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SHE's new album is quite nice.. makes me "bu xiang zhang da".. hahahs.. just listened to the whole album n still love tian hui the most.. maybe need to listen longer the other songs.. =P

awwwwwwww.. it gng to be 2006 soon.. i hope i get use to writing the new date fast.. hahas.. 6 shld be easier to write? ehhhs.. haha.. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!~ hopes everything will go well for every1 next yr.. aiya.. dun feel like gng to work next week.. gaggs.. sad.. strong feeling of 'slackiness'.. hahahas..

i listening to mayday's tian kong zhi cheng concert cd now.. hahas during the talking part is v funny.. :wub: i keep smiling to myself.. but is not v clear the thing cos too much screaming.. den halfway they play 'nutcrackers' song.. think it's yanming dancing.. lols.. screamm alot alot then.. hehhs *missing their concert*

aiyooo i really think i no life laa.. today horr.. eve of new yr i stuck at home in front of comp with nth to do.. hahahas.. no la.. i dun feel like gng any countdowns too.. too lazy.. blehhs..

today went jp.. planned to buy juuni kokki vcd alr.. set my mind alr.. den hor went there.. cant find!!! blehhs!!! no laser flair there.. n i dont believe popular n music junction.. cos the cover dun realli look like the ones i saw the other time(which i vaguely rmb as lookin nicer).. lol.. my cheque haven come lehhs.. wonder when i'd receive it.. my 1st pay!!! hehhs.. lookin forward to next week when i'd be getting my 2nd pay..

i deperately need clothes!!!! arghhh.. so deprived of clothes.. gng be 'lightbulb' tml liao.. think gng with bigky n her bf shoppin.. haha hope he wun mind.. i mean she asked me to go along 1 mahhs.. how can i refuse? hahahas..

i ordered 1 litre of tears dvd with this person i met on forum.. hahahs.. apparently she's ordering from taiwan.. ard $20 quite cheap??? i mean dvd like more ex than vcds 1 mah? so think will have chi subs.. i still collecting the eng subs i dl-ed laa.. but dvd have clearer resolutions + watch on tv more shuang.. HAHA..

aiyaa.. havent got my pay den spending so much liao.. diee.. luckily if go out with bigky she'd treat.. i mean.. she'd just gotten her pay.. hahas.. ok laa.. when i got my pay den treat her back.. =P

oh ya.. just wanna say a big THANK YOU to YM n JJ who treated me to dinner on fri.. hahahas.. arigaTOU.. treat them both to smth next time.. =P

i'd nv get tired of listenin to mayday's songs.. need more of their albums.. previous albums.. hehe

animes are sooooo nice.. but havent got time to watch recently.. haiis.. those i dl-ed are collecting dust liao.. sad..

i cant really comprehend hellsing.. so weird.. but quite nice actually.. juuni kokki's just too nice liao.. so boring during hols mahhs.. cant use comp in the day.. so think buy vcd liao can pass time.. who noes y cant find.. i sad.. hahaha!

aiyooo i missed fma n loki today.. sians.. cos went jp lorr.. more giek cos din buy anyth which i wanted.. blehhhs..

I WANNA WATCH MOVIESSS!!!~

it's a long entry.. ^^ happy 2006!!

kope from i-weekly(ie. pls switch to unicode to read the chi words)
-曾经有一段真挚的感情在我面前，我没有珍惜，等到失去的时候才后悔莫及，尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。如果上天可以给我一个机会再来一次的话，我会对你说3个字“我爱你”。如果非要给这份爱加上一个期限，我希望是一万年。- 孙悟空

boring.. very bored.. go for dinner also decide so long.. so sians laaa..

watched helling just now.. so exciting!! vampires are really liddat? omgg.. scaryy.. quite nice lehhs.. wonder why i didn't like it then.. cos it replaced inuyasha??! i was quite pissed at the show.. haas

