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yest.. when i was on the way home.. on the bus la.. then the tv mobile showing sg idol.. gt this guy.. one of the contestant gt super weird hairstyle de.. den when he come out.. i heard this girl behind me said.. "da1 de1 tou2 fa3 xiang4 gui3!".. lol.. quite funny.. cos the girl was like walkin to the exit that time.. quite loud somemore.. XD

then today.. on the way to sch.. got this girl who sat with her dad(i think) beside me.. think she quite small.. pri 1 or younger.. then she keep talkin to her dad(forgt abt wad le.. but she sounds clever.. like asking quite interlectual qn for her age.. well i mean.. i dont think i'd ask the qn she asked when i'm her age.. hahas).. then suddenly she said.. "y that person no hair de?".. den i looked in front realli gt this botak person.. hahas.. her dad hushed her.. but maybe the person gt hear.. dunno..

yuppies.. 2 days.. 2 diff young girls.. 2 very tong2 yan2 wu2 ji4 sentences about hair.. (=

- yawn -

shit this la.. nothing to talk about huhs? very fedup.. ok la.. i'm a boring person..

=.=

- something more troubling than school n math T.T -

ok... no time for everyth.. erms... n my brain is forever leaking..

[gosh my bro shitting is soooooo smelly!! can smell from here at the comp in living rm.. *vomits*]

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didnt managed to complete this entry on sat.. now alr tues.. hahas

very distracted.. hahas.. actualli got quite some things to say.. but aiya.. now abit forget le.. see if i can rmb as i write..

T.T my hp just dropped onto the floor!! T.T very sad lo.. drop till so hard den even the battery drop out!! T.T very sad!! T.T drop alot of times le!! then it's alr v crazy le.. now still drop so many times.. sure spoil even more.. sadd..

ooooohs.. i finish kim sam soon show le.. heh hehs.. very nice!! XDD :wub: i shall make it my fave korean drama.. XDD hahas.. though i'd onli seen full hse n kss leh.. wahahahas.. but me usually watch will like alot den after that watch new show den will like the new show n forget abt how much i loved the old show.. so must make it my top fave 1st.. so can stick there for some time longer.. hahas.. tsk see la.. now interested in korean drama le.. but no more hols.. hahas

actualli i got alot of stuff i wanna do.. onli hor.. sch stuff.. also abit lagg behind le.. sooo hmmmm.. see how la.. hahas

my mom went hongkong holiday! so fun! next time i wanna go too..
places i wan go in the future:
1. japan! of cos XD
2. korea.. hehes.. suddenly like korea so much.. but think i not used to their food
3. taiwan.. that time nv go visit any place
4. hongkong.. food n shopping!! (=
5. europe.. heh hehs.. any place in europe is fine.. hope can go most places
6. australia.. seems fun..
7. eh.. china?
hahas.. ok la.. if got $$ den go visit the whole world lo.. lol..

sometimes i think hor.. imo la.. maybe it's cos i'm such an insolent n bo chap n diao4 er2 lang1 dang1 person.. hmmm of cos must concentrate on sch work la.. but dun need so hmmmm.. dunno how say la.. i think it's also good to do things that i like sometimes.. =X of cos la.. need mug also.. but relax abit la.. heh hehs.. i feel so bad.. hahahas.. aiyo,, maybe it's this mindset i always have that i did so badly in jc? =X T.T

just now so pissed.. cos mom nt in.. then the clothes need wash ourselves. so dump into the washin machine la.. but stupid washing machine dun wan spin dry the clothes! gosh.. i wan kill it le la!!! GRRRRR.. added to that.. there's GSS!! gosh.. haiyo.. shldnt have listened to her n use the washing machine la! esp both my sis not in.. then that stupid machine gt to fail on me.. ok la.. i'm an idiot at any household appliances de la.. @$!$^@~!@@!$@$%^%$* pissed..

dun care le la.. wait for tian or bigky come back.. T.T

aiyo.. just realised the goldfish my mom kept.. has such fat cheeks.. cute leh.. hehes..

