Thursday, December 15, 2005Y
hmmmm
just finish watching 1 litre of tears.. it makes me realise alot of things.. i know.. there's alot of unfortunate ppl in the world.. but this epi really makes a great impact on me.. esp the past few days i haven't been feeling my best(read my previous entry if u wan).. aya has been so strong n awesome.. facing the worse of her illness with a smile.. but this epi she's so lost n lonely u'd feel like hugging her.. n telling her it's alright it's alright.. T.T i'm getting too emotional watching too much drama perhaps..
i gave up on KGNE.. ok.. it doesn't seem as nice as those at animenfo made out to be.. ok.. maybe it's nice.. n sad.. n realistic.. n drama-ish.. n i don't know what.. but i hate that main guy.. =.= n it's hard to watch anime on ur own.. i do that most of the time.. but today.. i have other things on my mind.. hmmm maybe will catch tml's epi..
i feel that.. everyday.. every moment.. is just different.. i don't know if any1 can get what i mean.. sometimes u feel so sad that u become sucidal.. sometimes u're just plain happy n laugh ur head off at every small thing u see.. humans are such weird creatures.. there's noway u can have just a fixed personality.. no matter how i see it.. we just to complex to be just labled: outgoing, cheerful, caring, thoughtful etcetc.. n during diff times of the day.. facing different ppl.. we appear differently.. just cos it's most appropraite to act that way during that time perhaps..
seriously.. i don't know what made me write my previous entry.. being so pessimistic these few days.. maybe it's cos i havent found a job, or that it's just too stressed not being able to do what i like.. noooooooo way this is going to be the end for me.. i cant see my future.. but.. i'm willing to adventure.. for this is y i'm in this world.. to experience n make the most out of my life.. no way am i going to live for others.. of cos not everyday is going to be happy.. but sadness, despair, anger, happiness, joy are parts of my life which cant be gone.. if there's no unhappiness how am i going to define happiness? hmmmm
sure.. like kq said.. no1 is sure of the future.. ur friends now may just become strangers in the future.. what matter most is this moment when we're together.. the memories that i hold for each n every passing people in my life.. yes.. passing.. no matter how much i hope.. i cant keep every1 that i met by my side.. this goes out to all the people i've known, make aquintance with, become friends with.. that i wish all of u a great future.. doing whatever u like.. whether anot u rmb me.. because i don't think i rmb every1 as well.. hahah!
hmmmm honey n clover is really a meaningful show.. it seems that.. what kq wrote in the blog entry comes out directly from there.. ok maybe it's cos i jave zero creativity/no brain.. cos maybe stuff like that is just in front of me n if i think more i can probably write something.. hahas.. impossible.. =P
hachimitsu to clover.. a really amazing anime.. it has a great mix of everyth.. a shojo anime which i think guys also will love.. there's humor.. there's love.. most imptly there're ppl who're struggling to find themselves as well.. it paricularly hit me that.. i'm kinda like takemoto.. i walk on the road without knowing where it will take me.. i just think: let me walk on further n i'd see where i want to go.. but then i can just walk on n on forever without finding what means to me the most.. in the path of life.. there'd be things we want to achieve.. but these things don't appear easily.. we wont get what we want the most yet.. but we can enjoy n make the most of our days now.. everyday passing by means a new chance.. that's the message i get from this anime.. among many others(messages from the anime.. duhh).. terrific show i reccommend it to every1!!! n i think.. every1 who has seen this show will get a different message from it as well.. ^^
another thing about this anime is that.. the art is FANASTIC!! the cutest character design i've ever seen.. i especially love the side profiles of the chars(esp hagu n yamada!!!) it's just so.. defined.. n artistic n just beautiful.. imo.. hmmmm i'm still quite sad that ym n kq said that hagu isn't cute.. she's like the cutest char i've ever seen(not that i've seen many).. hmmm the animation is justjustjust so special.. the drawing is very unique.. n the OST.. omg it's damn NICEE!! haiis.. this show has a special place in my heart.. not onli because of the terrific story n outstanding chars but also because of the art/animation..
i wish for a honey n clover mechandise this christmas!! hahas.. ok.. it wont come true of cos.. but i can still wishh.. ^^
saw 1st epi of fmp fumoffu yest.. yupps very FUNNY!! think it's gng to be a great series.. but no time to realli watch it.. will try to make out some time somehow.. hahas.. but still i've got to say.. the animation compared to H&C is nth unique.. i mean it's nice and all.. but the style is like most other anime.. any1 who disagrees then come n tell me.. ok i have to agree.. each anime is most probably different.. but i mean.. i mean.. ok i don't know how to explain.. maybe i'm just biased towards H&C.. i saw somewhere in a forum got ppl who likes fmp's animation.. well it's by gonzo so it's expected to be good.. but the art.. hmmm.. ok.. i don't know how to explain it.. so i just leave it as it is..
hahas.. i think i like giving reviews for animes.. ok maybe just "after watching" thoughts perhaps.. but yeahh wait till i've seen others i'll write my thoughts down as well.. hehe ^^
-life is such a mystery.. u have to spend ur whole life trying to understand it..-
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