Tuesday, August 14, 2007Y
is it really ok?
i'm not those who really care that much about grades.. if i get v lousy or if i fail some tests.. i just take a look n forget about it.. the only times i'd feel particularly upset is when i feel i can do better.. or i really did so horrendously bad that i feel quite ashamed.. hahas.. but i get over it.. afterall grades dun mean everyth.. unless is those super big exams.. which really mean smth.. but cant be helped since everyth over le mah by the time results out..
but i really don't get how come someone can be so contented with a C6 grade.. i mean.. if u really put in effort.. or if u're really a v english person.. den your chinese really cannot make it.. but u passed with C6.. den u're happy.. ok i'm perfectly fine with it.. but someone who only speaks chinese.. n someone whom i know did not put in all his effort.. to be so smug after getting just C6.. is just so wrong..
ok la.. maybe it's good to be contented.. n actually i find it quite wrong for sg's education system to be like this.. everyth based on certs.. but if it's how the society is.. we got to do the best we can so that we wun get thrown behind right?
not that i have the right to say anyth when i do have shit results alot of times too.. n alot of times.. i feel happy just to pass a subject too.. but i always have the nagging feeling at the back of my mind that i can actually do better.. and.. i certainly dun feel proud of my grades.. if anyone ask me i cant really say..
i'm not a v ambitious person.. just feel that there're things which can be achieved if i try harder.. alot of times i let myself procrastinate(hey i finally know how to use this word).. but this sem i feel like i wan to try harder.. i want to show him.. it's actually possible if you put in the effort.. they say.. aim for the stars n you'd reach the moon.. i wan to aim further than the stars this time.. so i might reach the stars.. of cos me being me.. cant really be those straight A or A+ students.. but i have 8 subjects this sem.. i wan to aim for at least half of them As.. maybe i'd get like 2 or 3 this sem?! n raise my overall gpa?
from now on.. i must be more pro active.. attend all lectures.. LISTEN.. do tutorials.. hahas.. n go for floorball practices(yes i signed up for the cca today).. n i wan to go shopping.. meet up with my frens more.. n stop slacking in front of comp so much!
- searching.. tripping.. finding.. it's hopeful! -
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