learning fest day 2..
haha.. am so bored.. today learning fest was crap la.. 1st we saw this performance by the lindy hop ppl which we'd alr saw like twice b4.. den we slacked for more than two hrs in an empty classroom.. den hors.. is crochet time.. lols it was quite fun actually.. trying to make the stitches n all tat.. weren't v sucessful.. but quite fun lors.. hehe.. anyways the career talk was so super boring tat i slept though most of it.. -.-
watch kungfu hustle vcd just now.. so funnY!! haha
aiya superstar start le.. think i send here.. if wanna edit den come back.. gees..
-feeling empty.. do u noe the feeling? zero purpose.. why am i here? just to go to school n eat n slp? arghhh please someone.. brighten up my life!! i'm drowning in this dullness.. HELP!-
6:48 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005Y
learning fest..
hmmmmmmm today's learning fest was.. erms.. ok i guess.. but abit sians la.. noe wad we did? 1st got some jazz performance by some ppl outside.. the female singer sing not bad ehs.. anyways she's the onli singer.. haha den is erhems.. meet the scientists from biopolis IBN ppl.. they quite ok also.. not those nerdy types u expect of scientists.. haha.. den lunch..
den went for band.. i mean go their wad "instrument appreciation" thingy.. cos we got nth to do la.. den tried those instruments.. still quite ok la.. but very out of breath.. cos so hard to blow!!! got diff methods for diff instruments also.. haa.. den is the jap flower arrangement course.. or ikebana.. the jap name la.. quite funny when we do ourselves.. but the trainer kinda boring when he's doing the intro n such.. but he v lihai!! do till v nice.. n help correct all our "projects".. lol but ended quite late.. n v weird taking the thing home.. haa
i found epi 51 of naruto le!! yay!! can burn everything out le!! haa.. just fin burning till epi 74.. hais still got long way to go.. n half of my disc gone le.. sad..
i saw the "bewitched" movie trailer on tv tat day.. seems so nice.. wanna watch.. *dangz* but dunno lehs.. hais.. sad always cant go watch the movie i like.. lols.. plus i wanna watch FMA movie!! so very much!!! arghhhhhhss..
aiiya superstar start le.. so must go watch.. haha.. (=
-dreaming to be urs one day..-
6:32 PM
i shouldn't be here.. >.<
hmmm.. yaya.. i should be doing bio now.. cos i haven do.. n haven do math.. arghhh very boring.. now is ermms.. superstar on tv.. half watching half typing.. debated alot whether to blog today.. aiya.. abit bored mahs.. n i need go do hw la.. aiyaa.. dunno la..
i wanna dl song!! the new inuyasha opening.. "i am"!!! nicenice.. but cant!! stupid gendou.. dun even have inuyasha inside.. wad the.. inuyasha so popular la.. -.- anyways finally got to dl it from another place.. heng.. waited for the slots den can dl.. wahahhaha.. 1 more collection to my anime soonggs.. (=
sians la.. the stupid learning fest thingy.. v sad n angry!!! cos we all tot we can get into the courses we want mahs.. we signed up so fast.. in the end the stupid thingy.. none of our choices is registered.. arghhhhh!!! so angry!!! den yest must quickly go sign up some stupid courses.. or else they will anyhow put us in other courses which we may not like.. hais.. ended up in wad.. "meet the scientist" -.- n career talk n jap flower arrangement??!!!! dotts.. not much choices left.. n we all want to be together.. hais.. so going to crochet lessons instead of knitting.. think is similar.. but abit different.. aiyaa dunno laa..
so lamee.. the baby hamsters got given away!!! ALL of them!!! mom gave them away today n both my sis v angry.. well they took the most coare for them den they dun wanna give all but mom gave all w/o consulting them.. aiyaa sians..
today we got a 'party' during ME lesson.. den watched this movie.. "the pianist".. quite nice actually.. kinda sad.. the germans so cruel.. hmmm n must really say i v pei4 fu2 his survival erms how to say.. qiu2 sheng1 yi4 zhi4.. ya u noes? hahaha nvm.. anyways.. got home quite late today la.. so ya.. sians.. din get to slp my afternoon nap.. wahhahaa.. these few days been slping alot during afternoon.. so piggish.. hmmmm this sat wanna go study again.. hehes tml ask them.. hais.. rapture tml.. hmmmm
yest inuyasha's epi v funny.. gosh.. one of my fave epi.. haha..
