go home.. den now at home.. den too sian.. but if i get to sleep den wont feel so bad la.. alsos.. got a sort of bloated kind of feeling.. dunno y.. suddenly like when i was batheing halfway den feel v bloated.. not like i got eat anyth b4 i bathe wads.. and lunch was like 3/4hrs ago.. :(

yesterday cross-country.. hehes.. din really run.. sort of walk like that only.. but dunno y leg still painful today.. not super painful.. but still abit la.. hahas.. weiting n rochelle so funny!! each brought some food there.. got wad nachos and dunno wad chips den got m&m's also.. den we walk during the cross-sountry and eat along the way.. see teacher at checkpts den hide the stuff and run past.. haha!! so funny.. sort of like picnic or wad u call it huh? leisure walk? lols.. so 1st time find cross-country abit fun.. hahs..

after cross-country den mrs lee treat us roti prata.. haha but not every1 go.. onli like 17 ppl.. but is not bad le la.. and the roti prata there quite nice lehs! hehe.. at wad peirce road? dunno.. walk in den can go to peirce reservoir.. she v gd lehs.. let us order wad we like.. but the service there so lan!!! me n wt n amy ordered ice milo den so long still dun give us.. and keep ignoring amy whenever she called him to ask abt the drinks.. haha! n hors.. huijun spilled her drink.. wad milo dinosaur.. nv heard b4 till she ordered.. haha.. is actually ice milo with milo powder in top..

she spilled it den tell the person.. like motioning to the spilt drink on the table.. asking him to wipe.. den the person.. v funny.. he look at her n nodded.. den still standing there n look away.. den hj tried again.. den he also look at hj n say 'orh'.. den look away again without moving or anyth.. hahahaha!! funni.. den later he got ask some1 else to clear la.. but his expression n hj's expression.. look so funny! haa :) dunno why.. but eat like 2 n 1/3 piece of prata den feel v full le.. n the milo they finally served is so sweet.. anyways think it's a not bad lunch la.. free mahs.. n the prata really is nice la.. crispy..

den after tat.. mrs lee wan us go with her to walk peirce reservoir.. tat's her condition for treating us.. is to accompany her go walk the reservoir after eating.. not bad la.. the scenery there qt nice.. cos we walk in the 'jungle' den the trail is not the mud type like macritchie reservoir and is a sort of raised wooden platform like 30cm or so from the ground.. n got 1 part is like right beside the reservoir.. really like beside the water.. below the platform also got some water like that.. so quite nice n different la..

den after walkin the trail come to a place got playground 1.. den they so funny.. ran to play the mery-go-round.. ya ran.. or dashed.. haha dunno la.. like long time nv play la.. n it's like so hot there la.. cos no trees.. after they played till they shuang already den we go sit beside mrs lee n listened to her telling stories.. den she want to go back to sch n we have to go.. den went outside is got 3 petrol station.. den she treat us to drinks again.. like.. wah.. everything she bao1.. like last time mr suria or lin lao shi got so generous? n suria still owe us ice-cream la.. hahaha.. but think mrs lee's rich also la.. :)

den every1 go back home lor.. left me n wt n amy la.. den hors.. i wanna go popular bookshop buy some stuff.. then they dun wanna go home.. actually wt is dun wan go band la.. haha.. cos band being very 'hardworking'.. den have practice in the afternoon.. lols.. den we took a bus to ang moh kio central there.. like it's so near.. afew stops den there le.. haha den go walk walk ard the place abit.. they wan to buy cloth for our haunted hse banner n stuff.. xcept the shop there sell so ex!! so onli see see like that.. n go popular..

yest is my mom's bday la.. den bigky n me wanna go buy present for her together.. xcept that i at ang moh kio.. so far away.. so she has to go look for it by herself la.. den she called me when i still in popular.. den wt they all so bad.. stand there n laugh at me cos i was talking too loudly.. aiya!! i din realise it's so loud mahs.. :( piggg.. haha they stand there look at magazine den keep saying my name.. waolao.. so stupid.. looking at the horoscope section cos got say wad to buy for valentine's day.. amy la.. say wanna exchange present during valentine's.. hais.. dunno wad to buy..