)= the clothes cant be spinned dry.. so hor.. heck care.. just hang up.. keep drippin water.. =.= dun care.. v pissed..

yawn it's funny.. that i'm so slack.. like go sch.. come home.. n do the things i usually do in the hols.. ha ha ha.. (=

i think.. it's realli realli easy to think negatively.. i do that all the time.. well.. i keep most things to myself.. who knows wad i'm thinking rite? hahas.. haiis.. n i still get pissed easily.. at all those lil things ppl do or said to me.. well.. i guess.. just got to work harder to think positive! yuppies.. =.=

- i try to do my best -

heh hehs..

currently crazy over this show.. such that i keep watching on youtube.. cant wait for tv's epis.. hehes.. it's realli funny n great n nice.. both of them so cute.. XD

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeees

- slpy.. y did i post 3 entries in a day? haas -

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hehes.. i havent been following arts central nowadays.. but gotta catch this if possible.. awwww.. it may nt be a realli terrific show.. but who doesnt love the half blood hanyou to bits?! hehes.. XD

- currently crazy over kss -

ohhh drats.. cant call it a lesson.. more like getting turns to shoot liddat.. =X hmmm but it's fun..

bow's heavy.. given my fat n muscleless hands it's a miracle i managed to shoot properly.. =X heh hehs.. but my 1st try nt good.. that guy nv teach me at all.. n let my shoot 2 arrows onli whereas other ppl gt to shoot so many times! unfair.. but my 2nd try's better.. maybe cos of the slightly lighter bow.. XDD

yuppies it's fun.. nt bad.. every fortnight can play once.. hehes.. ^^

- it's ending soon -

i travelled to tampines today nehs.. to bring my grandma to my aunt's house.. n travel all the way back myself.. a realli time consuming task!

singapore isnt that small la!

- i realli need to get moving -

damn frustrated about the tuition grant thingy.. see la.. sg'reans sheng1 zai4 fu2 zhong1 bu4 zhi1 fu2.. complain so much for wad.. everyth from hses to education settled for u all by the govt still complain so much.. foreigners come doesnt mean wan to steal ur fan4 wan3 la.. onli wan to hun4 kou3 fan4 chi1.. =X paiseh.. so much man2 yuan4 also.. cos that tuition grant thing realli drives me crazy.. no1 to ask too.. very sad.. both my sisS applied b4 n it didnt seem so difficult ya noe? T.T i very sad..

i hope i didnt fill up the form wrongly ahh.. scary.. n the agreement dun need so early sign.. lucky.. cos i v bothered by this thing.. keep forgetting to do till now.. blehss =X later need pay full tuition fee how.. aiyo.. i wish i'm a sg'rean.. =X

math STILL drives me crazy.. cant i study a more relaxing course.. ok la.. i may seem relaxing now cos i'm here using comp.. but no... sometimes realli quite gan jiong.. but hor.. gan jiong also no use.. den i slack liao.. =X

ok la.. very fast 1 week will be gone.. soon a month will be over!! haiiis..

that day i gt an urge to post smth short up.. but in the end lazy/forget about it.. hehhs.. next time i can try post when i think of smth.. whether it's short or nt..

- i hope my temper will get better by the end of this year -

i tot my sneezing fit was over.. then it came back on full force today... =X i guess i didnt cover myself with blanket for some consec nights.. aiyo.. y am i so weak? O.O

oooh.. dont feel like bloggin past few days.. am tired.. or maybe lazy.. =X

hmmm sch's alright.. can still tolerate it.. n hmmm.. i realli cant communicate with some ppl.. dunno.. maybe just wun ever click liddat.. =X n.. maybe cos i'm more of a chi speaking person.. talkin abt this.. pot always speak eng to me when she in sch!! =.= durhhs.. like on phone liddat la.. ya la i know her frens in arts all eng speaking.. but she talkin to me in like.. whole sentence eng is sooooo weird.. =X hehes.. n when we took train with her fren.. she also speck eng.. even on hp with her mom also eng.. heh hehs.. weird la.. i sort of song1 yi4 kou3 qi4 when we got off earlier.. chi! XD

