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i just koped a bunch of v cute pics.. so wanna post up to share.. to the ones i koped it from.. thanks!! forgot that guy's name.. =X


hao3 fan3 ah!!


bei2 re2 wo4!


GRRRrrrr


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tralalala~ ^^


sian ah!


ZZzzz drool~~

hehes.. my feeling now is ZZzzz..

today felt so sick n slpy in sch also.. haiis.. din even enjoy jap as much.. but today also taught v fast.. lol..

i shld really start mugging le.. howhowhow?

- yawn yawn yawn -

jingjing(TM) bear.. hmmm the (TM) meant to be small but i dunno where to find that symbol.. so sad.. anyone knows must tell me ok? (=

the cutest bear ever!(imo)

hahas.. well it's my sis's bear.. that's y it's named jingjing.. it's handmade by her collegue.. really very pro.. dont know how she make it..

i want my own yinyin(TM) bear too!

my sis says.. if her fren sell would i buy or nt.. i told her below 10bucks will consider.. den she said handmade how can below 10bucks.. so she suggested 19.90.. den i told her i confirm wun buy.. poor students like me cant afford.. hahas.. den told her if it's 12.90 still can consider.. hahas.. den she say 13.90.. like she become manager for her collegue le.. lol..


the card.. but too blur.. so i'd type it here.. (=

left side:
jingjing(TM) bear. always seems to be blur blur. she likes pink and strawberry. she loves guavas.
right side:
caring instructions: hur-hur to jingjing(TM) bear daily to show that she's being loved. she'd love it!

so cute right?!??! i wan my yinyin(TM) bear!! hahas


this pic is small n resolution not v good.. cos i forgot to change my hp's cam image size.. den took super many pics ithe jingjing(TM) bear till i finally realised y it's not v clear everytime i take a pic.. den switched to largest size n took ard the same no. of pics again.. but i still think this 1 cutest.. like i'm poking at it's backside.. it's supposed to be running btw..

the exercise series!


raise up ur hands!


stretch ur hands to the left


plop on ur side


train ur biceps or triceps or wadever?


do the ballet thing(top view)


do the ballet thing(side view)


a split! see the smug look on its face..


use both hands to "ding3" nani?


push ups(front view)


push up(side view)


kua3 le..

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so cute rite? i took altogether 32 pics of jingjing(TM) bear.. including small n large resolutions.. i wan my own yinyin(TM) bear too!! hahas.. den can have another round of posing n taking photos.. i think if i dont be engineer.. or chef.. or baker.. i can be photographer.. LOL

soooo.. would you buy a "personalised name"(TM) bear for 13.90? in the colour that u want.. with ur own "personalised name"(TM) bear indentity card that list down it's character and habits and personalised caring instructions? i think 13.90 is more than value for money.. dont you think so? i think so... (=

i want my own yinyin(TM) bear in purple colour.. it shld be quiet n reserved(yupps!).. likes purple, chocolate, icecreams n basically anyth which are edible.. loves daydreaming! hug n tell stories to her daily.. she'd love it!

- my bday is just less than 4 months away! -

haiis.. i love jap lessons.. the tutor is so cute.. hahas.. always so funny.. today's lesson's very fun as well.. we learnt の.. n how to use.. then he made us "donate" 1 piece of our stationery into 2 bags of his(doraemon pattern).. den make the class choose 1 piece from the bags.. n go ard asking whose pen/pencil(ペン/エンピツ) is this.. etc etc.. hahas.. den so funny.. a guy got a doraemon mechanical pencil.. den he keep asking every1.. den cannot find the owner.. den we ask him go ask our sensei.. hahas.. it's his lo!! he really loves doraemon alot.. alot of his stationery is doraemon de..