hehes.. bigky went my hse there den search around.. den she wanna buy bird's nest for mom.. but she not enough $$.. so i have to go find her n pay for part of it la.. den choose the got 6 bottles those kind.. $22.40.. divide among the 3 of us.. $7.50 each.. quite ok la.. nv include my bro.. he got no $$ anyways.. just let him write in the card i made.. ya.. i made it.. not exactly la.. like a piece of paper folded in half n drew some pics on it.. quite ugly actually.. haha cos both bigky n tian too busy to make.. hehes nvm la.. it's the thought that counts mah.. hahaha!! mom also v funny.. like keep trying to find out wad we buy.. keep walking into our rm n looking ard.. den when we gave her right.. aiya can see that she's v happy la.. like she trying to control but in the end still cant help but smile.. haha! no cakes or anyth la.. she got high cholestrol dun eat better.. birdnest can help her to bu3 shen1 ti3.. hehes..

today during civics.. mrs lee collecting funfair $$.. den called every1 out la.. i gave $10.. T.T my $$$!! i buy myself i la.. cos really cant sell.. :( helphelp.. any1 can help me? buy some funfair tics from me la.. hais.. den hors.. alor of ppl said they forgot to bring.. she dun care 1 lehs.. ppl like forget to bring $30 or $50.. den she said, "i help u pay 1st la.." to every1 also like that.. like she keep hundreds in her purse? lols.. den we're supposed to bring canned food today for the funfair thingy.. den hors.. i forgot to bring.. :( dunno if tml need to bring for her anot.. got 2hrs GP lehs.. aiya dunno la.. see 1st.. maybe she wont notice? haa

-I dO tHinGs beCauSe i WANT tO.. noT bEcaUsE anYonE(aNythIng) GiveS mE a rOle Or foRceS Me to..-

bleahhs.. my mom cook dunno wad.. so smelly!!! think is some cuttlefish thingy or wad.. *gagg* really v smelly.. hahas but feel hungry now lehs.. hmmm but improvement sia.. din eat anything since i came home.. usually like eat alot 1.. haha.. yaya.. maybe also cos now is dinner time already also.. lols.. brb.. gotta eat dinner.. hmmm just fin dinner.. v nice.. hahas.. hmmm the soup got cuttlefish tase abit weird.. other than that is v nice.. hehes..

hmmm tml is x-country.. sian la.. i cant run lors.. sure like last of the last like that.. :( but they all say wanna walk through the whole thing also.. hmmm maybe got ppl pei me? lols my ct v funny.. suddenly suggest tml after x-country go treat us eat roti prata.. like hmmm.. so weird la.. i mean most teachers must be like v close with us den follow us to eat lunch together.. den like we hardly know her den she come n invite us along.. v weird.. wad if every1 dun wan go tml? haas.. xcept that it's free n lots of my fren have expressed interest in going.. wahahaha

ehs.. so sian everyday.. always have to do math.. n so difficlt i always dunno how to do 1.. so in the end like left lots undone.. cny like still v far away.. bahs.. 'jie da huan xi' start le.. think i continue later.. today's 'jie da huan xi' v funny.. hahahaha.. hmmm cny coming n i haven bought new clothes.. think i must really go out one day n shop.. bleahs.. hehe luckily dad say we going back on new yr's eve.. den can skip sch n the CO performance.. think maybe next mon dun have to go cny rehearsal also.. haha den good mahs.. no need go home late..

just now we had a huge fight with my bro.. he scolded bigky jian4 san1 ba1.. and she just went crazy.. just realise that sometimes words, even if u dun really mean it when u said it, will cause lots of hurt too.. well.. nobody likes to be made fun of and nobody likes to be called an idiot.. and i keep calling my bro idiot.. ya he's very unbearable and really annoying and okay.. idiotic.. but a person really can see himself/herself.. i dun think he will feel that he's idiotic even though like that's precisely the reason why we call him that and will start to change..

i think it'll just build up until like today.. it came all out.. maybe being an only boy in the family, he will sort of be left out? i dunno.. nv asked him.. i guess he mad bigky real mad.. me 2.. tian 2.. we're always like this.. always 3 against 1.. ya.. maybe he's wrong n all that.. but he cant see it.. for all he can see is his 3 big sisters ganging against him and shouting at him? and after all the things we said to him and he'll just feel miserable for himself? weird.. when did i start to think from his perspective?