12 kingdom's better.. just love the mystic feel to it.. so unique.. n i can say that the art's real pretty too.. :wub: i like.. suki desu.. some ppl got say it's pretty boring n such.. but i like the pace of it.. slow n steady wins the race.. havent any1 heard of that?! hahas.. n the way it portrays humans emotions/ambition/plots/devious schemes/ignorance/blahblahblah etc.. really v good.. 1 show got so much stuff.. aiya dunno how to explain.. just that i :wub: it..

hmmmpt i've finished burning nobuta.. yay!! can go del everyth alr.. haas.. nobuta's really v nice.. it shows friendship at its very best.. using quite humorous/weird/ridiculous ways.. the way they film the think is quite unique also.. dunno how to describe.. superb! ^^ the way they add in weird "fairytales"/"side stories" which makes the audience go: huh? is really nice.. like tryin to emphasise some impt ppoints in a weird way.. haha though i bit blur sometimes.. lol

hana yori dango last epi is one of the best epi.. really makes u go: how sweeeeeet.. lols.. the ending suggests a sequel.. hope so.. haaas..

the forum i usually go.. got a person wanna order taiwan 1 litre of tears dvd.. i considering to buy.. aiyaa.. my pay so lil!!! den still gng to spend much more than i earn.. grrrrs.. so broke..

-the way of a workaholic-

Red
Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

hahas.. dun really describe me.. though yesh i tend to be fickle at times.. =p

ok.. according to my comp clock.. it's 11.55pm alr.. so 5 more mins b4 christmas is over.. lols.. =P

today actually wan go shopping with my sisS 1.. but horr.. in the end drag for too long liao den din managed to go.. hahas nvm.. still have tml! =P

today bigky helped me do my nails.. it's purple colour rite now.. with gliter.. n a flower on each nail.. quite nice when look from afar.. hahas.. ugly if u look closely.. but who cares.. i like can liao.. hehe..

really in need of new clothes.. tml need to buy alot of stuff.. hmmm

went to eat steamboat at my aunt's hse.. very nice.. n full.. hahas.. alot of ppl.. but abit sad cos missed zhong1 yi4 da4 ge1 da4 which has mayday as one of the guests.. sad.. plus every1 said i fat again.. very angry n sad.. i noe i fat la.. dun have to tell me everytime u see me mahhs.. can talk abt other stuff 1 rite?!! hmmmpt.. =.=

they got scv.. but dun have ch 56.. 62.. 61.. etcetc.. not much nice shows.. but caught some variety show with SHE.. hahas.. they v funny.. their new song nice lehhs.. hmmm tml go jp see got their cd anot ask bigky to buy.. haha =P

hmmm just started watching densha otoko.. a real famous drama in japan.. cos of the real famous book which's also called densha otoko.. a real story abt a nerd who ask for help in an online forum to chase a girl.. n he succeeded.. happy ending i think,, the book sold milions in japan n singapore has the chi vers too i think.. hmmm the drama quite nice i think.. hehe watching epi 2 till halfway.. aiyaa.. obsessed with jdramas recently n have been neglecting my animes.. =P

WAHAHAHA EVERY1 STAY HOME ON SATURDAY FROM NEXT WEEK ONWARDS!!! hehes.. cos they're showing FMA.. i repeat FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST every sat at 4pm on ch u.. dual sound.. i reccommend listening to jap vers cos the chi maybe v shitty.. blehhs.. haha though i dunno if there's subtitles anot.. n hopefully no censor anyth.. FMA ROCKS!!! yay!!! but slightly disappointed cos not on arts central.. )= nvm i LOVE fma!! ^^ oh ya.. showing loki at 4.30pm same day.. think shld be nice too so can catch it after fma too.. hehehehehs ^^

ok gng back to my densha otoko liao.. =P

-最爱鱼的是水。 但是鱼却爱上天上飞的小鸟。 鱼对水说：你看不见我的眼泪。水说：我感觉得到你的眼泪，因为你在我心中。-

ps:change encoding to unicode if cant read the above quote.. T.T

today.. finally i got a comp.. hahas.. cos jj not here.. =P so anyways.. i finally did some work today(the past 2 days those not exactly work haha).. did mostly allocation today.. n after lunch was feeling so super slpy.. i wonder if it's cos of the heavy lunch.. haha the feeling of fullness makes ppl slpy i supposed.. =P