hmmm oh ya.. must complain abit abt math tut.. the tutor.. =.= cmi(sry!).. but most of the time i cant get wad he's talkin.. may be the accent.. or i'm nt realli payin attention.. hmmmm i'd recommend ym to be tutor.. much better.. yeahh!! XDD

now come to main pt of this entry.. zhong4 dian3!! hahas.. yuppies.. realli must thank dear ym for tutorin me math lehh!! like she has so much things to do le still gt to teach me.. =X realli.. she explains much better than my tutor.. =X hahas.. at least to me la.. i think ym realli quite patient with me le.. if it's me teachin me kind of ppl.. i'd vomit blood.. hahas.. tat day talk abt ym with pot.. she also agreed totally that she'd make a gd tcher.. wahahas.. yuppies.. that day went home then in my lift i tot:if i got A in math this sem i'd give u a treat.. but quite unlikely.. hahahas.. sooo hontoni arigatou!! treat u kopitiam dessert when ur N mine cough better.. =P

tired tired

my brain think is v bad lo.. cos like hmmm.. last time if i go sch or go anywhere i always need to cross the road to take bus.. think my body accustomed to it le.. then if i nv pay much attention to where i'm going.. i'd be walkin towards the direction to go the opp bus stop.. lucky.. i always stop myself be4 i cross the road.. hahas

slpy slpy

think the flu med i took slowly acting on me le.. feelin drowsy.. but still got stuff to say!! ehhh =.= oh hmm ya taking effect means nt sneezing now!! yepp!

these 2 days keep going out with pot.. but din buy anyth at all.. aiya.. 1stly.. v rush.. no time.. 2ndly nv see anyth i wan to buy.. n 3rdly.. today too sick to even stay at a place too long.. hahas.. neways.. she v weird lo.. wan go out also nv bring $$$ de.. then everyth she see.. awww wan buy!! take.. then.. pass to me.. i need help her pay 1st.. hahas lucky she onli bought earrings today if nt i broke.. =P

ohh haven say abt the v funny "lab session"!! oh ya.. can tell jj now.. hmmm ya.. v funny.. cos we're supposed to learn hor to draw perspective drawing of circles.. think my cicles look v ugly la.. like no learn anyth lo.. the whole time i was drawin.. keep thinkin to myself:i got no artistic talent la! hahas.. =X then draw till like 20mins b4 lesson end.. i felt lazy to cont.. hahas.. den left out some details of the portable radio we're supposed to sketch.. think among all the ppl in my lab grp.. mine most simplified vers le..

hmmm to slpy to think le.. cant process anyth.. hmmm

- i dont wish for it to become like this -

i went for tut today.. realli haven start yet.. hmmmm but went anyways.. hoping if can see my tut mates.. but hmmm.. dunno ehh.. though no tutor but every1 engrossed in doin their own work.. then nv talk to each other.. it reminds me of s53.. =X dun like.. =.=

budden.. today know a few ppl.. besides.. 1 person from my tut group.. lucky i know her.. cos if not me 3 hrs break i dunno going do wad.. hmmm then slacked tgt.. for most part of that break.. then for the break after phy lec.. know some other ppl.. turns out 1 is from sa.. another 1 from rv.. so funny.. all get to know each other in a weird way.. hahas

hmmm hope tml will turn out fine.. gt this 1 hr break after the lec.. so hor... =X

i'd be glad if tml ends early.. hehes..

i still hate math.. but the interesting thing is.. today my tut mate who haven done the math tut.. actualli need my help.. like i explained to her the qns.. so funny cos like a day b4 some1 else explain those qns to me in the same way too.. arigatou ym~ XDD

they say phy tut is easy.. at least for 1st tut.. ok.. gambatte!