bigky took 1 tiny little sweet from him and he threw his temper and started calling her names.. wad's his reason for it? cos she din ask for his permission.. wad? like when did he start to ask for Our permission when he took our things.. it's always after the whole thing then we find out by ourselves.. he get so angry if we even touch his stuff.. when did he even start to think we may feel the same way if he took our things? sure.. bigky always call him jian4 ren2.. not without a reason though.. at least we feel that there's a reason.. cos he made mom, dad and abt every1 else so angry.. either he didn't do his hw or he played too much games or din study for exams.. is that reason enough?

why didn't he do well in his exams? his reason.. not my fault i cant do well it's just that i'm bad in sch work.. to him maybe it sound reasonable enough.. but in our eyes.. we see things that he did.. which obviously he's oblivious to.. he didn't do his hw when he's got time.. he's lazy(well i admit is one of my faults too).. he spends too much time either playing games or calling his friends to talk about gaming stuff.. i know he's not stupid.. though i keep calling him that.. he just didn't try hard enough..

bigky got angry at him calling her jian4 san1 ba1 and yelled at him.. hit him.. cos he has no respect for her.. his elder sister.. wad he say? she(we) called him lots of names too.. much more.. and we didn't show him respect too.. i agree.. though i'm still angry at him.. maybe sometimes we scolded him abit too harshly(i keep recalling to the time i keep calling him bai2 chi1 cos i feel that he's wasting his time washing his harmonica but of cos i was angry and din realise i'd also feel hurt if some1 keep calling me bai2 chi1)..

well.. maybe we don't have nice tempers in this house.. i think it's something we all have to change.. i know no1 likes to be called names even though he/she is really being very bad in the eyes of the person who called them names? hmmm when u start thinking wad the other person will feel maybe u'll become better? i dunno.. i dun think he'll start doing self reflections just yet.. probably still feeling sorry for himself.. which is wad i'd do if someone(mom/dad) scolded me.. thinking about all the injustice that were done to himself maybe?

hais.. will we do things to harm any1 in our family? maybe sometimes we let our emotions get control of us.. maybe we hurt someone else's feelings without even realising.. whatever we do.. it's because we care about each other and want our loved ones to become the good person we want them to be.. maybe if we start to look at things from each other's perspective.. there may be least quarrels and friction among us.. :) sian.. feel like i'm writing some sort of family analysing essay.. hahas..

-thEre'S nO pLacE liKe hoMe-

hahaha.. changed the song in my blog to mayday's la ji che.. it's vvv NICEE!! :) okay.. i dedicate this song to all my friends out there.. hope ya'll like it.. hehes.. v nice lehs.. love their mv.. wahahahha.. tian la.. she love mayday so much go buy their album again cos got vcd n a book.. dunno wad book but lots of pics onli la.. -.- haha

hmmm today is hari raya harji.. eh? issit like tat spell? nvm la.. hehes anyways.. nv felt so good since sch started.. cos get to slack.. and slept alot this afternoon.. hahas.. really feel like holiday mood le la.. sian.. still have so much hw.. din touch at all today.. hais.. feel so bad.. since like every1 in my class so hardworking xcept me.. :( jj also become hardworking le.. hmmm my math so lousy.. n still nv do tut den so bad.. still trying hard to change.. if 1 day i finally become hardworking den every1's going to be so proud of me right? hahas! :)

hmmmm dunno wad to say le.. like nth much ehs? cos today mostly is sleeping.. haha.. must go pack bag le.. cos jj ask me bring so many things.. she nv go sch on thurs loh.. cos sick.. so must borrow notes from me.. hahas.. v funny.. she forgot got cross country next wk.. den only took mc for pe on mon n tues.. wahahhaa so funny.. she's like.. waD?? so wasted! hahaha ok la.. think i better go.. hmmm dunno why mom these 2 days like not good mood.. esp today.. maybe pms? hahas

