Saturday, January 07, 2006Y
haiis
feeling so bored.. maybe i shld go dig out my other animes n watch.. hahaha
i'm haunted by my job.. like now when i type in the browser.. i typed: '/nva'... cos my work everyday will type that.. hard to explain but yeahh.. dunno la.. become a habit liao.. hahahas.. blehhs
i've fin watching school rumble.. cant say that i'm impressed with the ending.. which i now know isn't exactly an ending since there's gng to be season 2 coming this april.. now i need to get the ova.. which has been released for sometime now.. hehhhs
hmmm.. school rumble is really a nice show.. not ur typical sch romance type of anime.. it's simply lame n weird n funny! personally i really find it funnier than fmp fumoffu.. or maybe is because i watched fumoffu at a time when i wasn't feelin that.. good? hmmm
anyways.. i feel that school rumble is a really nice show to watch n just laugh ur heart out.. maybe if u look past the funniness u can detect a storyline abt this poor guy who wans to gain the heart of this girl who likes another guy.. but don't think so.. hahaha.. without all the randomness n lameless it wouldn't be sch rumble.. so if anyone wans a good laugh after a long day at work i can lend u this.. i shld be getting the manga too.. if i have the time.. hahahahs..
i really love mayday's xiang1 xin4.. it's just just sooo nice.. hmmm ok laa.. i love all their songs.. haas..
hmmm my mom came back early today.. she wans go KL today.. cos my grandma in ICU there.. hmmm =.=
T.T whenever i listened to 'only human' i'd feel like crying.. it's soooooooooo sad!! n nice.. i wann the other song too.. 'konayuki'.. also in 1 litre of tears.. searching hign n low for that 1.. hmmm
sometimes i feel so lost.. like i cant fit anywhere.. how i wish there is a place in this world which i can fit in.. or issit that i tried too hard to fit in that i dont belong anywhere?
i'm really tired.. tired of everything..
sometimes it's hard to find someone to speak to.. being able to speak heart-to-heart..
it's so lonely.. in this crowded room..
i've always been watching your back.. from afar.. when i'm with you.. all times.. when is it can i walk
with you? i wish to see your face.. and for you to see mine..
hmmm i realised i hate going out with " ".. i hate it.. really hate it.. but i always forget.. damn my lousy memory.. n very soon i will go out with them again.. n start to think that i really hate going out with them.. yet i know i'd agree to go out with them the next time.. n the next time.. n the next.. n not enjoying any second of it though i wanted to.. damn my meaningless life.. damn it!
one thing i really hate is when ppl go off without saying anyth.. no good bye.. no nth? but i hate myself more.. for craving such acknowledgement.. such detestable n low emotiions.. i hate myself.. for trying sososooooo hard.. really really.. hate myself.. hate myself.. hate.. myself..........
-i shldn't adapt to the world.. the world shld adapt to me..-
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