- i wish everyday is a holiday -

lalala... long time nv feel so super happy during weekends le.. cos last time like evryday also weekend.. hahas..

today went sch for makeup lec.. everyth is fine.. hahas.. luckily i got insider tell me lec changed venue.. if nt i still stupidly go there..

then after lec.. go the hss minors talk.. actualli i noe i wun take minors la.. dun think i can cope.. but kq they all wan go hear.. so i go lo.. it rained when i was in lec.. then floor is slippery.. or maybe my soles too worn out le.. i need shoes!!!!

hmmm.. then quite funny.. cos we went canteen A eat again.. n supposedly.. well according to my senior(?).. hahas canteen A's food cmi.. but we went.. n... ate macdonald's!! gosh.. mac's the fast food we all always nv go when we go outside eat fastfood.. then now in sch then go eat! so ironic.. hahas.. but nvm la.. long time no eat le.. but cannot always eat.. i wan go drink the choc milk tea there today de.. but too bad.. everytime i passby the canteen i nv go buy.. next time bahh.. XDD

then went print notes with kq.. again! hahas she got so many things in her edventure!! hahas but today more sucessful then last time.. maybe cos this time we go comp make le then go print.. not so confusing.. but the both of us still v blur la.. nv press the cash card in properly the 1st time.. but that's kq's fault la.. hahas.. but still got everyth printed out nicely in the end..

oh ya!! n met ym.. nono not realli meet.. is see her from afar! haas.. cos lazy go down find her.. but i spot her b4 she spot me.. i more lihai.. hahas!! n.. she wore the top jj chose for her.. pretty worhs.. her fringe abit short i thought.. but aiya.. everyth is seen from afar la.. nt accurate.. who ask her so busy.. hahas

hopefully this sun realli can meet to coach me math.. my math is realli lousy la!! think i can onli do simple pri sch math now.. realli la.. brain like shrinking.. or got alot of holes.. cant process anyth le.. n ohh.. if can meet tell u more abt mat sci.. think maybe u'd find interestin bah.. oh if u wan can tell me abt acc.. onli i think would be boring bahh.. XP

ahhh.. then went nie buy tb.. SO SUPER HEAVY!! think my hangs got the marks the plastic bag made when i carried those heavy books.. n i think kq is realli strong la!! she helped me carry alot of times.. cos me being me.. keep complainin the books v heavy.. hahas plus she also got to carry her own stuff.. thanks ahhh!! XDD but she made me walk to popular.. just to compare if she made a loss by buyin at nie.. n u know.. from nie to pop is so super long journey also!! then books so heavy.. we keep takin lifts even for 1 lvl onli.. lol!

i HATE math!! XP n tuts are scary~

- watch ur health every1.. -

ooops.. nope.. now alr after 12am.. so it's thurs alr.. so fast.. hahas..

ok.. update a lil about start of sch.. ok la those 2 days.. quite sian during breaks.. cos dunno any1.. but in the end still ok.. maybe i'm used to being alone? ooooops.. no la kidding.. i think handphone is a must in sch.. gettin rid of bordom.. lol

i find my direction sense actualli not that bad.. since i didnt get lost seriously those 2 days.. well alot of help from dear weiting.. hahas..

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haiyos.. cos i was under the fear of mom popping out.. so din manage to complete this thing..

gosh.. my bro just now go n restart the comp.. then everyth not saved.. was pisssed.. but hmmm ok la.. wont get angry that easily bah.. esp over smth as trival as comp..

hmmm actualli as i go to sch.. i will see smth which i wanna add onto my blog.. but in the end i'd forget.. n nv mention about it.. quite funny.. cos when i pass this place.. i'd think:hmmm blah blah blah later write in my blog.. then after that i'd forget about it.. ya n i'm writing an entry now.. quite stupid.. n i cant seem to stop thinking of addin things to my blog entry though i'd nv rmb wad the things are in the 1st place! hahas

hmmm let me recall about my 1st 2 days of sch.. aiya.. quite terrible to wake so early.. in the end i'd keep lai4 chuang2-ing.. i wasnt like this in sec/jc.. always wake on time.. when alarm rings.. but hor.. think i set alarm early this time rd so can slack abit b4 wake.. hehes..

