depressed..
got back 2 papers today.. phy n math.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh did so super badly.. did pass phy though.. but barely.. hmmmm n it's supposed to be easier den our bt1.. hais.. math is like.. worse results i'd ever gotten.. i'd always fail my math.. hmmmm as in getting ao lvl pass is considered as fail also rite.. but this time is the worst!!! barely made it to the o grade.. hais.. so damn depressing..
got back bio mcq also.. passed by 1/2 mark.. as in.. it's upon 15 n i got 8 correct.. pathetic isn't it? shouldn't be so stubbon as to hold on to all my 4 subs la.. since i'm so damn lazy n den very stupid also.. arghhhhhhhh depressing..
n i noe i'm going to fail terribly for chem.. the tchers said so yest.. we did badly.. math n phy when i do the paper it's like ok lor.. blank blanks here n there but still feel ok lehs.. in the end the results come out.. bleahs!!! so LOUSY!! den chem.. i seriously dunno how to ans any of the qns be it mcq or structured or open-ended.. so.. if i get like single digit wun be a surprise.. haissss
n y do the tchers have to kepp stressing that there's only SIX damn weeks to prelims??!!! like we dunno how to count like tat.. ok i'm super under pressure now.. how am i going to fin studying everyth.. since i din prepare well for bt2 also.. wad am i going to do????????? depressed.. n my tab;e's still so super messy.. so many notes stacked here n there.. how am i going to study??!!! arghhhhh.. n mr chan said today that we'd better start on our past yr's work now.. omggggggg like i dun have enough troubles alr..
i;m seriously seriously broke now!!! still owe jj $5!!!! den tml they wanna go buy YH's bday prez.. n i seriously dun think i can fork out any $$ tml.. den have to owe them more $$$.. hais.. tat's not all la.. july so many ppl bday.. my pocket got gigantic hole le la!!! den hors.. they wanna go watch rapture.. which is a dance performance by our sch's dance society.. another $12 gone!!!! n hors.. not forgetting the learning fest.. signed up for knitting class n have to pay $8!!!! see la.. how broke i am.. think i'm gonna go on diet now.. anyways i'm too fat alr.. shouldn't eat so much.. -.-
talking abt the learning fest.. v funny.. cos today they opened up the signing up for the courses online.. den every1 chiong to lib to register early in the morn.. n it was lucky our tcher made us go so early.. or else we may not be able to sign up for those courses that we wanted.. lol lemme see.. i signed up for knitting, volleyball, trip to modelling agency or wadever it is thingy n the dunno wad marcromedia flash thingy.. aiya cant spell it.. hahaha.. hmmmmm nth to do den signed up so many.. hehes..
n today's lessons are boring as usual.. but at least nv fall aslp.. yay!! improvement.. n oh tml is our college day.. start sch late.. got 2 lectures den start college day at 5.. supposed to end at 7.. which is also.. so late!!! at least can slp till late tml.. which is good cos i seriously deprived of slp.. hais.. y do animes have to be put at such a late slot??!! -.-
the baby hamsters are growing so well!!! haha can walk out of their hse by themselves le.. den drink from the container n eat those peanuts thingy.. but think still cant touch them.. just in case the mother angry.. haha but so cute.. lols..
hmmmmmmm i rmb yest tat i wanna tell jj someth today.. but now.. forget le ehs.. ok la.. i dun rmb anyth this morn also.. but got feeling wanna tell her someth lehs.. hmmmmm nvm.. today someth happened in bio which i think is quite impt.. must tell them tml.. but i scare i forget again. hope not.. hahas..
n also the flashget dl the naruto epi is soooooooo slow tat i wanna fall aslp le.. tot it died le den now w/o me noticing it slowly slowly dl fin le.. hahaha funny.. =)
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