cant wait for A's to end.. budden i'm still so unprepared.. i found out my last ppr ends on the 24th!!! hey!!! not 28th!!! yipppppppeeeeee!!! onli 4 days diff.. but still so happy.. after tat den can go watch more anime.. now must stop at just inu + shaman king.. not even watching naruto now.. fillers.. so nvm dun care.. too busy anyways.. n i wanna find a job!!!!!!!!!!! no $$.. really la.. dunno how i gng pay my next bill.. haven been saving any cents since start of new term.. n still owe amy $$.. wahhhhhh.. so sad..
n i think kelly sings quite nice.. the song nv hear b4.. but quite nice it seems.. hmmmm
eyes getting kinda dry n such.. did i get the "dry eyes syndrome"?? saw it in newspapers tat time.. occurs when u stare oo much at comp.. wahhahaa.. din use so much lehs.. so why huh? :P bleahs..
i shouldn't spend too much time on the comp.. sadd.. usually go some forums.. budden when i go too many times den not much things to do le.. hahaha.. so ok.. oh ya i dl-ed "i am" le.. so happy.. hahaha.. anyways.. all the more reason i shouldn't use comp le.. must do hw + study!!! but so sad noes.. keep thinking abt the comp + anime + tv.. but must restrain myself from doing these things.. bleahs..
-dun leave me alone.. embrace me in ur dreams..-
8:46 PM
sadd..
i fin harry potter bk le.. so sadd.. n angry.. hmmpt! but for those who haven read it's sake.. i wun reveal any just yet ar.. hmmm budden den.. aiya just v sad la.. hmmm but think the book's not bad.. not my fave 1 of cos.. cos not much funny stuff.. but still quite nice.. but lots of unanswered stuff.. think 7th book gonna be so thick!
i'm tired.. think gotta go do hw le.. yawns..
-dun make me alone..-
6:19 PM
grrr..
aiya.. sians.. i wanted to blog yest.. but din.. no time.. n cos my stupid bro.. made me so angry yest.. keep using the comp.. den nv use still sit down there.. like "guarding" or dunno wad he's doing la.. den i see he nv use.. so go use for awhile den he say wad.. type wad type keep typing.. wao liao.. he use whole day i nv say him he come n complain abt me.. he better mind his own business can le la.. tat pig.. blow harmonica till so unpleasant.. -.-
grrr.. today's 16/7 alr.. sians.. yest onli typed 1 para.. den jj called me den comp was taken over by my sis.. so din complete everything.. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.. n forgot wad i wanna say yest alr.. nvm.. abit outdated le.. -.-
yay!!! today harry potter come out le!!! yay!!! finally!!! yay!!! can read le!!! yay!!! but i not reading yet!!! read till pg 9o+ today morn.. den went out with ym n pot to do hw.. haha.. din do much but better progress than if i am home today.. lols.. n hmmm.. quite fun la.. but keep ending up talking to them.. and played with ym's hp cam alot.. lols..
abit tired now.. been looking thru narutomania forums for abt an hr.. n my show haven start.. the channel u 9pm show.. tian1 long2 ba1 bu4.. sians.. so bored.. n wad is it tat i wanna say so much???!! really cant rmb!! arghhhhhhh..
-wad do i mean to you? i hate ur cold/hot attitude.. pls acknowledge me more.. bring me closer..-
9:16 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005Y
uh huh?
it did get posted after all!! my previous entry.. cos yest when i tried to post got some prob lehs.. than i tot it couldn't be posted.. den today come.. hey it's there! lols.. my comp recover abit le? haha.. finally can burn naruto le.. just burned epi 1-11.. but wasted 1 disc b4 that.. my stupid burning prog whihc i dunno how to use.. so today go dl another prog.. den finally can burn.. hais can free up more space.. n must go find epi 51.. hmmm
haha n my naruto i dl-ed from 3 diff sources.. got 1 source the quality is very good 1 though it's in rmvb format.. den the 2 others not as well.. aiya.. who cares la.. can watch can le.. haha.. n i onli burn till epi50.. luckily.. or else going to spend super long here.. cos dunno from which epi onwards.. like epi 70/80+ den i keep having to dl doubles cos wadever i dl-ed will have some prob la.. hmmm so troublesome have to look thru everything see which 1 is the can work 1 den burn.. hais.. wait till i free lor.. =)
n btw just realise my burning speed quite fast.. now burning epi12-24.. almost fin le.. yays!