got this guy in out class think got a liquid ppr with doraemon pattern also.. den he keep go n look at it.. think he's thinking of buying or wad?? wahahas.. den hor.. he got doraemon chop also.. our hw n test ppr he will chop different pattern everytime.. for the testes depending on how good/bad u do.. got 5 patterns to choose from!!! hahas.. no la.. if good den get the smile v happy de doraemon.. if not v good got 1 is stick out tongue de.. den got worry face de also.. hahas but so far both tests i also get same pattern(the wink 1 eye de..).. but i see alot of my classmates got other patterns de.. hahas.. so cute.. must collect.. lol

happy happy!! friday lerhhs!! tml gng shopping with sisS n cousin.. hahas.. need moremoremoremore clothes n etc etc.. den aunt treating us to swensen's on sun.. zhan1 bigky's guang1.. my aunt treat her to "farewell" dinner b4 she go australia.. den ask us go too.. yay.. tonight my mom's bday.. going eat crystal jade at jp.. hahas.. yay!! so much food.. after this weekend's indulgence must seriously go cut fats le!!~ lol

this sem i have quite good tutors for all my tutorials.. so happy.. at least better than last sem's.. issit this sem's subjs' tutors all v good or i'm just lucky? i think i'm lucky.. though i get really sick of school n schoolwork at times(many times in fact).. but i think going to school can be fun too.. esp on tues n fri!!! cos got jap lesson!~ hahas.. i think i'm in a good mood today.. feeling hyper.. which is good..

ooopps suddenly rmb last time on ch u's "in nv huang" that show by fann wong.. got chi physician say cannot be too upset or too happy or too anyth.. if not will affect dunno wad organs or smth.. ooppps.. i'm always liddat.. happy den v happy.. sad den v depressed.. =X but i still think being happy shld be better for health right? (=

oh yeah.. the other day got new car le.. it red plate.. well we dont use our car that much nowadays.. so red is good.. hahas.. 6410.. nice no.?? maybe shld try go buy 4D this weekend.. hahas.. let all the good things come without stopping!!~ (=

oooh n i finally can dl stuff le.. hehehehes.. after the hiatus.. it takes v long to complete a dl.. but at least i'd resumed.. though some of the stuff i think i wun be continueing.. lazy.. =X

nothing much to do online actually.. when no1 is online especially!~ hahas.. think i'd go explore utube.. long time nv go.. i love utube's funny vids!~ (=

EDIT: one last thing.. i love my blogskin sooo much!!! cant say enough.. hahahas.. ありがとう フイイーさん..

- there's so much to be grateful for -

not wanting to rant but..

i have this cousin.. not wanting to speak bad about him.. but he got me thinking everytime he tried to talk to me thru msn.. i dunno.. he used to be a sweet kid when he was young(from wad lil i could rmb abt him).. but nowadays talking to him's been a real chore.. maybe it's the lack of topics.. or that i find him a lil irritating.. the words he use.. always "lame" here "lame" there.. faints.. but still sometimes he's quite ok la.. aiya dunno wad's wrong abt me.. i think i tend to take things too hard.. tried too much to analyse wad ppl do or say.. n end up feeling miserable.. awww well.. i'm trying hard to change..

hahas.. trying to learn from effective comm lesson.. sometimes perceptions may be wrong.. lol

i think i take things too seriously.. who knows ppl may actually be concerned abt me when they're talking to me.. especially about the fact that i'm fat.. but i still hate it when ppl say i'm fat when i know it's the truth.. of cos i know.. i mean.. i look in the mirror right.. but i cant help feeling that they're gloating at me.. that's y i flared up or become extremely upset.. no1 likes to be criticised rite? i know about keeping my cool etc.. let them say den say.. but sometimes even when u dont mean it.. it still hurts.. shrugs.. i think i go ard hurting ppl with my tactless remarks too.. must be my retribution.. hahas

i think i'd have less trouble if being fat is the "in" thing now.. hahas.. no need to worry about nt fitting into clothes n looking "ugly".. of cos i wan to be thin too.. but u cant expect every1 in the world to be thin la.. if every1 is thin.. no1 will be!! there's no comparison anymore!! if u like to see thin ppl walkin ard u go to some third world country n be a volunteer there.. =.- i know fats are unhealthy.. that's y i'm trying to cut fats now(ya trying is a big word actually)..

i actually dislike alot of things about myself.. this is wad u call.... insercurities? lol.. but i like enjoying myself doing the things which i like very much.. best if i dont have to worry abt wad others think.. luckily i'm a forgetful person.. lol

i dont think anyone cares about wad i'm doing though.. that's y it's stupid to care about wad others think.. hahas.. i evaluate too much.. but will forget after i post everyth up.. shrugs.. i want to be blissfully unaware though.. take the easy way out.. well it's me.. why should u care??! (=

- sometimes it becomes even harder to become happy when u try too hard -

hehehes.. i love my blogskin..

hahas.. a big thankyou to huiyu.. ^^ arigatou gozaimasu~

yawn slpy slpy.. but still wan blog about this thing.. cos i love my blogskin too much le.. wahahas..

