last day at work
i'm writing this b4 my actual last day.. but think will only post it after my chalet..
thinking about alot of things.. but don't know wad to say yet..
this job i had is the most fun one i think(though i only had 3jobs.. 4 if u count the sg pools that one which i didn't get any $$).. really there's nth to be learnt from this job.. since it's such a brainless job n most of the time we're just sitting ard doing nothing..
but.. that poopoo.. wrote such a touching letter to me.. gave me on friday.. made me cry la!! piggish.. hahas..
i really think that this job let me know alot of people.. people whom i'd nv get the chance to know if i nv go there to work.. and i'm really really super glad that i'm one of the 3 who got chosen to stay till now(got to thank boss lucy that my name got picked from that "lucky draw").. got to know the other 3 stayed with me much better.. esp poopoo.. she's like always so happy.. i think she's the happiest person i've ever known.. of cos there're days that she look abit sad sad.. esp thurs! hahas.. but she's the only one i know who can really be happy from the time she wake up till the time she go slp.. like one WHOLE day..
it's been a really great experience at work.. not because of the things we do.. but because of the people i became frens with.. right now i really cant think of any scenario which we can be like that doing something together.. makes me feel rather sad.. i think for me right.. it's really hard to adapt to changes and new things.. which is why usually if i make frens.. it's usually those who i go out n have fun kind.. those whom i can share stuff n feel super comfortable with.. are few and difficult for me to make..
like this group of frens i made.. they're all very fun n nice people.. but only one out of all of them.. whom i think really is super good with me.. poopoo! hees.. we can be like totally crazy sometimes.. or super serious sometimes.. n.. she always make me laugh!! it's so easy to talk to her.. or easier to talk to others even.. when she's around.. n she always laugh at the things i say.. which i think are not funny at all.. hehes.. it's like we have quite some similarities but i think she's a much better person than me.. in all ways.. i'm really really glad that i met her..
it's kind of sad.. cos it's becomes really hard for our lives to intertwine again after the work ends.. and i keep thinking about bad scenarios.. like we moved on with our lives n all the times we spent tgt just became a memory.. there're alot of times i missed alot of things cos i keep pushing back the time i want to do it.. and losing important frens is just a sad feeling.. ok! i promise myself now!! i want to really make the effort to maintain these frenships i'd made!
shall update after my chalet about the real last day.. i must not cry! right now thinking of stuff which i maybe buy for them.. hmmm
-- after chalet --
fighting the emptyness feeling inside me.. it's much milder compared to that time after the chalet with my uni clique.. that time was the worst.. dunno how to describe.. poopoo said it's like after u experienced smth v happy den u'd feel that emptyness.. well.. it'd pass i guess..
oh.. final last day of work.. don't feel like last day at all.. when we leave that time still feeling like normal day gng off from work.. hahas.. den straight went chalet..
chalet was very fun!! maybe cos of the ppl there.. hahas.. played lots of arcade.. think daytona n basketball shooting is fun.. played mahjong.. n is the only one who won other than the mahjong pro uncle.. hahas.. den.. played asshole dai di.. oh.. n blackjack!! won more den a dollar(real money this time!).. hahas.. den got play jenga(smth like uno stacko.. but got write things on the block ask u all to do de).. still have one lame crocodile toy which poopoo brought.. hahas.. v cute n funny.. oh and got play some lame games in the 2nd day.. n captain's ball!! i noe they played some splash water game when i was away.. hahas lucky..
yups.. tues night went find pot, ym, jj n kq.. eat at yuki yaki.. cos ym's bday.. bought a pair of fox's slippers at $6.50 while waiting for jj n ym to come.. v fast!! cos with kq.. the super decisive girl.. went back chalet but no1 noticed i changed slippers.. hahas.. nvm.. the yuki yaki dinner was super fun n nice too!! so happy with them (=
by the time i wan go back chalet.. the bus to downtown east alr no more le.. den v paiseh cos my fren has to come n fetch me with her car.. thanks alot!! hehe but i go back chalet like nv do anyth.. only played heart attack.. which made alot of ppl injured.. hahas.. den only played awhile.. den they talk ghost stories which made me super slpy.. hahas.. den everyone just went to slp le.. i go back to chalet just to slp like that.. hahas..
one thing also.. only take v few pics.. sad.. nvm i noe we gng to meet up.. cos they all say so! hahas.. i'll miss everyone (=
oh ya.. feel v guilty using ah mei's card to book chalet for my own pleasure.. ok next time we need a chalet just for ourselves.. hehs!!! only will be v ex la.. cos think fewer ppl.. but think if only book one night also will be fun... (=
- super tiring but satisfied -
11:48 AM