today got back gp papers.. i passed!! in fact.. improved.. from C6 to C5.. wahhahaa.. -.- quite surprosed la.. since tcher got say we din do v well wad.. well.. dunno la.. i writing crap for everything also.. hmmm dun dare tell my mom my results.. she asked me den i said like tat lor.. dun wanna tell her the marks.. esp for math.. since that's the onli 1 i din pass.. so far.. cos think maybe get back bio den.. u noe.. wun pass tat also.. -.-
aiya.. wanna say lots of things.. but cant rmb.. n kinda busy now.. n anyways.. fma manga v nice to read.. abit diff from anime.. but soooooo nice.. funnier if u ask me.. got the small small actions den so funni.. haha.. ok la go watch super star le.. hehes n 1 more thing.. i think i burn my naruto in a v unorganised format.. cos the cd burning prog so stupid.. automatic rearrange the files according to alphabetical order.. den not according to the epi.. cos my naming all diff.. arghhhhh.. ok nvm.. that sound so unimpt.. as compared to wad i wanted to say just now.. nvm really no time left..
n from today onwards.. i got a new resolve.. that's to stop thinking abt other animes other den those i watching now.. so wun get more distracted from hw than i alr is now.. everything till after A's.. still v sad that my A's end on the 28th.. hais.. ren4 ming4 le.. but i wanna go find job quickly.. den got $$ to buy those things i like.. think i go update my wishlist later.. maybe santa may grant my wish.. wahhahaa
-i will grow stronger-
6:07 PM
hmmmmm
meant to blog like some days ago.. but anyways.. too busy or no chance to use comp.. n now use comp i also feel v bad.. cos supposed to do hw.. arghhhhh.. so have a short entry can le..
got back some more papers.. i passed chem.. shocked! lost of words! wadever.. a miracle like i said b4.. n bio got back section b le.. fail.. like i wun expect that like tat.. -.- n tml getting back gp.. n tcher said we did quite badly.. so ya.. think it'll be bad la.. n during lessons she's like keep emphasising that we din do well for the BT2 den prelims will do worse so like "encourage" us to drop.. -.-
v sians.. found out my comp left v little space.. which i suspect is due to dl-ing too many naruto epi.. so i'm gonna burn out epi 1-50.. 51 still cant find the epi.. so think the rest got to wait till i found 51.. den go burn.. can free up more space on comp.. hmmm den can dl some other animes.. hahhaa.. but tat gonna wait till end of A's.. n my A's gonna end on the 28th of nov!!! like the very latest of all exams.. den jj they all end 10 days ahead of me.. arghhhhhhhh so good!! i so sad..
n hors.. naruto's op n ed songs are v nice.. n i cant decide which i like best.. though i noe i love the 3rd opening most.. but the rest dunno lehs.. all v nice.. haha.. n my cousin moved hse alr.. den haven transfer sch.. so everyday after sch they come our hse 1st.. den at evening.. their parents bring them home.. den they also watch naruto 1.. but much much behind compared to me la.. like at 50+ epi.. the last time i watched till epi136 le.. now stop cos bro went camp den i waiting for him come back den watch.. hais.. think need to go do hw soon..
the onli reason i'm staying here.. is cos i wanna burn cd.. sians la.. i dun have epi 1-4 of naruto.. den dl till so long.. now still haven complete.. n i really hate ants.. n my hse like infested with them.. arghhhhhhh.. another thing i hate is pe!!! cos i still haven passed my napha den have to go for pe while most of the class can dun go pe le.. arghhhhhhh muscles still acheing..
n i forgot wad i wanna say le la.. n hors.. i v broke now.. need get some money from my mom le la.. n hors the baby hamsters grow till v big le lehs.. onli 1 of them still v small think it's female so smaller size.. haha not sure..
need do hw le.. or else will get nth done today again.. the burning.. aiya tml bahs.. hehe
-dun leave me alone ever again-
8:39 PM
depressed..
got back 2 papers today.. phy n math.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh did so super badly.. did pass phy though.. but barely.. hmmmm n it's supposed to be easier den our bt1.. hais.. math is like.. worse results i'd ever gotten.. i'd always fail my math.. hmmmm as in getting ao lvl pass is considered as fail also rite.. but this time is the worst!!! barely made it to the o grade.. hais.. so damn depressing..
