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Tuesday, May 06, 2008Y
sometimes feelings can be so complicated

i don't want to be angry.. cos i know being angry all the time cause harm to the body(i think i read it somewhere).. so most of the time i suppress myself.. but i'm really a short-tempered person.. i have to suppress so many times.. so is it good to my body or even worse?

gosh!

but i think i'm still a very selfish person.. cos when the thing directly concerns me then i'd really feel the anger.. argh.. ok so this kind of anger shouldn't even exist in the first place.. but it cant really be controlled when u're really very angry right?!

gosh!

y am i so su2 la4??! i used to not know the meaning of that word till huiyu told me.. but it describes me perfectly..

gosh!

i don't know what to do.. what to say.. n now.. what to feel.. what else? who can make u helpless n sad n angry n want to don't care but cannot help but care? issit because i'm a taurus and am stubborn about some things.. some things which i should alr 'see the light' n let go? perhaps under the cheerful demeanor some ppl always show there's something that makes them want to stamp their feet sometimes? am i deluding myself? i really don't know!!

i just want to be happy.. n more than that.. for the people around me to be.. well that's a goal isn't it.. i guess typing all these out helps.. i think i can smile after this.. (=

- nothing happens by chance.. don't take everyone for granted.. pls! -

heart blue w/ glitter 12:23 AM