today horr.. cos dunno y got alot of problems.. those customers la.. dunno what they wan.. so had to stay back for OT today.. supposedly till 8.. but in the end stayed till 9.. then no more bus.. my shang4 si1 called taxi n ferry us out.. hahas.. she dropped me off at a weird place.. in jurong.. but i dun recognise the way home at 1st cos it was so dark.. but in the end still got home quite safely.. haas.. ate my yanyan while walking from busstop to home.. too hungry cant wait till reach home to eat dinner..

brought so much foood to work today.. hehhs

goshh eyes so tired now.. but i wanna watch 1 litre of tears b4 i go slp.. last epi.. surely T.T 1.. hmmmm now working realli no time to watch all the stuff.. wonder if there's any nice jdramas coming up.. hmmmm

i'm bored.. y nth to blog abt derhhs? hahaha.. work is boring la i noe.. so glad it's the long weekend this week.. =P

-i find myself in a place which i don't know about-

one work to describe it: BORING!! haiis.. cos i got no comp.. cant really do anyth.. i basically sit there most of the time n leech the money.. hahas.. as in they pay me n i nv do much wad.. i like only file stuff n do all the irrelevant stuff haiis.. n i so blur when she explained how to key in the stuff.. hope i can catch up soon.. hmmm n keep dozing off this morn.. hopee they wun catch.. hehe

hmmmpt yest went mache with pot, jj, ym n kq.. hahas.. celebrate christmas.. took lots of pics.. with pot's cam la of cos.. but dunno y alot of the pics turn out blur.. lol

hahas.. we exchanged christmas prez yest.. but b4 that every1 alr noe who their secret santas are.. cos of stupid kq!!! lol.. long story.. anyways i still think it'd kq's fault.. lol.. nvm dun talk abt that le.. anyways.. jj gave me this very very NICE purple wallet.. yay! got new wallet le!! arigaTOU!

haiis.. now got job le will be v busy le.. cant watch the shows i dl-ed le.. the reason y i can type this is cos bro went cousin's hse n not here to kope comp from me.. hmmmmpt i still haven bought work clothes!!! aiya.. must go borrow from bigky again.. but this sun gng shopping.. so bigky.... tolerate for this week n then i wun borrow ur clothes le!! hahas.. =P

tired liao.. not much to say also.. bb

i find this quote v meaningful:

-i'd rather be a nobody at somewhere, than a somebody at nowhere-

just finish watching 1 litre of tears.. it makes me realise alot of things.. i know.. there's alot of unfortunate ppl in the world.. but this epi really makes a great impact on me.. esp the past few days i haven't been feeling my best(read my previous entry if u wan).. aya has been so strong n awesome.. facing the worse of her illness with a smile.. but this epi she's so lost n lonely u'd feel like hugging her.. n telling her it's alright it's alright.. T.T i'm getting too emotional watching too much drama perhaps..

i gave up on KGNE.. ok.. it doesn't seem as nice as those at animenfo made out to be.. ok.. maybe it's nice.. n sad.. n realistic.. n drama-ish.. n i don't know what.. but i hate that main guy.. =.= n it's hard to watch anime on ur own.. i do that most of the time.. but today.. i have other things on my mind.. hmmm maybe will catch tml's epi..

i feel that.. everyday.. every moment.. is just different.. i don't know if any1 can get what i mean.. sometimes u feel so sad that u become sucidal.. sometimes u're just plain happy n laugh ur head off at every small thing u see.. humans are such weird creatures.. there's noway u can have just a fixed personality.. no matter how i see it.. we just to complex to be just labled: outgoing, cheerful, caring, thoughtful etcetc.. n during diff times of the day.. facing different ppl.. we appear differently.. just cos it's most appropraite to act that way during that time perhaps..

