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Tuesday, January 01, 2013Y
goodbye 2012...

2012 is one of the faster years i had ever been through.. as i waved goodbye to it and welcome 2013 (while watching fireworks on ch 5).. suddenly i feel very sad..

no idea why.. or maybe deep down i know why.. but just don't know how to explain it??

as i looked back at 2012.. i really have achieved nothing.. maybe this pang of sadness i'm feeling is.. "another year gone? and what have i accomplished??"

i didn't set any resolution for 2012.. purposely did so.. because i knew.. i couldn't have made them come through.. hate myself for that..

so on 1/1/2013.. i wanted to write this down.. to make the effort to change.. to LIVE.. not only in my fantasy..

one yr later.. will i come back n see this post and feel sad again?.....

i.... just don't want to regret.. because.. it's not guaranteed that tomorrow will come.. right?

heart blue w/ glitter 1:53 AM