- din do math hw =X -

hahas..

wanted to write this entry since v long ago.. i dont know y.. but i seem to notice alot of stupid things while i'm taking bus.. so i'd just write some which i can rmb now.. hehes..

i think it's cos i'm usally v bored when taking buses.. hahas

like.. there's some bus drivers who drives v slow.. really slow.. i think if there's some1 cycling alongside the bus.. he'd have overtook the bus by miles.. sometimes i'm really agitated if the bus's v slow.. esp when i'm rushing for time.. however.. i dont know if i dislike slow drivers or speeding drivers more..

some bus drivers are like trying to outspeed sports car.. like vrooooooooom.. vvv fast.. sometimes will just skipped the bus stop.. even when i'd pressed the bell!! y?? are u blinded by the over enthusiasm to overtake the rest of the cars? oh my.. n if u drive too fast.. it's really hard to walk.. like down from the 2nd deck.. hahas.. i think i prefer normal bus drivers.. not too fast but not too slow too.. hmmmm..

another thing i observe is that.. ppl really like to move to the door when the bus is still like 100metres away from the bus stop.. y???! it's like.. so kiasu!~ oh my.. i cant stand it.. i mean.. wait till the bus stop completely then go to the door to get down.. there's no rush.. not like u stand there early the bus will open its door early for you.. even if u want to go n stand by the door early.. maybe wait till it's nearer the stop? no need to start squeezing past every1 wad.. i esp hate it when i'm also getting down at the same stop but there's this person who keep wanting to squeeze past me n i have to take my hand off the handgrip n risk falling down due to the kiasu-ness of this person.. well i want to tell him/her "i'm getting down too! can u wait till the bus stops completely??"

faints.. i'm not complaining.. really not.. i understand that some ppl are afraid of not getting off the bus at their stop(well i'd lots of experiences).. but.. sometimes.. it's v troublesome..

i wish buses waiting times can be reduced.. since they're forever incresing the prices.. they shld increase service too.. hmmm.. n wad else.. i rmb there's another thing abt buses which i want to rant abt.. well cant rmb..

- no need to rush -

hahas..

i love jap.. ^^

haiis.. been wanting to blog for a long time le.. keep no chance n no time.. aiyo.. n got asked to vacuum the floor just now also.. i hate being asked to do other stuff when i'm so obviously doing things now.. waolao.. but i still went vacuum alr.. super irritated.. talk talk talk nag nag nag.. ARGHHHHH just dun feel good la.. irritated n pissed.. down~

GRRRRRRRR.. alr feeling v irritated.. but he still come n disturb me.. wth la! make me more pissed only.. not normal kind of irriating.. HE'S THE MOST ULTRA IRRITATING PERSON IN THE WORLD! wth.. nv see a more thick skinned person.. purposely ignore him still keep talking n asking.. waolao.. i wan give him use den will give de lo.. when he disturb me the more i dun wan to give him use!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH super irritated.. feeling like hitting someone.. hmmmpt! Q@#$^%&$^&!#$@.. sux like hell..

- too fedup to continue.. some stupid things are still bothering me! argh.. i wish i can just heck care abt those ppl -

so long nv blog..

hurray.. let's celebrate the new life of my comp! hahas.. no la.. finally fixed.. now can use tll shuang again le..

wooo.. sch reopened again.. lousy!

wad do i want to blog about? plenty! but i'd forgotten most of it.. too lazy to think too... so i start with today's stuff.. horible lab session today.. the worst i've been to.. like most of the qns they ask i dunno wad hte crap they're asking about.. n the lecturer nv explain also.. haiis.. sure fail la..

now i slacking at home.. later need to return to sch for my elective.. management with humour.. wonder how do u manage with humour..? not managing humour.. why do u need to manage humour? i like humour.. XDDD

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yesh.. back from my humour elective.. in fact it's almost 12am alr.. nope i did not return till now.. but onli got to cont with this entry till now.. lol.. it's nt bad leh the course.. at least the lecturer really is funny.. humourous.. hahas.. he told us alot of stories.. i thought the last 1 is the funniest.. but i cant rmb anyth abouth it now.. guess some happy things are hard to rmb.. see if the recorded lect will be posted up soon or not.. den i can go n see n refresh mem.. den maybe can write on blog.. hees

haiiis i think i gng to cont this thing tml again.. late alr..