-sing.. dance.. fly.. i wish to be free....-

so boring.. hmmm today sch end early.. i was actually v happy 1.. cos this whole week like everyday so tired la.. den today come back den can rest le mahs.. den hors.. i come back.. and saw my bro playing the computer!!! waolaos.. mom not in den he fang4 si4 le.. hmmmpt.. luckily mom came home not long after that.. den he kanna scolded and cant play already.. that pig.. yawns.. sleepy.. but hair haven dried yet so cant go sleep.. hurray!!! tml no SCH!!! yay!! hahahahaha super happy.. no need to wake up early le.. hehes.. happy..

hmmm decided to go for the cip on sat.. cos like every1 in my class going la.. hehe hmmm den i also go la.. sell flags.. so boring.. but more ppl den better? dunno.. at least can rest tml.. :) hmmm cny coming den got lots of goodies to eat.. hahahas.. ba gua v nice! hmmm cant wait for it to arrive.. though CO going to perforn on 12th for the some heartware organisation to raise funds for tsunami victims.. sian la.. sure go there to 'throw face'.. lols.. aiyo.. dunno from where got ppl keep playng cny songs la.. from the sound the person think is from co 1 la.. -.- v noisy la.. hahas..

hmmm.. aiya forgot wad i was going to say le.. cos mom just now talked to me.. think is smth about co.. but really cant rmb le!! arghs.. :( hais.. my memory so BAD!! hmmm my class haunted hse think is going to be v nice.. hehehes.. cos they told us the plot today la.. den sounds v nice.. provided we can get all the props up and all that la.. haha think going to be v fun.. -grins- so sad kq they all cant come.. :( think we combining with a j1 class.. hmmmpt pian2 yi2 ta1 men2 le.. hahaha oh ya!!! rmb wad i was going to say le.. hahahhahs

it's like thas la.. last time CO they got say during cny we going to perform together with band 1.. den they cancelled it.. den hors weiting told me today that band is going to play with us.. den i'm like.. waD?? cancelled already mah.. haha den she say she wanna play with us and that she got play the song.. she dunno the name la.. hahahahhaa so funni.. den she hummed out for me.. it's jin1 she2 la!!! hahaha maybe band call it golden snake or smth? hahaha so funny she dunno the name.. lols! aiya.. i really wan to play with them also.. like fun lehs.. hai but dunno them la.. hees..

hahaha v funni.. wt this week keep stomach ache and keep going toilet.. last time always is amy.. now her also.. v funni.. but they always choose when we eating den say wanna go da4 bian4.. -.- hahas(cos pot just now say she stomachache den i rmb.. lols)

tian's fren bday tml.. den she bought jigsaw puzzle for her.. cost ard $30!! wahs.. haha but got a few ppl share la.. but still ex! :) i going to help her make le.. so fun.. yay!! i love holidays!! :)

-u sHouLd sMiLe moRee.. u aLmOst lOokeD pRetTy JusT nOw.. LOLS-

i'm so SAD!!! got bio test today and i'm so sure i flunked.. nv do like 10MCQs.. wad la.. really no time to do.. give us 40mins.. must do 35 mcq qns and 2 structured qns.. HOW TO DO???!!! really no time la.. dunno how to do alot of qns also.. and yest i slept at 2am to study for the stupid test.. haiss.. might as well not study in the 1st place la!!! :( i'm so SAD!!!!! den toay in sch keep dozing off during lectures.. and even during tutorials!!! chem tutorial like want to fall aslp already.. think like nv really listened to her.. sians..

hmmmmmm.. chinese new yr coming le.. hahas.. goodgood.. cos got angbaos.. not that alot of $$.. but better den nth la.. and got some holidays can rest mahs.. hais.. nowadays so busy.. lots of hw.. not tat i got do alot of them.. math my integration still left alot to do.. hmmm must hand in somemore.. den now got new tut on applications of integration.. sians la.. tml must hand in phy prac.. but i still haven do fin.. must go do later.. den can watch juuni kokki after that.. den SLEEP!!! oooh.. i love sleeping.. wahahhahahas

tml is short day.. v happy.. hehe den can go home early.. finally.. wahahhahas.. ok la.. on tues abit early alsos.. but not that early la.. hmmm and fri is Hari Raya!!! hehehehehe so happy.. cos got holiday.. looking forward to it.. too bad sat got CO.. hmmm but i got CIP.. think can skip CO.. hahas.. but dunno which is better.. CO or CIP? cos my cip hrs like qt alot le.. hmmm nvm.. better more den less mahs.. hehes.. hmmm i'm so broke.. arghhhhh.. i need $$!! and to go buy clothes n everything.. haiss..

waahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! boohooohoooooooo!!! T.T v SAD!! cos i still haven sell any of my fun fair tickets.. tml is another collection.. think have to buy myself.. $10 maybe.. and hors.. sa funfair clash with at least 3 other JCS!!! so STUPID!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh!!! whywhywhywhywhy like thisssssssss??? now pot n kq n ym cant buy any tickets from me le... wahhhhhhhh!! sobsobsob..

-hE's tHe onLy LighT In mY wOrlD oF daRknEss.. He toOk ThE cUrsE oOf mY LeGs anD sEt mEe fRee.. i DanCed..-

waahhhh.. "huan zhu ge ge" show is v sad lehs.. T.T haha.. ya i got watch.. think the more u watch the better it gets lehs.. i mean it's not really tat bad actually la.. hehes hai.. it's 8pm already and i haven started doing my hw.. think i'll do after i wrote this.. hai.. alot of things to do mans.. xcept that i'm always too lazy to do.. hai.. whywhywhy??!!! i really got to change la.. or how to pass my A's!!! arghhhhhhhh.. i hate myself!!!!!!! dunno y i see hw den dun feel like doing le.. maybe 'slack' is my middle name? or is it 'lazy'? bleahs..

i hate my stupid idiotic brother!!!!!! always neglect his studies to play wad stupid game.. -.- okayokay.. it's maple and i also play sometimes.. but he right.. he's obsessed!!! ya.. tat's the word to describe him.. arghhhhhhhh.. when i typed this i was like.. who am i to chide him.. i'm neglecting my hw too!!!! :( whywhywhy??? maybe i have to change myself 1st b4 i can talk to him about changing.. ya!!! i can do this(have i been talking baout change for like ages??!!!).. well.. quoting from my pe tcher: "if u don't think u cannot then u CAN!!" am not sure.. but shld sound something like tat la..

arghhhhhhh.. i hate him!!!!!!!! he's forever making my dad n mom angry.. cant he make them proud for a sec? today my mom found out that he hasn't been learning his ting1 xie3 and it made her damn angry la.. was banishing the cane at him and there was all these shouting n yelling.. okay maybe i'd seen her real mad b4.. but this time she's not only mad.. she's damn sad too!!! i think she's fighting back her tears while scolding him.. it's like he's completely hopeless.. she's gotten mad at him too many times and each time it's draining too much out of her.. actually she was talking about wad jumping off the block so she wouldn't have to care abt him already.. ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

the more i think of it the more mad i get!!!!!!! @!#)*)#&%)&#%)$*^)&)^*)#$&@#(&%(^^&)@*%*^)@*&$!!! tat idiot.. i dun think any scoldings he get will make any difference.. no matter how heart broken he made my mom or dad.. my mom would be raging or crying but he'll still continue to do his things like nothing has ever happened.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant he be more sensible??!!! and to think all the mess he'd gotten all of us into.. always it's him who got dad or mom angry.. always they have to scold us too.. like it's out fault he turned out this way.. whether he turn out bad or good.. he only have himself to blame.. he chose it!!!

there he goes again.. making idiotic noises.. making me wanna box him in the head.. wad la.. mom n dad has always doted on him.. but he's been only making them sad or angry.. or even treat them as granted.. okay.. maybe i tend to get angry at dad for nth too.. but it's in my nature to be short-tempered.. look at mom!! think she passed the genes to me.. hai.. i'm trying to change.. but i just hate the way he treat them.. like his servants or wad.. esp to mom.. arghhhhhhhhh.. wad a stupid piece of shit i have for a brother!! somemore this shit got some huge attitude too!!!!!! :(

i love mayday.. listening to them got my mind off some thimgs.. hai but not all.. hai.. to al the people out there who are having problems.. u've got company.. gees.. still.. it's best to stay cheerful right? or i'll have wrinkles.. lols.. :)

