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had been blogging for everyday.. from 1st may till 5th..(keepin track of the days aways from work? haha) but.. yest.. was typing halfway.. then.. =.= my bro go restart comp.. so now gt nth.. =.=
well was "reporting" abt the MSE tea party i went yest.. with ym accompanying me of cos.. hahas.. well.. the dean was nice.. food was nice.. i hope the course is
nice too.. well.... that's it.. no regrets(i hope).. *fills with uncertainty*..
oh ho.. went "tea partying" with pot today.. quite fun actually.. we were just chit chatting the whole time.. with some of pot's friends.. whom she didnt even know their names.. =.= hahas.. the food are quite nice too.. though i think MSE's nicer.. awwww.. ym arent u glad that u came with me? ;) hahahahahs..
hmmm.. went thru the animes i'm "collecting" this season.. seems kinda too MUCH.. ehhh.. so i'm deleting gintama.. nt that interesting imo.. abit funny.. but nt as much as the others this season.. hoho!! =D oh yeahh.. realised that i'm dl-ing alot of shoujo this time.. well i'm a girl.. but i need some gd shonen to balance too!!! *rolls eyes* i feel like an idiot.. bahhhhhhhs..
jobless days are good.. but also abit too boring.. stuck to comp everyday.. no life~ needa go out n tou4 tou4 qi4.. need to exercise.. too fat alr!!! ARGHHHH!!!!
hate it when ppl say i'm fat.. even if supposedly it's for my own good.. well.. i KNOW i'm FAT! ok? just say.. i'm someone who doesnt like to be reminded of the FACTS.. or i'm delusioning myself.. but really hates it.. even if it's my own mother.. even if sometimes she's joking with me.. hmmmptx..
n alot of times.. the "excuses" she give to ask me to not eat this smth.. is rather forced.. i mean.. she ask me nt to eat thisthisthis.. cos i shld watch my size.. but wad if i eat this th n dont eat this other th which i dun like as much.. so i'm also nt eating that much since i alr cut down on that other stuff.. rite? ahhhhhhhhhhh!! i'm an IDIOT! i feel like an idiot talking idiotic stuff.. grrr shant cont.. but really la...... if she wans to save the food for her other children she can just tell me straight! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr =.=
well.. shant think anymore.. =D
nana chap 53.. T.T
- because for every person, their most impt thing, is always different -
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