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Monday, September 17, 2007Y
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feeling weird.. hahas how to describe..

i think i get irritated more easily now.. plus.. i find myself strongly disliking some ppl whom did nth to me except being there.. like so weird.. i don't usually hate/dislike ppl just like that.. usually i'm influenced.. or the dislike is not so strong.. but past week got a few instances i suddenly strongly dislike the person.. but i think it's just that instant..

then.. during forensic sci.. i started to think wad gives us the right to kill off the murderers.. even if they killed someone.. den i'd think.. how come ppl r not supposed to kill each other.. and all the other weird weird stuff.. sometimes i'd think about equality.. n about how there's nothing that's fair in the world.. sometimes i'd think of how tired i am of my life.. how mundane it is.. most of the time i'd daydream.. about a life so perfect that it's impossible..

alot of times in sch.. i'd just go into stoning mode.. my frens would talk about something.. den i'd just not pay any attn.. i'm quite used to stoning.. but i find myself quite weird these times.. like i shut myself in.. luckily i can still snap out of stoning mode quite quickly.. den sometimes i'd talk about nonsensical stuff which i'd laugh at myself for talking about them.. but i really feel good just being nonsensical.. no need to think..

sometimes when there's something funny.. everyone will laugh.. i feel like i'm forcing myself to laugh along.. it's not like it's not funny.. in fact alot of times it's v funny.. but so weird.. maybe i just don't feel like laughing.. well only that few times only la.. hahas.. just feel that i should be happier..

i think i think too much le.. about how i should be instead of this way.. about how my life can be better.. hahas worried about unnecessary stuff..

oh ya.. i cant stand the way some people keep taking things for granted.. when others need help but just don't want to help just because he don't like it.. omg.. so stupidly irritating.. especially the attitude.. but more frustrating is that i see myself in that person.. it reflects what i sometimes do also.. i'm not as bad la.. not to that extent but i think i'm a v evil person too.. hmmm y do i always find faults with myself.. i think the one i'm most dissatisfied with is myself.. (=

- i think i'm a feminist -

heart blue w/ glitter 8:37 PM