1st lec.. is.. phy.. woah.. v boring.. n think i forget everyth he said le.. about vectors.. n seems like got alot og math stuff in it.. ahhhhhhh!! sian.. 2nd lec.. is some interpersonal comm course.. ok la.. nt bad.. my onli female lecturer.. who technically is not a lecturer.. ok.. nvm..dun wanna explain.. hmmm i realise the course is good la.. my interpersonal comm skills not good.. not good at all.. =X

then 2nd day.. oh that stupid mat sci lec was cancelled!! onli found out when all of us outside the lt alr!! cos clash venue with acc ppl.. now tues lec change venue.. n cancelled that lec that's y fri need make up!! grrr.. then go sch for 1 lec.. 1 hr.. waste bus fare.. =X

today.. me finally know wad the printing stations are like.. in the library.. cos helped kq printed her notes.. u own me $1.35!! i think so la.. cant rmb the exact price.. hahas.. cos i was being helpful.. i was nearly late for my lec.. u noe from lib to lkc lt how long or not?!! i half run half rush there also take 10mins lo!! but the lecturer giving intro.. so nv miss anyth la.. lkc lt is BIG.. =X hmmm n there was this guy beside me who dozed thru the actual lec.. hahas!! reminds me of jc days.. =P

hmmm.. ya need to say abit about national day.. spent whole day slackin at home.. n oh ya! i read ouran manga.. or issit on tues? aiya.. anyways.. i still love tamaki.. so much about kyouya outshinning tamaki as from ym's description.. but still.. i dont care about him(kyouya).. i onli see the dear cute weird sensitive yet stupid tamaki! XDDD hmmmm.. kyouya's ok la.. but i realli dont see how can he be considered cute beside tamaki?!?!?! it's onli v funny cos he keep getting his plans foiled by tamaki.. hehehes.. n pls ym/kq dun argue with me about this.. diff ppl see diff things.. n like diff things.. hahas!!

today's math lec.. i know 1 th.. to make frens with fm ppl.. cos the lecturer got say fm ppl can get exempted from this subj.. so know fm fren is good.. hmmm the onli fm student which i know well.. hmmm heh hehs.. dun say u forgot everyth le hor!! i needa lots of help!~ =P

oh watch hnc epi 6 today.. was initially quite sad abt the relationship between morita n hagu.. esp i know the ending le.. but was sort of comforted by some stuff i read elsewhere.. cos not realli no chance.. onli.. hmmm not the ending i wanted.. =X T.T n poor morita..

gambatte!~ school's not that hard! n lastly i wanna thank bren for ans all my doubts!(i sound like i'm giving a speeech or gettin an award? hahas)

*edit: forgot abt this... i wanna congrat mlb for winning the title! XD though i'd rather they nt win.. to spare them the criticism..

- 也許我很痛苦很無助很孤獨很想哭 : 但是我不能怒不能訴不能輸不能哭 -

aiyo..... dunno how to describe my feelings now.. hmmm not to say scared la.. cos most likely i know how it's going to be la.. hmmm just dont want think too much now..

today i went out with ym.. hmm just go walk walk.. cos we're too bored? aiyo i realli dunno also.. hahas.. imm realli gt nth besides the 1st floor! that i did find out.. n the kopitiam there is nt as nice as jec's de.. wahahas.. bought a pair of jeans.. hmmm just like go this bossini.. choose abit.. then try.. then choose 1 n take le.. hmmm ok la.. at least gt 1 more jeans le..