-wow.. u've just noticed that life a bed of roses right? took u long enough to see..-

aiya.. so long no update yas? hahahahha cos nowadays too busy le mahs.. like everyday went home like 6+ or 7+ except on tues and fri.. so no time to update la.. at night must do hw 1 mahs.. not tat i did much.. cos was reading "coffessions of a backup dancer" yest.. so Nice!! the book.. hehehe den ikeep reading non-stop till like 1am la.. so today super tired in sch.. of cos.. the lessons today super boring also!! wan to dun sleep also cannot.. bio.. ann ang.. like talking to herself the whole time.. boring.. phy.. ho.. even more boring!!! she explain things like she din even know a thing also.. -.- i think half the class rushed to the toilet to wash their face when she gave a break.. hehes me included.. gp.. is a boring lesson by itself.. moreover it's 2hrs!! :(

yest went back rv.. the holding place la.. not the actual rv.. guess i really miss rv alot!!! :( the old rv at west cost road.. sad.. queenway sec there not good 1.. the toilet even worse den sa's.. or maybe i used to sa's 1 already den dun feel much about it? bleahs.. oh ya.. drank wei ta nai yest.. hahaha!!! only rv got sell.. miss it so much!! stupid sa only sell those lousy drinks 1.. haha met ms ek.. den i said good morning to her though it's like 5+ in the afternoon already la.. lols.. saw chng in the hod room also.. from outside.. hehes.. b4 going to rv went clementi eat tang yuan with weiting n amy.. very nice.. and very full... hahas.. :D

aiya.. i wanna watch tv le.. my idiot bro farted in the kitchen just now.. which is right beside the comp la.. bleahss.. disgusting.. smelly ehs.. talking about him.. so irritating.. keep playing computer and disturbing me.. making stupid noises.. argh!!! btw i updated the column beside.. the 1 with my wishlist n all that.. hehes.. ok la.. i end here already.. nth much to say.. except.. kq!!! y ur letters so short 1??? hahhaa :)

-lOve maKes U sEnseLesS-

just now my idiotic bro keep sitting beside me being super irritating.. stupid guy.. mom's not home and no1 cokking dinner!! my uncle i think he hungry or wad den ownself go peel the french beans or wad's that called.. dun care la.. i feel slightly bad sitting in front of the comp and expecting him to cook for us lehs.. hais.. how huh? anyways.. called my mom and she told me to prepare the veggie and the meat.. she ask me to fry the veggie also 1s.. but i so lousy also dunno how to cook la.. but the rice is i cook 1 hors!!!

hehehe... today like abit slack hors.. can come update.. yest so busy.. den cant use comp also.. hais.. but of cos la.. still have hw la.. like chem n bio tuts.. cos miss koh specifically said we must fin the carboxylic acid tut.. hmmm maybe i go do later la.. and bio.. maybe do fin the evolution tut.. hehes.. i'll become hardworking 1!! hehes.. pot sending me lots of songs.. got SHE 1s.. jolin's and pan wei bo n zhang shao han's.. nicenice.. all songs nice.. and of cos.. was listening to wu yue tian CD just now.. THEY ROCKS!!! hahaha.. :)

yest v suay la.. went for pe lesson that time den got some stupid guy kick the ball so hard to my head la.. so PAinfuL!!! really really.. dunno will have concussion alot.. cos he in soccer 1.. den use so much strength.. almost fell down.. wahhhhhhhh!!! T.T i v sad.. today still v painful.. den during pe have to run 2.4.. and super painful!!! today pe v hiong.. do many many pushups and another thingy.. u noe like back facing some thing like a step den use ur hands to support ur weight den go up n down.. aiya.. dunno wad's that called la.. anyways.. run 6 rounds leh!!! :(.. legs n hand goinf to be v painful la.. :(

hai.. tml got CO.. sad la.. must go home so late.. "jie da huan xi" still haven start.. so still writing.. aiya v sad lehs.. the meat put in microwave too long den all chao da and cant eat le.. veryvery sad.. hais.. so late n no dinner!! hungry.. luckily i got eat some snacks just now... think i go help out la.. or like v bad keep staying in front of comp when they working..

