fatigued
sometimes the smallest things u say unintentionally will have an impact on those who happen to listen to it..
i hope i haven't say much unintentional things which make anyone unhappy.. if there is.. i'm really sorry ok? i will try to lessen them.. but don't take it to heart cos it's just blur me blurting out things which are mostly crap n don't mean anyway u think the words may mean.. my mind just works differently (= haha
that's i think parents should pay a greater attention to what they say to their kids.. if they don't wan them to grow up with an yin1 ying3.. hahas.. maybe that's y i grew up being overly-not-confident and craves acknowledgment from ppl.. wahahahas
good thing i learn how to let go of things slowly.. at least i'm less obstinate about things as compared to the past.. though i do get too rash about things sometimes still.. hahas.. maybe jiang shan yi gai ben xing nan yi.. well no point thinking about things to make myself unhappy.. i want to be the one to choose how i live my life.. n make it closer to the one i'm daydreaming about.. wahahahs....
i guess now i'm still.. not that old(hahas).. should do things that r more interesting.. hmmm those who r still young.. please don't waste your life.. do the things which u r only capable of doing now.. then you won't waste your time when u're young.. if like me.. too lazy.. will have quite no. of regrets even if i'm not that old.. wahahhas but i think the person i want to read this paragraph don't even visit my blog..
all in all.. i'm really tired these few days.. i don't really have the habit of sleeping in the evening.. now.. i'm just too tired that i fall aslp at 7+pm even though i know i'm gng to have my dinner..
exams in 2 weeks time!! have to keep reminding myself so i will start to work harder.. don't know if it'd work not though.. hahas
- no problem! the sun is always brighter after the rain... -
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