confused
i don't like to see ppl being depressed.. like saying the worst things.. thinking only about the bad stuff.. seemed to be troubled and upset about things which i don't know about..
then i'd think to myself.. actually there're also times when i'm like that.. thinking about depressing stuff.. thinking that life sux.. times like these makes me feel so lonely..
then again.. there are always plenty of times i'd laugh to myself about nothing in particular.. feeling comforted i'm able to do the stuff i like to do.. n that i'm alive n well..
i wonder.. can anyone be forever happy? laugh and smile all the time.. like every single second of your life.. you would not think of all the bad/unlucky things that happened to you.. will not whine about life.. will not complain about the things you cant have.. there's nothing in life which you aren't troubled with..
i believe.. that.. ppl are only happy because they try to be.. no matter how hard life is.. u've got to try.. though it's impossible to be always happy.. but happy times are more worth remembering.. like when you look back through you life.. if you recall more of the happy stuff than sad stuff.. you have alr succeeded.. (=
ok new resolution in my life.. to try to be happy! less complaining and irritableness.. n even though i cant change ppl's perception of their own lives.. it's up to them to discover what life can be for them..
- nope i shant say 'haiis' anymore!! i don't wan to kill another angel.. (= -
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