seriously.. i don't know what made me write my previous entry.. being so pessimistic these few days.. maybe it's cos i havent found a job, or that it's just too stressed not being able to do what i like.. noooooooo way this is going to be the end for me.. i cant see my future.. but.. i'm willing to adventure.. for this is y i'm in this world.. to experience n make the most out of my life.. no way am i going to live for others.. of cos not everyday is going to be happy.. but sadness, despair, anger, happiness, joy are parts of my life which cant be gone.. if there's no unhappiness how am i going to define happiness? hmmmm

sure.. like kq said.. no1 is sure of the future.. ur friends now may just become strangers in the future.. what matter most is this moment when we're together.. the memories that i hold for each n every passing people in my life.. yes.. passing.. no matter how much i hope.. i cant keep every1 that i met by my side.. this goes out to all the people i've known, make aquintance with, become friends with.. that i wish all of u a great future.. doing whatever u like.. whether anot u rmb me.. because i don't think i rmb every1 as well.. hahah!

hmmmm honey n clover is really a meaningful show.. it seems that.. what kq wrote in the blog entry comes out directly from there.. ok maybe it's cos i jave zero creativity/no brain.. cos maybe stuff like that is just in front of me n if i think more i can probably write something.. hahas.. impossible.. =P

hachimitsu to clover.. a really amazing anime.. it has a great mix of everyth.. a shojo anime which i think guys also will love.. there's humor.. there's love.. most imptly there're ppl who're struggling to find themselves as well.. it paricularly hit me that.. i'm kinda like takemoto.. i walk on the road without knowing where it will take me.. i just think: let me walk on further n i'd see where i want to go.. but then i can just walk on n on forever without finding what means to me the most.. in the path of life.. there'd be things we want to achieve.. but these things don't appear easily.. we wont get what we want the most yet.. but we can enjoy n make the most of our days now.. everyday passing by means a new chance.. that's the message i get from this anime.. among many others(messages from the anime.. duhh).. terrific show i reccommend it to every1!!! n i think.. every1 who has seen this show will get a different message from it as well.. ^^

another thing about this anime is that.. the art is FANASTIC!! the cutest character design i've ever seen.. i especially love the side profiles of the chars(esp hagu n yamada!!!) it's just so.. defined.. n artistic n just beautiful.. imo.. hmmmm i'm still quite sad that ym n kq said that hagu isn't cute.. she's like the cutest char i've ever seen(not that i've seen many).. hmmm the animation is justjustjust so special.. the drawing is very unique.. n the OST.. omg it's damn NICEE!! haiis.. this show has a special place in my heart.. not onli because of the terrific story n outstanding chars but also because of the art/animation..

i wish for a honey n clover mechandise this christmas!! hahas.. ok.. it wont come true of cos.. but i can still wishh.. ^^

saw 1st epi of fmp fumoffu yest.. yupps very FUNNY!! think it's gng to be a great series.. but no time to realli watch it.. will try to make out some time somehow.. hahas.. but still i've got to say.. the animation compared to H&C is nth unique.. i mean it's nice and all.. but the style is like most other anime.. any1 who disagrees then come n tell me.. ok i have to agree.. each anime is most probably different.. but i mean.. i mean.. ok i don't know how to explain.. maybe i'm just biased towards H&C.. i saw somewhere in a forum got ppl who likes fmp's animation.. well it's by gonzo so it's expected to be good.. but the art.. hmmm.. ok.. i don't know how to explain it.. so i just leave it as it is..

hahas.. i think i like giving reviews for animes.. ok maybe just "after watching" thoughts perhaps.. but yeahh wait till i've seen others i'll write my thoughts down as well.. hehe ^^

-life is such a mystery.. u have to spend ur whole life trying to understand it..-

who am i? ha. ha. ha. everytime i'm acting cheerful and deep.. n actually i'm neither this nor that.. i lie to myself.. and every1.. u're not lookin at me everytime u see me.. u're lookin at the mask i always put on my face.. no matter what i say or do.. i said that or did that because.. i don't want ppl to look at me differently.. i act according to what i see in different situations.. i'm oh so fake..