- cont on 17th -

erms.. lazy to cont.. forgot wad i wanna say alr.. ok.. new entry!

- sayonara -

some of them..

too much time passed since my last post for me to rmb abt the stuff i did.. hmmm lemme think..

i went to watch night at the museum with hj on 26th.. super nice n funny n cute!! hehes.. a v fruitful trip.. ate seoul garden till v full.. n almost late for the movie.. cos we were eating at taka seoul garden.. den movie is at vivo.. took taxi reached there alr movie time le.. in the end went in 15mins late i think.. lucky for the LONG adverts.. went in just gng to start onli hahas.. exciting n super cold day since it was raining.. keep raining n raining that day non stop..

27th went settlers cafe with jj, ym, pot n kq.. hahas.. wad can i say. VERY fun.. yepps.. a good place to go.. 4hrs including lunch n free flow of drinks n can play alot of games for onli 11bucks.. a bargain dont u think? hehes.. hmmm just v fun playing with all of them.. must go more often.. it's always so fun when go there. even though sometimes will ahve abit of accident.. hehs.. =X but lucky that day nth much happened.. or none that i can recall now.. just that.. it's sooooooo fun n funny.. ^^ thanks for the great day..

28th went with wt, hj n yh to pasir ris cycle.. on the way there we kept making wet day plans.. but reached there with no mishaps.. hahas.. den rent bicycles.. cycled to a "jetty".. hj la.. say wan bring us to a jetty.. she rmb wrongly la.. the park with a jetty is east coast park.. we're at pasir ris park.. in the end.. onli went this rock thingy which i cant rmb wad it's called(i din study coasts for geog wad! haha).. den hj suggest go the playgrd climb the pyramid thingy.. but didnt manage to climb to the top cos it rained.. for me.. i did'nt make it to the pyramid even.. cos hy called me n tell me results released le!! ended up talking to her n geting paraniod.. n then when she hanged up it rained.. hahas.. den we stayed in a shelter for v long n played games for more than 45mins(waste bicycle money! haA).. but rain din stop only become smaller den we cycled back..

i tried to gei kiang n wan hold umbrella to cycle.. in the end onli cycled like 50cm den injured my leg n gave up.. wahahahas.. den the way back actualli was quite far. the rain wasnt that small.. den was v wet by the time we reached la.. hahas.. always get caught in the rain when we go cycle.. quite funny la.. but at least got managed to cycle le! hehes.. den after tat went tampines mall eat plus walk walk b4 go home.. think liddat onli la..

29th!!!!!!! wei ai er sheng! hahas.. mayday's new album out.. but till afternoon den the album reach the stores.. tian went out in the morn to buy also no have.. hahas.. den in the end din buy on that day itself.. but cant wait n went haoting.com listen.. soooooo nice la.. call me biased or wad also can la.. but i just like it.. hehes.. not mayday-like this time.. usually listen their album.. will have "mayday" feeling.. now abit not them.. come to think of it.. think shen de hai zi they also got change vvvvvvv lil bit le.. this album more obvious.. they grow up le!! heh hehs.. no la.. anyways.. the theme for this album is really like love.. about how much u love this person.. yupps.. i love mayday la! =X hahas

30th.. wake up early like 7am(so long nv wake so early le!).. hehes.. need go m'sia.. my grandma hse there flood.. wah.. they say really flood till v bad n cars cant even pass thru.. maternal grandma side.. my ah ma there no flood cos they at high grd.. they say if there flood den whole of my ah po there will disappear liao.. but this time the flood is alr v bad.. when car passby those oil planation.. wah some only can see top of the oil palm.. dun ask me how tall is the tree cos i dont know.. it's submerged! hahas.. but lucky for he road it's cleared alr..