got back bio mcq also.. passed by 1/2 mark.. as in.. it's upon 15 n i got 8 correct.. pathetic isn't it? shouldn't be so stubbon as to hold on to all my 4 subs la.. since i'm so damn lazy n den very stupid also.. arghhhhhhhh depressing..
n i noe i'm going to fail terribly for chem.. the tchers said so yest.. we did badly.. math n phy when i do the paper it's like ok lor.. blank blanks here n there but still feel ok lehs.. in the end the results come out.. bleahs!!! so LOUSY!! den chem.. i seriously dunno how to ans any of the qns be it mcq or structured or open-ended.. so.. if i get like single digit wun be a surprise.. haissss
n y do the tchers have to kepp stressing that there's only SIX damn weeks to prelims??!!! like we dunno how to count like tat.. ok i'm super under pressure now.. how am i going to fin studying everyth.. since i din prepare well for bt2 also.. wad am i going to do????????? depressed.. n my tab;e's still so super messy.. so many notes stacked here n there.. how am i going to study??!!! arghhhhh.. n mr chan said today that we'd better start on our past yr's work now.. omggggggg like i dun have enough troubles alr..
i;m seriously seriously broke now!!! still owe jj $5!!!! den tml they wanna go buy YH's bday prez.. n i seriously dun think i can fork out any $$ tml.. den have to owe them more $$$.. hais.. tat's not all la.. july so many ppl bday.. my pocket got gigantic hole le la!!! den hors.. they wanna go watch rapture.. which is a dance performance by our sch's dance society.. another $12 gone!!!! n hors.. not forgetting the learning fest.. signed up for knitting class n have to pay $8!!!! see la.. how broke i am.. think i'm gonna go on diet now.. anyways i'm too fat alr.. shouldn't eat so much.. -.-
talking abt the learning fest.. v funny.. cos today they opened up the signing up for the courses online.. den every1 chiong to lib to register early in the morn.. n it was lucky our tcher made us go so early.. or else we may not be able to sign up for those courses that we wanted.. lol lemme see.. i signed up for knitting, volleyball, trip to modelling agency or wadever it is thingy n the dunno wad marcromedia flash thingy.. aiya cant spell it.. hahaha.. hmmmmm nth to do den signed up so many.. hehes..
n today's lessons are boring as usual.. but at least nv fall aslp.. yay!! improvement.. n oh tml is our college day.. start sch late.. got 2 lectures den start college day at 5.. supposed to end at 7.. which is also.. so late!!! at least can slp till late tml.. which is good cos i seriously deprived of slp.. hais.. y do animes have to be put at such a late slot??!! -.-
the baby hamsters are growing so well!!! haha can walk out of their hse by themselves le.. den drink from the container n eat those peanuts thingy.. but think still cant touch them.. just in case the mother angry.. haha but so cute.. lols..
hmmmmmmm i rmb yest tat i wanna tell jj someth today.. but now.. forget le ehs.. ok la.. i dun rmb anyth this morn also.. but got feeling wanna tell her someth lehs.. hmmmmm nvm.. today someth happened in bio which i think is quite impt.. must tell them tml.. but i scare i forget again. hope not.. hahas..
n also the flashget dl the naruto epi is soooooooo slow tat i wanna fall aslp le.. tot it died le den now w/o me noticing it slowly slowly dl fin le.. hahaha funny.. =)
-u can only become truely strong if u have something precious to protect-
3:57 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005Y
haiss
sch reopens le.. i mean.. sch reopened long ago but today officially restart the lessons.. so boring.. slept during chem today.. but that's the onli lecture which i fell aslp.. haha din fell aslp for phy n math.. which were super boring also.. see.. improvement.. hais.. today 2hr gp lesson wan my life alr.. den she still go n give us hw!! aiyoooooo.. dunno how to do her work la.. so v troublesome n dunno will meet her standards anot..
i v broke le la.. still owe jj $6 cos i nv bring $$ to sch today.. yest la.. after phy spa, which was not realli v diff, den they wanna go kbox.. n hors i like nv sing like tat.. cant blame me.. cos i sing v lousy n is 1st time i go wads.. budden the food there not bad la.. can listen to music also.. haha amy n weiting sing till so shuang.. anyways.. den i become v broke la.. cos youth day tat time went watch initial d wads.. spend so much $$ 2 days in a roll.. hais..