how can i possibly laugh n joke everytime when i'm with friends.. when all i do at home is flare at my parents or siblings.. i try to act all knowing n emotional because of all the stuff i watch.. whether it's from drama or anime.. actually i'm just a hypocrite.. i read the stuff i read on my blog.. they're just too shallow.. i feel like closin this whole thing down..

how have i grown in any way when i'm still acting so immature.. in truth.. i care too much abt how others look at me.. even i try to act indifferent.. even though their opinion shouldn't affect me.. goshhhhhhhh.. i hate myself.. my selfish, lazy, horrible, fake self.. if ever.. someones needs my help will i help them with all my heart.. ot i'd just complain in the bottom of my heart.. such things happen so often in my life..

so yeahh.. i shld just change my temperament.. i saw somewhere.. that u show ur worst sides to ur family cos u know that.. they're the ones who will forgive u no matter what u did.. and always accept u.. family is so important in one's life don't you think..

i wish there's someone out there who treasures me more than anything.. is that much to ask? there's no1 who thinks of me b4 anyth else.. is it selfish to ask for just this 1 think.. but i know.. friends will not be forever.. no matter how many times u write that in bday cards or autograph books.. they're only passing phase in ur life.. no matter how i try to convince myself.. they won't be here for me everytime.. might as well.. they don't have to look at my "mask" rite?

i wish.. 20 yrs in the future.. i'd look back.. n think: ahhhh those days are certainly happy times... but.. will the sky 20yrs later be still the same? will the ppl who're in my life now be still the same? will i still be the same? i shldn't dream..

-my world has collapse.. will i find back the courage to build it up from scratch.. or.. shld i try.. and live in the same world as others..-

wooohoooooooo.. the concert yest is terrific!!!! ah shin's voice is superb yest! totally!!! he pulled all the long, high notes nicely.. even though u noe.. they shouted alot in the concert.. i wonder what honey/tonic they feed him for him to sing so nicely.. i mean those screams n shouts must have hurt somehow? hahaha..

soo soo nicee.. i dun wanna leave yest.. wan to heard them forever.. haiis.. the onli regret.. the place i'm sitting is too FAR!!! they look so small.. end up lookin at the big screens more often than i see them... whahaha.. n the place i sit hor.. surrounded by buay enthu ppl nehhs.. just stand there nv do anyth.. i wonder if mayday's sad seeing onli those front ppl doin the xiao hu shi dance.. i wanna go their TW concert!!!! i bet it's much much much better!!!! hmmmpt

as usual.. they're sosososoooooooooo FUNNY!! lols.. everytime they talk also v funny.. esp ah xin.. =P

ahhhhhhhh i wanna watch them again.. n again.. n again.. mmmmmmm *imaginess*

i'd upload the pics after i upload them into the comp 1st.. hahaha.. but they're v tiny in the pics.. haiis..

hmmm.. just watched 1 litre of tears.. i'm getting dehydrated le la.. cried too much.. i hope next epis come out soon!!! this show is really inspiring.. it has family, friendship, and perhaps love.. everyth is v sad yet beautiful.. when u're facing the worse in ur life.. look ard u.. there'd be ppl for u no matter what.. live strongly.. n shine.. like a bulb in the nv ending darkness.. n u shall warm those ard u.. yeahh.. it's good to have friends ard u.. n family.. don't be afraid of burdening them.. for all u know.. u're the 1 who's influncing them, n the one they look up to the most.. n smiling is the most enjoyable excercise in this world.. don't u think so? ^^

honey n clover is really a nice anime too.. daisuki!!!! it's nth like those high sch romance animes out there.. the things in it run really deep.. it hurts when the person u like the most like somebody else the most.. i wonder how is it to look at things thru her eyes.. hmmmm what can i say? DAISUKI!!! ^^