aiyo i realli v fat.. n hors.. y comp so LAG?!! grr

sometimes i find that.. there's alot of things u wouldnt expect this person to do.. then she did it.. maybe it's just a small favor.. but at least she thought enuf of u to do this.. that's enough.. realli.. hmmm.. n alot of times i find the things which i do.. usualli have some hidden motive.. maybe ani1 ask me i wouldnt admit la.. but i dont think i want to kid myself n think i'm such a kind person.. maybe i just wanna portray this image in front of ppl.. hahas.. pathetic.. but maybe that's how i am..

i tend to fantasize alot.. reall damn LOT.. maybe it's because i'm realli nt satisfied with this person i am.. i know maybe u just have to accept who u are.. but i haven reach the point which i think i like the person i am now.. maybe that's y i keep dreaming of the things which i want to have n cannot have.. hahas.. maybe in the process i missed out alot of the stuff which i can have? i dont know.. life's still pretty unstable for me..

i watched this movie "click" yest with tians.. ok la.. not say it has alot of impact on me.. more of a comedy than anyth.. n i dont think the main actor is realli that good an actor.. but it is enjoyable.. cant expect hollywood movies to bring across much of a message.. but this movie did try.. hmmm maybe like alot of times.. we get tired of this period of life.. n we just want to fast forward thru all these n get to the time when we'd alr acheived everyth? but we did not know that in the process we're actualli missing out on other stuff?

this may not just apply in this way.. like me for instance? i think i spend more time with the computer than with my friends/family..

[cos of damn stupid lag i cont it on sat(today).. so it's 1 more day of freedom]

hmmm.. ya i was saying.. miss out things like a small joke here n there.. times to laugh at the tv tgt.. n basically normal talkin time? hmmmmm sometimes i feel v disgusted with myself.. i dont know y.. when any1.. particylarly my dad most of the times.. when he talk to me i feel very irritated.. goshh.. bad.. i know.. but aiya.. i'm still so damn short-tempered.. arghhhhhhh..

hehhs.. shant continue abt this th.. sounds so stupid now i look at it.. =P

4yrs is not a short time.. hmm at least i think so.. although same as sec sch yrs.. but also diff.. cos environment diff.. ppl diff.. everyth diff.. n the thing is.. we're all going to get older n older!! cant go back to the young sch days like in sec sch.. hahas.. sad truth about growing up.. awww....

- when i start to appreciate the things n people ard me.. will you do the same to me? -

not 1st time of cos.. but 1st time regarding smth abt my course la.. aiyo.. feel so lost lo.. onli me there.. haiis.. i hate uni..... ihateuniihateuniihateuniihateuni!~~~

=X

ok la.. today i went the uni.. then on the bus.. dunno y nv catch sm slp.. v tired.. n headache.. but neways... on bus to the sch.. then those double decker bus rite.. behind there is gt seats facing eash other.. then i was seatin at one of the seats.. but got this guy.. standin in front of me.. then his trousers too loose or wad.. keep touchin my leg.. n i kept thinking:this guy's b*tt v irritating.. dun keep moving ard la..

ooooooooops.. hahas.. =X paiseh la.. but maybe that's y i din slp.. or i felt uncomfortable with those "fellow" sch mates on the bus.. seems like more than half the bus is gng for the CoE orientation.. then i realise 1 th.. like most of them are guys!! n all in groups.. make me feel so ulu n lonely.. hmmm =X

hahas.. i feel so proud of myself today.. relying.. basically onli on my "instincts".. i managed to go to all the places correctly by myself today!! wahahas.. usually me is directions idiot la.. dunno if it's heaven takin pity on lil me.. n blessed me with good luck.. that every choice i made(directions-wise) is correct.. hehes... but.. not much luck about making frens bah.. grrrr.. too introverted.. make me dun even dare borrow a pen from the guy beside me.. haiis.. =X

hmmm the receptionS are quite nice.. onli.. stand n eat alone is quite.. hmmm.. i dunno.. boring? hehs.. feel so lost.. =X

- i JUST dont feel like continuing -