-hOpe tO seE U sOoN-

aww.. y cant see the chi words n the jap words 1? :( sad la.. shihouka's jap lyrics look so nice.. why cant seeee?? ##@%$^%&$^%#$!! stupid bloggger.. arghhhhhh..

alot of hw lehs.. but i dun feel like doing.. why am i so lazy???? argh.. i try to improve already.. really!! sometimes when i think of the things that i do or say and i try to change la.. i guess it needs time.. i can grow to become a better person right? hmmmm not meaning that i'm a bad person or wad.. but u noe.. no1's perfect.. life's still a long way b4 me and i cant always stay the same!! :D well.. maybe no1 can really change.. u are u bcos of the way u arE? okay.. take it this way.. i wish i can be more sensitive to others and not sensitive about them.. hehehehe and i wish i can stop talking without thiking 1st.. :) of cos i wish i can stop being lazy.. lols..

my bro so irritating.. keep coming to disturb me.. stupid guy.. keep wanting to dl and play games.. sian la.. cant have a day without becoming mad at him.. makes mom terribly mad also.. and today is his bdae.. argh.. -.- dunno la.. i wish there's no such thing as homework in this world!!!

-iF onLy wIsheS cAn coMe thRouGh-

tired sia.. so late already.. has been sitting in front of this stupid comp since 9pm.. want to update my blog.. den in the end did lots of things but update.. lols.. hmmm dl lots of song from a webbie.. issit illegal? i v scare la.. cos jj keep saying.. hai dunno la.. some songs is not u wan to buy the cd den u can find 1 lehs.. no choice den dl 1 mahs.. :( haha but the songs i dl all soooo nice.. :)

i love juuni kokki.. and it's songs!! hahahaha


SHIHOUKA (偲芳歌 )SONG OF THE MEMORIES OF HOU
My beautiful doll
I shall dress you up in a wonderful kimono
The sparkling golden hairpin
shall give you happiness.

My beautiful doll
I shall give you a wonderful sash
The crimson coral pattern
shall make you beautiful.

In the blessed and prosperous kingdom,
the flowers overflow
On the street corner, can you hear it?
The song of jubilation

My beautiful doll
I will hug you gently
Your crimson lips
shall never fade

In the blessed and prosperous kingdom,
the wind blows gently
On the street corner, we can hear the song,
an eternal vow of happiness.

...an eternal vow of happiness.

私の可愛い人形
素敵な着物きせましょう
きらきら金のかんざし
幸せをあげる

私の可愛い人形
綺麗な帯もあげましょう
茜の珊瑚かざった
美しい帯よ

恵み多き豊かな国
花が溢れ
街角に　ほら聞こえる
喜び歌う声が

私の可愛い人形
優しく抱いてあげましょう
紅色の唇
褪せないように

恵み多き豊かな国
風はそよぎ
街角に　聞こえる歌
永久に誓う幸せを

永久に誓う幸せを。。。

watashi no kawaii ningyou
suteki na kimono kisemashou
kirakira kin no kanzashi
shiawase wo ageru

watashi no kawaii ningyou
kirei na obi mo agemashou
akane no sango kazatta
utsukushi obi yo

megumi ooki yutaka na kuni
hana ga afure
machikado ni hora kikoeru
yorokobi utau koe ga

watashi no kawaii ningyou
yasashiku daite agemashou
kurenai iro no kuchibiru
asenai you ni

megumi ooki yutaka na kuni
kaze wa soyogi
machikado ni kikoeru uta
towa ni chikau shiawase wo

towa ni chikau shiawase wo...


real nice song.. gees.. i think jap songs all very nice.. though don't understand at all.. hahas.. esp songs from anime! hehehe maybe next time can go learn jap? lols aiya headache already.. cos so late le.. 11+ le..