-even if it's like that, i still want to stay here. because this is the place i am.-

i finally finish "Now and Then, Here and There".. it's really a.. how say.. an intense show.. anime.. but it totally portrays the different feelings perfectly.. don't think i'm gonna take it if a live-action is to be made.. though i doubt that any actors can actually pull it off.. 1st a boy gets "kidnapped" to an unknown place.. beaten up.. really really bashed up.. hanged on a rope outside.. etcetc.. how did Shu still managed to be so strong n cheerful in a totally unknown place plus having so many hostile ppl??!!! omgg.. i just such things onli happens in anime.. =.= then u see girls kidnapped and raped.. treated as "army whore".. plus she even gets pregnant in the end.. how intense can this get?? boys below 5yrs old forced to become soldiers.. cheerful laughters' gone replaced by bloodlash.. bang bang bang!! killed assassins.. villagers.. 'enemies'.. how could u still be the same person that u were?!! goshh.. this show.. really shows the worst of humans' nature.. but it also brings across a message.. as long as u're alive.. there're bound to be great things that will happen.. so long as u're alive.. u shld protect the children.. for they're innocence which can be lead towards bad or good.. for the future.. the bad would end eventually.. oh ya.. violence n irrational approaches DONT solve problems.. they create them.. yuppsyupps.. hmmmm

another anime i'm currently watchin.. is "Honey and Clover".. it's just so funny!!! hiliarious.. couldn't stop laughin for an instance.. it's just a beautiful story.. or so i heard.. wait till i finish it n i'd give my full review.. ^^

on the case of j-dramas.. currently watching 3 of them.. hana yori dango.. 1 tire of tears.. and nobuta wo produce.. all are very nice!!! i really really hope that next season's shows wun be as nice.. or i'd be so addicted!!! bleahhs.. plus this season's nicenice ones i haven even watch fin.. eying another 1 atm.. but wait till hanadan is fin then i'd dl most prob..

nobuta wo produce.. seems like a high sch comedy.. really v funny the show.. but what i love is also the char developments.. how the chars interact n build a strong friendship.. n i think it's rather deep.. the way they change according to different circumstances.. really.. high sch isn't a bed of roses for every1.. but.. u can still make friends n have fun n ppl realli CAN change.. hmmm i need to watch more epis of this show.. *kicks the BT*

i needa a job.. seriously.. i cant stand myself lazy ard everyday.. watchin dramas/animes.. though it's nice.. but i really need to work or i'd turn into some worm or someth.. grrr.. plus i dunn wanna run into finanial difficulties.. life's pretty hard u noe.. but i know there's ppl out there who has it worse than me.. it's great to have a positive outlook on life.. n i need to go out more.. ok.. will go organise some activities.. T.T but alot of ppl have jobs le!!! blehhs..

as my sis n bro n every1 i speak to had said.. i have so many things.. that i cant even fin watchin them.. let me count.. no. of unfinished animes: ~12(OMG!! O.O) no. of j-dramas: 3(haha).. ok i try to fin them..

oh ya.. mayday's concert is TODAY!!!! i'm so EXCITED!!! BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS my sis keep askinn me crappy stuff.. make me so irritated.. my good mood gone le la.. ok back to mayday.. THEY ROCKS MANN!!!! WAHAHAHHA cant wait.. =P

i'd end it with a quote from 1 litre of tears:
-therefore i definitely won't run away. that's what i'll do. definitely, always.-

hmmmm.. yest was 1 hectic day.. esp when me n jj were rushin to get our makeup done den we were late for the appointment for our hair.. hmmm but everyth still went quite well in the end i guess.. hahaha

i couldn't find my charger n hence din bring digicam there.. awww so sad.. that's y no pics now.. haiis.. gotta get from my frens when i see them online.. hahaha..