n hors.. from wad i heard from the tchers.. seems like we din do v well for BT 2.. so boring!!! hais i v worried le la.. all of them come n stressed us.. wad 6 weeks till prelims.. not enough time to study le!!! n i still in holiday mood.. haven touch hw also.. den my BT, although haven gottn back, sure is all flunk 1 la.. aiya.. must really work hard la.. like who wouldn't wan to get 4As.. den must work super hard lor.. xcept that i'm such a lazy bum.. am i willing to sacrifice all the fun fun thingys to attain great results? hais.. y am i so stupid????!!!!! cant figure out math n now chem i super blur like out of touch.. the tcher teach her stuff n i like at the border din absorb anyth at all.. aiya.. get wad i mean anot? hmmmmmmmmmm
like i said b4 rite.. must start working hard for prelims le.. which means stop watching animes.. cos tat's wad which is distracting me the most.. but i cant stop thinking abt the stories.. naruto.. shaman king.. i dun think abt inuyasha.. no pt cos i read all the episodes b4 den noe wad's going to happen le.. though got abit forget le la now.. but i wun imagine wad will take place in the next epi like i would with naruto n shaman king.. since i dunno wad will happen until i watch the epi.. hahhahahaa.. gosh i still think i'm not watching enuf animes for the sake of my life..... :P
so wad'd u say? can i quit watching animes for the moment till until after A's? *makes a bet with tsunade* hahahaha ooops guess i abit obsessed.. no la.. i try to keep my watching to a minimal.. n anyways.. if i watched fin naruto n den i can onli watch inuyasha n shaman king on wed to fri.. den i dun go dl anyth more to watch.. basically i dunno wad to dl also.. hahaha so hmmm if it's like tat den i can have more time left to study + do tut.. i hate doing tut though.. -.- den maybe will be better.. tat's the best i can do!!! haaa..
ok gambatte every1.. hate it that bio's the veryvery last paper tat i have to fin A's much much later den others.. but nvm.. must wait for me to fin den go celebrate together hors.. hahahahaa.. now listening to anime songs.. lol.. nv listen to chi or canto songs le.. thoiu dun understand the words.. but still vvvv nice.. i like all of naruto's opening n ending songs also.. hehehe gonna learn jap lang some day.. maybe after A's.. n gonna go learn driving.. hahaha
n hors.. forgot to say.. initial d was very nice!!! hahaha like a comedy like tat.. so funny!!! n anyways.. nth much to talk abt le.. gotta go to other thigs le.. =)
-keep ur spirit alive.. live ur dream!-
4:13 PM
free..
hahaa.. got to slp late to day.. n when i woke up at ard.. 9? no1's at home.. haha.. i like being alone at home.. can do wadever i wan.. too bad no tv shows to watch.. n so must use comp.. but nth much to do using comp.. i checking my mail.. trying to dl some anime music.. haha trying only.. cos only just registered on that website.. still haven activate it n such.. hmmmm so bo liao so come n write something lor.. haha
guess wad??? the hamster gave birth to baby hamsters le.. 5 altogether!!! so cute small small thingys.. reddish colour.. haven grown fur yet.. just born a week ago.. very active alr.. keep moving.. n so super cute when they all go n drink milk from their mom.. crowd at her belly.. haha.. the prob is.. cant change the bedding for them.. or the mom may kill them cos we touch them.. aiya dunno la.. so it's aabit smelly la.. haha tains took lots of pics of them.. but abit blur.. cant just go too near cos may disturb them mahs.. but the babies growing fur alr.. only abit on their backs.. but still very cute!! haha
i wanna watch naruto.. but cant la.. cos bro not at home.. he waited for me to fin my exams den watch with me together.. i cant be so bad as to watch alone now rite? lols.. anyways.. i shouldn't be spending too much time watching animes.. since i alr did so badly for my block test.. must start studying for prelims le.. arghhhhhhh.. but i soosooooooooo lazy.. hais.. i will try to work hard.. noe i'd said this many times le.. but.. aiya i hate studying wads.. n i love watching tv n animes n love using comp.. lols..
hais.. am so bored.. trying to dl the naruto songs.. the prob is.. i dunno their title.. so must keep trying till i get the correct 1.. hmmmm nvm cos i so bored anyways.. n the music all v nice also.. hahaha.. next time send jj.. hais no1 online now.. cant chat.. so bored.. ok la.. nth much to write le.. forgot wad i wanna say anyways.. haaa n hors some of the songs haven heard b4 in the epi i watched.. so dun dl 1st la.. haha
-i wonder when can dreams become reality? fight with ur hands!!!!-
9:55 AM