den the bridge to my ah po's town.. a potion of it collapsed! cos of the flowing water i think(resonance? lol).. onli 1 side can pass thru.. but heng still have that 1 side.. den they say the whole street flood.. the highest is ard 4feet.. so high la! i heard from them that the water come in v sudden de.. no time to move things to higher place.. just suddenly come in den 3 feet high le if at lower ground.. lucky my grandma there is higher den only like 4inches high bah the water.. actually there like 1 yr or so no1 lived le.. so alot of dust.. inside there.. hahas super many cockroaches!! i was at the front living room there.. but at the back dinning room they tried to clear some rotton wood n literally fight with the cockroaches! hahas.. i dun dare go in.. a lot of cropses.. lol..

den went outside n cleaned the front yard with my cousin.. hahas.. so hardworking lo!! got take foto.. next time upl into comp den post up here.. lol.. my cousin v funny de la.. say that water there is v cheap den just leave the hose running.. but really la.. we all use water like no need money liddat de.. keep spraying n pouring n wadever.. as u noe.. i dont do much hsework at home.. at most vacuum the floor.. den got vacuum no need sweep mah.. then they all only have sweep so i must help to sweep the frount yard.. then my hands like cant coordinate.. den my cousin also pekchek n sweep herself.. den i help spray water.. spent a v long time cleaning the whole place.. n so stupid she keep asking me pluck weeds.. v tiring norrhhs.. must keep squart down.. lol

den they threw away alot of moldy stuff.. hahas.. outside the road there alot of dog shit lo.. those dogs hor.. anyhow shit de lo.. so SMELLY! hahahahaahs.. lucky out front yard no have.. den work v hard that day till like 6+++.. bathe den 8+ den go eat dinner.. wahh soooooo hungry alr! the food there v nice!! hehes.. eat till v satisfying.. got eat ostritch(sp?) meat.. quite nice leh.. i think m'sia got lots of supply.. hmmm.. den at nite my uncle drove me n bigky to my ah ma's place.. n we stayed for a nite there.. slept till quite shuang.. till 9+ lo.. 1st time.. usually go there 7am will get called up.. hahas..

bigky gng australia to study nxt yr so go back see my ah ma lo.. after wake up.. den went eat my uncle's noodles.. wahhh super nice!! the wonton can just slurp in de.. v smooth.. ultra nice.. hahas.. den he let us bring some noodles back to cook by ourselves.. now drooling liao.. hahas.. den after that my uncle drove us back ah po's place to help clean again!

i've nv worked so hard b4 la.. dont even mop the floor of my own hse.. den today i ownself(or say yest since now alr 2.37am 1st jan 2007 le).. anyways.. i ownself mopped the whole of upstairs la.. v stuffy n hot upstairs de.. den must carry a bucket of water up dere to mop.. v heavy lo.. n me dun do heavy work de mah.. hahas.. n i ownself cleaned the upstairs 3 rooms n the landing.. hehes so proud of myself..

actually went back alot of things happened.. cant recount everyth here also.. it was tiring.. but i think also fun.. i have v funny cousins.. always like to bully n make fun of me.. but have them more fun le.. yupps so i think it's nice to go back..

all my cousins know how to drive motorbike lo.. m'sia they v young den ride le.. no lisence also ride de.. hahas got see b4 pri sch kids ride.. den my cousin(she gt lisence la) rode me to a salon to wash hair.. hahas.. go back wash v cheap.. but hor.. no good de.. they use alot of strength n i spent most of the time thinking if the person will pull out alot of my hair or nt.. lol.. hahas v nice to ride on motorbike leh.. v windy..

back at my ah ma's place.. her place is in the middle of plantations.. very very ulu.. my ah po's place is a bigger town n leads to more places.. anyways.. i think small town also good.. they like know each other de lo.. walk halfway see ppl can ask them abt things n just talk.. like they know the whole town liddat(maybe they do.. hahas).. that's y i find living in kampong town is not like v bad also.. at least will have good relationships with neighbours.. better than us flats dwellers anyways.. but facilities wise nt as good maybe.. but it's really simpler living.. no cinemas but plenty of dvds(CHEAP or even free ones.. they have so many frens to borrow from).. no taxis but there's motors which most ppl know how to ride.. n shops are just a stone throw away.. (=

dont worry i still enjoy living here in sg alot.. but sometimes seeing ppl living much more simpler n yet happier will give me smth to think about.. actually my ah po's hse no ppl live le now.. onli go back for new yr onli.. if gt chance.. see if can bring any1 back.. hmmm but too bad.. i live in sg almost all my live n dont know how to live there bahhh.. hahas..

- it is easy to be happy -