rochelle booked a hotel room at such a short notice.. but we did out makeup n everyth then go there.. haha.. stayed overnight there.. actually din do much in the room itself.. like onli watch tv? wad a waste of money.. cant even slp well.. since slp on sofa.. hahaha.. but still ok la.. dun need go home in the middle of the nite.. hehhs

i'm so proud of myself.. wahahha.. i did the makeup n everyth myself yest lorr.. plus helped WT do.. thousgh our makeup looks the same laa.. under those orange light like not v visible.. but still quite ok la i guess.. haha

my hair is does pin up type.. dunno how describe.. no pics to show as well.. hmmmpt.. i counted the no. of pins.. more than 30 i think.. aiya forgot the exact no. make till my hair scalp so painful.. hmmm haha S n J din recognise me lorr.. but maybe is the lightin la.. i still look abt the same laa.. or issit? it's hard to tell by myself.. den CO ppl look at me v long den call me.. or so they say.. ahhahaa did i realli look diff? wahahhahahah

the food there not nice 1.. just average.. plus service not that good.. since it's abit hard to get them to refil our drinks.. but other than that still ok la.. haha

hmmm we walked from our hotel at havelock road to orchard lor!!! like so FAR!!! walk till legs break alr la.. to n fro.. we go orchard onli bought drinks from 7-eleven.. =.= shldn't have gone on such an adventurous trip in the 1st place.. but at least it make us know more abt the roads there.. haha..

my chatterbox die alr.. changed to cbox.. the 1 i got for kq.. which's like much better i think.. lousy chatterbox.. hmmmpt
*edit* omg idiot cbox keep give me error too.. wth.. hmmm let me think.. wad shld i get instead.. shoutbox.. *goes googling for 1 straightaway*

gotta go watch hanadan epi 6 now.. haaas.. just now when go down eat lunch so slpy.. den come up so energetic again.. LOL today's bigky's bdae.. woohoo i think i saw the gift he's gng to give her.. in a bigbig box.. wonder wad's that.. the 1 we(me n tian) got for her is very NICE also!!! a necklace with a puzzle pendant from periklin's(how spell?) silver.. hehe

gosh talkin abt prez.. still haven thought of anyth to buy for my secret santa person.. budget $10.. grrrr.. dunno what to buy.. hmmm

-drifting like an angel-

Based on a true story
This story is about a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The original story is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Liter of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies.

Aya's only wish was “to live." By carefully depicting Aya's earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, “One Liter of Tears" wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

Episode One
The drama starts right before Aya is hit with the tragic illness, called Spinocerebellar Degeneration, in which the nerve cells of areas necessary for the human body to move and balance - including the cerebellum, brain stem, and spinal cord - transforms and eventually disappears.

15-year old Aya Ikeuchi is the eldest daughter of a typical Japanese family. She lives with her cheerful and reliable mother, Shioka, father Mizuo, owner of a tofu shop, younger sisters Ako and Rika, and younger brother Hiroki.

On the day of her high school entrance exam, Aya is full of energy as she leaves the house. But she falls asleep on the bus and misses her stop. She gets off the bus and starts running in the rain, slips and falls, injuring her knee. That's when she meets Haruto Aso, who was planning to skip the exam. He gives her a ride on his bicycle to school where the exam will be given. Aya is allowed to take the exam in the school nurse's office, and manages to pass.

When the new semester begins, Aya is elected class rep. and joins the basketball team. On the boys team is someone she has eyes for, which adds to the things she has to look forward to.

Amidst her happy days at school, Aya begins to experience physical difficulties. She often drops food from her chopsticks while eating, can't pour water into a cup without spilling it, and occasionally wobbles while she walks. Aya's mother Shioka, a former nurse, is the only person that realizes these changes.

One day, Aya is about to leave home as usual. When she starts to run, she trips over her own feet and falls. She couldn't protect herself with her arms while falling, causing her to land on her face - making her bleed heavily. This injury soon reveals the existence of Aya's fateful disease.


i just finish epi 4.. omgg.. it's just too sad for me.. ayaa.. i wanna watch more of cos.. but nv dl more le.. plus bro gng to reformat comp tml.. it's like finally.. he's been sayin for like how many days??!! so anyways.. it's really a great show.. i wanna read da book!!! oh my i don't know if there's chi vers though.. soo sad.. T.T

n it has great OST.. "only human" by K. the lyrics are really meaningful..

-i want to build a timemachine and revisit the past. if it weren't for this disease i might even be in love. i want to cling to someone's arm so badly.-