today CO alot of ex-rvians come.. my CO pres v efficient.. dunno how she got their numbers den call them come. -.- anyways still got some other j1s la.. aiyo.. SACO really v lack of ppl la.. hmm anyways after tat went to meet with ym n pot.. to do hw.. but for the whole 2-3hrs i stuck at the same qn for v long lehs.. and stupid pot keep talking and playing with my hp.. haha.. oh ya! just rmb it no batt already.. haven charge.. haha cos stupid pot la.. keep playing the truck game.. make me keep playing also.. (v scare my mom suddenly pop out n see me at the comp.. sure will kill me 1..) haha n pot keep complaining that she's hungry.. that pig.. hai.. too bad la.. she need to gain weight wads.. lols.. :) ok ym.. here wishing u good luck in finishing ur chem.. hey! but it's lesser qns than wad i'd to do la.. hahaha :)

lastly, juuni kokki rocks!! and i love Inuyasha!!!!! -winks-

-saDnEss Is waD eVerYbOdy haVe tO facE.. onLy waLkinG oUt oF iT wiLL maKe U grOw sTronGeR-

haiz.. sch starts already!!! :( sian la.. so much hw.. see la.. i always so busy till i nv use the comp for like almost a week!!! since last sat i think.. or issit b4 that? not really sure now.. poor mem.. :( hmmm maybe i should tell u all about my time table.. it's so much better then last yr's!! hehehe

mon-till 5.15pm(it's the longest day of the week!! bleahSss..)
tues-till 3.45pm(think so.. or 4.15pm.. cant rmb the exact time actually.. but should be la..)
wed-till 2.15pm(but got cca den end at 6pm la..)
thurs-till 2.15pm(cos i no chi which is the last lesson.. haha)
fri-till 12.45pm(no chi also!!! :P)

really end so early nowadays.. except for mon.. hehe so now u noe if u wanna ask me out den can book me already.. hahahhahaa crazy.. now 5-day week.. but still have CO!! bleahs.. on sat.. sian.. must wake up early.. adn v stupid la.. cos of the 5-day week thingy.. sat not allowed to have cca.. den must ask parents to fill in consent form den can.. hmmm maybe if i ask my mom to say i cant go on sat den i no need go? wahahaha.. jk la.. i wont dare lors.. lols.. but v sian mahs.. maybe fri will have sectionals.. but prob not.. hope so!!

so.. are we meeting this sat? hehe cos like last sat got say mahs.. dunno why my comp load things sometimes v fast.. sometimes so slow.. like the stupid hotmail la.. aiya!! u noe the 5in1 chatterbox.. cos v long no go post thing then going to be deleted already!! oh no.. and y ebloggy cant go now? it's down huh? stupid sia.. aiya.. nvm la.. since got the comments thingy there.. dun need the chatterbox hors? hahaha ok la.. if any of u thinks that we need.. i'll go add again.. :) hmmm ok la..

suddenly cant think of much to say.. though so long nv blog.. think this week had gone quite well.. except maybe pe lesson.. cos run alot.. leg still painful though pe's on tues.. hehe kq i noe la.. said that in my email already.. but my hand also painful lehs.. think is cos of the pushups.. hahhahahaha think abt that den funny.. cos my fren's hands also painful den she say is cos that day running den keep moving the hands so painful.. -.- hahahaha hai.. keep forgetting to pay my bills.. sian..

mom bought new vacuum cleaner and my bro keep playing with it.. -.- stupid guy.. ok la.. think end here le.. cant think of anything to say.. hahahha wish all of the j2s out there to have a good yr ahead!! :) ohya.. this yr j2 le.. not used to it.. so fast bcum seniors le.. i grow old le... hahah

-nV hAve a dReaM cOme trUe-

hehehe it's new year.. 2005 already.. a brand new year should have a brand new start? wahahahaha haiz.. too bad still have lots of hw.. will have too go do later after typing this-think will be short-entry.. cos no time le!!! argh!!!! got lots to be done la.. arghhhhh.. wish every last min pia-ers out there good luck too! :)

hmmm 2004 has been one that's rather troubling right? wad with the natural disasters and unnatural ones.. hmmm hope this new year will bring better memories.. my bestest wish to those who were caught in the tsunami disaster.. may all of u out there receive help soon.. and those having O's and of course A's this year.. GOOD LUCK AND WORK HARD!!! :)

last but not least.. Happy New Year!!!

-weLL wIshinG maY nOt heLp aLoT buT iT's thE thOughT tHat cOuntS!-